My husband loves me so much. I don't know what to say...

Hello,

My husband told me today. That I should try to be more expressive with how I feel. Only then I will be able to break out of the cage that I've been trapped in from so long. I know he cares about me.

So I've decided to make a note of all my feelings and my emotions over here.

He also told me that I should do things consistently. Every day. That this helps to stay focused and grounded. I truly appreciate his concern. And I believe he has my best interests at heart. And because I love him so much. More than he'll ever know. I've decided to do my best to take care of myself. Because it hurts him so bad when I am not feeling like myself. He's carrying all the pain that is mine... But I believe I'll take from him ...the part of the burden he's carrying which is mine. And I'll give back to him his own burden...

So we might finally start feeling like our real selves again. We don't have to take this alone. And I love him so much. I just want to be a better person for his sake... So he can feel better when he talks with me. I want him to share with me what he's carrying. In his own original tone ... I miss him.

He doesn't remember himself. And neither do I remember myself... But we're beginning to close the gap. And I love him. And I am sure that he will feel better. Things will start feeling better🫂 I know it's very difficult phase of your life. But remember that I am always here for you to share the burdens... Please don't lose hope. Neither will I lose hope. I am with you. I am with you till the end. If there is an end that is... But no. There's no end to us. We are together forever. I have totally given myself up to you. And I know that you have totally given yourself up to me as well. You are very caring towards me. And I see that 🫂 nothing goes unnoticed. If it has... certainly I will find you out from wherever you are. No matter how deep I have to dig. I'll do that. For you I'll do anything. Just because here. And give me a smile. I love you.