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Eva’s Crazy Mind

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justmeeva January 21st, 2024

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 13th, 2024

two questions. how, and when. 

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justmeeva OP April 13th, 2024

wow it’s terrifying isn’t it.

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justmeeva OP April 13th, 2024

“you’re like a mother to me”. 

how am i supposed to let go of someone like that?

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justmeeva OP April 13th, 2024

those words haunt me. 

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justmeeva OP April 14th, 2024

***..

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justmeeva OP April 14th, 2024

i can’t even *** sleep because-

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justmeeva OP April 14th, 2024

they came to my dreams.. my classmates.. and it was fun and awesome and the feeling of belonging - all the *** feelings i can’t have are you *** kidding me

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justmeeva OP April 14th, 2024

i wanna go..

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justmeeva OP April 14th, 2024

i need to get this dream out of my head i need to

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justmeeva OP April 14th, 2024

tears