Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i want to cry.
or scream.
or die.
or straight up say “i don’t plan on having a future thank you very much”.
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i can’t feel my heartbeat.
am i alive?
it’s not there
but i’m still breathing
so that means i’m alive, right?
right?
though, i wouldn’t mind it if not.
tw.
“i believe i can fly
do you know why?
cause i’ve got a gun
and i’ve got a wish
and that is
to die”