Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’m stuck.
all okayness was as if literally drained out of me. again. everything’s so heavy now.. and i’m drowning.. minute by minute, deeper and deeper.
“teach me how to be okay”
pain..
“i don’t wanna hurt you” you once said.
now look at me
hurt
by you.
tonight’s not gonna go well, i can feel it.
…..
that’s.. not a very good sign.
i’m finally completely alone. family’s asleep. the lights are off. let the fun begin..
should i be scared of myself? because right now, i’m starting to be.
