My thoughts

So right now I can actually express hiw I'm feeling with some song lyrics.

First song lyrics that help explain I feel guilty and that im sorry is from the song little lion man; It was not your falt but mine, and it was your heart on the line, I really messed it up this time didnt i my dear?

Second song lyrics are expressing I'm scared and there from the song lovely; need a place to hide but I cant find one near want to feel alive out side but I can't fight my fear.

The third one is called eternity and it shows how I was making myself different from who I am for someone; and it feels like an eternity since I've had you here with me since I've had to learn to be someone you don't know.

The fourth on is called people you know and it expresses how people I've known have changed and make me not know who they are anymore; we used to be close but people can go from people you know to people you don't and what hurts the most is when people go from people you know to people you don't.

What all these represent to me is how I feel because words aren't enough and don't show how I feel as well.