Just sharing my heart. Asking you. Feel dropping in.

Dear beloved souls,

tell me, how are you doing (not asking in small talk conversation, but from heart)? 

tell me, what u struggling with?

tell me, where u going?

tell me, do you want to talk about something? with me or anyone here?

As for me, I walk with my Lord, and honestly, that’s the only thing keeping me alive. I often fear for my life; I’m one of those people who just aren’t cut out for life, so to speak. Right now, I can’t handle anything. The last few months have been hard for me. I want to surrender myself to God and walk His path and follow His will. 
To live close to God, to walk hand in hand with Him like His little child. His love sustains me and saves me. 
I’m slowly getting better, but it’s not easy. Sometimes you just have to be willing to die in order to live, to find life. I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world; the Lord is good. I have to finally let go of things that keep destroying me and leave the internet, not a place in that in my life. Getting there.

I know not all of you have faith. But I’d like to share some videos, movies, tips, or something with you that might help you or speak to you, touch you, cheer you up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZkjFXQnPdgf (When You Just Ain’t Got it All Together )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cSrqRdlFeo (Christmas truce WW1 - real story)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-0i2l3sqno (Why do I hike)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LiIxTskNcY

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/9A4ykdp96-I

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/OZg31d6XRFY

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/X1awZk1IknM

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Wfgpb9g6Mzk

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/uXiqjwgtZgc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZkjFXQnPdgf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZkjFXQnPdgf (Giving up Graham - testimony)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZkjFXQnPdgf (Former Hezbollah soldier encouter with Jesus)

Dan Mohler, Curry Blake, Andrew Wommack - these will become a blessings to you my brothers and sisters in faith - Very important for believers, what true gospel is all about.

Few sermon jams: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXhaWgB9Qx0, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtuDCabYe6M, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9v7G0D4maY)

Anything less than this is not true gospel - Dan Mohler (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwoYK2qJR4Y)

Andrew Wommack Ministries - Understanding God's Love For You (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySlRlwZo0-I)

Curry Blake teaching on New Man (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPucBRQAN3k&list=PL_Wy8J8w79tmHOMeAFqgTrubrsCIjJcE7)

Films for you that you can watch, life affirming, thought provoking, cheering u up:

The Ron Clark story starring Matthew Perry

Planes, Trains and Automobiles (1987)

The Crocodile Dundee films

Ikiru (1952)

Blue Miracle (2021)

Father Stu (2022)

Cabrini (2024)

Intouchables (2011)

Chariots of Fire (1981)

Into The Wild (2007)

The Chronicles of Narnia (btw, the books are totally better, never knew there is 7 parts of them haha)

Love Comes Softly (2003) and the other sequels

It´s a Wonderful Life (1946)

Babette´s Feast (1986)

Amazing Grace (2006)

Cool Runnings

Les Miserables (1998)

Really here for you guys, I would love to talk to you and hear from you, as long as I am here, this short time.