How to smile again 🙃

Have ever been in a situation that you wanted to reach out to people, to rant out all the things that were going on your mind but you're so afraid of giving others negative vibes and you're so afraid to be seen as dramatic. I wish I could tell all those chaos on my mind. I wish I also have that what they called support system. I wish I had a cherishing family just like the others. It's always like ,"okay, just one more day" for me. I hope He'll give some breakthrough this year .