Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’m alone in the darkness now. anything can happen. will i let it? i don’t know.
this time i managed to avoid it. but i wasn’t alone either. i wasn’t in the darkness. now, however..
@justmeeva
please try to be safe okay…? 💙 i know you can’t promise, and that’s okay, i understand. but please try okay? 💙 (no pressure to respond)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i will. 🩷
you too, please..
@justmeeva
i will. 💙 *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs* 🩷
so far so.. fine.
music’s keeping me from drowning rn. barely, but just enough.
@justmeeva
same here… :')
but one wrong word.. one wrong reminder.. and we’re going down.
gotta be careful.
doing fine.. for now.
walking on thin ice here.
breathe.
funny how i’ve had to remind it to myself lately.
