Dear blank

 Dear blank ,

 first. Of all  I realized now what I did was emotional base out of fear and scare of change. This have been so  hard not having what I want in my life.  I am truly  trying  to be a better person. What I have been doing cups  helped me reading , self care , signing off when I need to. What    Keeps me motivated is knowing what is in stake at end of augest . The pain of shock and mistake is  gone but I did devlop resilience. Even so  I am  having what if all bad things happen at end of augest I  will get un control. I  am looking back all this now and  it’s a blessing  in  disguise.  What I mean by that is it gives me time improve as a person and me being able to read more. I am not even mad at those  people who did this so I forgive.

wow writing this really helping  recovery .  I will come back better than ever

@Heather225