Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
it’s like exist or live.
tw (?)
hey life, you make me go through stuff that causes me to do it, don’t you think the least you could do is not put me in situations where i have to figure something out to hide evidence of my struggling? no? of course.
6am. …
haven’t done that in a long time.
but tonight’s ok so it’s not so big deal.
i got to go to the beach today, with my aunt. i had forgotten how special those beach walks were. so quiet. so peaceful. (tw) though this whole time i thought about war, loss, trauma, death, i still felt at peace. ironic, isn’t it? strange. but beach walks really are something else.
. . .
i am- such- a terrible friend-
there is no way i didn’t notice.
*no words*