Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
my time management skills xD
anyways back to work.
got a little distracted for 20 minutes, oops
and after that, i took 15 minutes to find lyricsless music or white noise that wouldn’t make me fall asleep and didn’t even find ‘the one’
bro my eyes are literally gonna shut in like 2 minutes
“*** it it’s fine”~
(I’m not gonna work it out lmao)
see you tomorrow ✌️❤️
tw.
there has only been two things in my mind so far. the urge to speak up and ask for help, and.. death.
and the idea to make a vent diary. like a physical one, not online. hmm..
