Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
also i can not run. like it’s not just me complaining, i physically can not run. when i run, i run out of breath so *** fast, (tw) in some cases i actually struggle to breathe, my mouth goes dry and starts tasting like blood.
that’s probably not good :p
my legs are shaking a little too (we raced to the door at the end of our walk)
my dad’s nice. he cares, about me, my siblings, mom even though they’re not together anymore, he wants to have fun with us and do cool things, he wants us to get along and be alright. he would care if i ____.
that was one of the most disturbing things my brain has ever showed me.
i feel like they’re looking at me.
talking about me.
judging me.
(2 random boys standing near but not that near me)
ok they left good.