I was just turned against by a support server

I was turned on against by a *** mental health server, where the supporters accused me of blaming them for purposefully ignoring everything I say, so I will probably leave that server if they continue to treat me like I don't exist to anyone.

I've just joined this community and yet I still have my suspicions about this place after I left HeartSupport, where their moderators purposefully targeted me and deleted my account and lied to me saying it was an accident when they just wanted to make sure I can never be heard.

I hope that I don't have to end up leaving this place, and at the same I know it will happen. I've been rejected by over five support groups already.