Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
*trying to figure out what i’m thinking and feeling*
oh i’ve kind of created a running away plan, as if i would ever be brave enough to do something like that
it’s kinda tempting tho ngl
idk why but the thought of running away makes me smile. to think about the steps. read about it. plan it. (still, i don’t plan to run away.)
but i’ll make a plan anyway (:
the nail marks on my hands.
talked to mom again.
or well, she talked. i couldn’t get a word out of my mouth again.
guess what it started with? my *** arms.
i won’t- even bother to say what she said. i’m just so done with her.
