Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
oh wait, i might have a solution, how bout sleep? it is 4am anyway… lol. i don’t wanna go to sleep tho. i don’t want to stop listening to music. but… i’m afraid i have to eventually. eugh why am i so complicated? sleep’s an escape, why am i not using it? ykw, i can try. goodnight and good luck… me.
not looking forward to waking up again tomorrow tho. but what other choice do i have.
Are you borderline? Sounds like it
@Themaninblackxxx
i’m not diagnosed with anything because i’ve never been to anyone who could diagnose me in the first place lol. i looked it up and gotta admit that many traits or “symptoms” sure are familiar. i’ve never even thought i could have anything that can be diagnosed, i always thought it’s just life lol- well that’s interesting to discover.
@justmeeva
Yes I had/have it so thats why I said so because your posts sound familiar to me like thats how I think
@Themaninblackxxx
okay, well thank you for letting me know that there’s a chance i’m not just losing my mind/it’s explained losingmymindness :D
@justmeeva
Ha yeh you have an excuse now :p
haven’t even started and already overwhelmed by the amount of schoolwork i need to get done today lol.
why. can’t. i. focus.
oml eva you know what you have to do just start it already
it shouldn’t be so hard.
i’m probably crazy.
here we go again. my mind’s been set loose. oh boy. *sigh*
what’s wrong with me.
i can’t do this i can’t i can’t i can’t
but i can’t not do this either aghh
stupid stupid stupid.
no no no i can’t start crying over this.. it’s literally nothing complicated why is it overwhelming.. *** *** ***
i’m just watching time pass lol.
so it has been about an hour of trying to convince myself to do at least s o m e t h i n g… didn’t work out. 👍
