Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
on the last minute lol
also mother was so lovely that she took my phone for the night and didn’t even bother to charge it so now i have to survive the rest of the school day with 4% ❤️
i better save it then so bbl.
*** life.
i had fun in school today. in pe. i laughed and felt cared for and all the *** emotions i can’t *** let myself feel why are you doing this to me life
it’s just gonna ruin everything even more
*** me up more
the urge to write a goodbye/thank you/apology letter “just in case” :’)
been thinking about it a lot more than i should lately.
about what i would say there
