Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
and music doesn’t help with that. i just.. have to ignore it. but still keep an eye of the door because i can’t ignore it enough.
4am.
is he alive?
every scar on my arm is a physical reminder of how *** up i really am.
to mom, probably
you took away my sleeves, not my scars.
just a little insane.
every time i yawn, i pretend i’m silently screaming.
death’s taking it’s sweet time coming to me. i’ve been waiting for quite a while.
not enough not enough not enough
never been never will be.
