Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
god i don’t know what i’m gonna do now that she knows
I’m *** *** lmao
no but she didn’t even care that much besides being disappointed
she didn’t see bc i didn’t let her see but she knows
i’m so *** done
now i’m thinking if i uh died she’d be disappointed too instead of sad or anything else
man *** family and *** her
*** everything honestly
she’s not even sad she just blames me i- i can’t *** believe her
am i selfish for expecting that the day she would find out she’d care? like, at all?