Beachhh r u okayyy ? I m worried ð¥º
@cutegrapes grapes omg I love you so damn much there are no words that can describe how much I missed you, basically my actual account got banned because, as the moderators say, I was "flirting" with someone because we literally just said how much we would have liked to like meet and hug that's just like the most normal thing on earth to say, but whatever
I truly pray you're okay, I hope everything is fine, I hope you're happy, that your life is going alright, I've been so much sad without cups I swear
But basically, I'm very likely to get banned on this account as well, we need to find another way to talk because I can't accept to lose like this my best friend again 😭😭😭
I love you so much dear you're truly the best ❤️🫂
@cutegrapes
I don't know know if you got my notification, I'm so sad and by heart shatters to see you like that in your thread, you can really talk to me about anything, you know that, it doesn't matter if well, I keep making newer and newer accounts but you're still my top priority dear, I'm here for you in any possible way really, I truly want to feel better
I hope everything between us is fine even if I disappeared for few days due to the ban
I love you
Heyyyy dw everything is fine btw us..I wasn't able to reply in forum...and we can't talk anywhere else except heree...and i m okay dw about me
How are u ? How is everything?
Why weren't you able? That's strangee
Ik we should talk here only but someday at some point I'll run out of possibilities to keep making accounts, as you can see I sent you three posts and I had to use three different accounts because they just kept getting banned
I really don't want to lose my best friend at alllll 😭😭 but if you don't want to go off site I absolutely get that, it's alright
I'm doing, well, just doing ***, I just miss you and everyone else here so damn much, I missed so much hearing you awesome nice messages few times a day that really made me happy and always improved my mood every single time
You're truly amazing dearrr, really I love you, but you do seem a little off tho, are you sure you don't want to talk about anything? You can let it all out really, I would never dare to judge you, neither to not care about you, to ignore you, to blame you, to criticize you, I truly love you from the depth of my heart, and if you'll ever want to tell me anything about what you feel, I promise I'll truly try to be the best friend you could ever imagine and try to make you as happy as possible
I'm always here for you, regardless of your choice, but please stay safe and I truly want you to be happy, because that's all you deserve dear
Love you so muchh ❤️🫂
I mean i wanst online..
And u can only have one account here.. having more than one is against rule that's the reason 😭
And dw i m all okayyy..hope now u are here and everything get sorted out 🤍
Sorry but for whatever reason your last message won't load anymore, and also, well that account got banned too...
My first appeal got rejected, and every other appeal just gets ignored so... I don't really see a way out, maybe if I just keep writing in the forums and avoid chatrooms my accounts could last more than a day
The fact is, I do have just one account right now, but I should theorically be denied access to cups completely so that's why I get banned, I really can't do anything about this, I see that having to stay away from here has truly affected me, my mood, my emotions and my feelings, I don't feel as happy, as full of energy, so happy to go forward, I start to feel just like I felt before joining cups, and I've been starting to think and miss the person that did all the stuff that then made me that sad that I came here, and the fact that I miss a person that didn't treat me well doesn't make me much excited but well that's just how I feel
I just miss you all so much, you here are truly my family, my heart misses a beat thinking I could lose you in any moment and not being able to talk to you again 😭
I missed you so much, I would think about you every time I woke up and went to sleep hoping you were fine, I'm so happy you finally answered me here I was getting so much worried
And well, whatever happens, just hearing from you makes me really so much happy, I'm so glad to have met you and that you're part of my life
I really love you so muchh, you're truly awesome 🥹❤️🫂
Ohh noooo..forums is not private uk..if u wrote something that's again rules u are likely to get banned I guess .. so just talk normally..I hope u understand what i mean..
I can understand u 😭 I mean cups has become a part of ur daily life ..because u were alone that whyy and remember don't ever go back to people who did bad to u 😭
Misss u tooo.. It will be all ok
Awww me toooooo
Ikkk but well it can't get any worse than this tbh
I hopeee everything will get sorted out on this app thooo..
Always here for u 🤍
I m so sorry u have to go through all this 🫂
I hope too, but I'm sure they won't, every other mod doesn't seem to care so I'm just doomed
I really wish i could help u I really want u to be hereee beachhh 😭😭
Thank you so muchhh ❤️🫂 I really want that so baddd you're the best dear I don't want to stay another day without you 😭
Afaik random should be trying to do something to get unbanned, I don't really know what, you can ask her if you want, I really love her for trying to do thattt
I just want to be with you like always, why can't I 💔😭
Love you from the depth of my heart dear ❤️🫂
I alsoo want thatttt 😭🤌🏻
Ohhh I really hopee everything works out thennn!!! Meew toooo
It will be alll okayyyyyy !!! 🤍😭
Anyways someone has msged in our penpals maybe try talking to themmm 😭
I'd want that so muchhh 😭 really I'm desperate
I can totally get u i hope it gets fix soon
I m okayy..how are u ? What up with u ?..thank u so much and u do more than enough already.
Hugsssssss backkk 🫂
I'm worried my post might have been deleted so I'll just send it again
I missed you so damn much dearrr 😭😭 I've had so much trouble to make this account, I'm seriously worried that I might take several days for each account and I don't want that 😭😭
Really I couldn't do anything but thinking about answering you but I just couldn'ttt 😭
Btw I'm doing kinda okay, and I don't think this situation is going to be fixed at this point honestly
I miss talking with you daily, knowing what you're doing, how you are, how's your life going, and I miss telling you how's mine, I just miss talking with my best frienddd why can't I 😭😭
I truly hope you're doing well, I was scared I would have never sent you a single message because I truly tought I wasn't going to be able to make another account, and after this one gets banned, I have no idea of how long it will take to make another one 😭
I just hope you're doing well, I miss you too much really my heart is shattered for this
I must admit that I'm worried that you'll just forget me if I keep disappearing like this, I just wished I could normally talk to you, I have no idea why I shouldn't have the right to 😭
I hope you're doing well dear, please if you could, and hopefully I can read your answer, could you please tell me how like all those days went, how you are, if you did nice things, when you've been happy, when you've been sad, I don't want to leave you alone and neither I want to be without you 😭
I love you truly so much from the bottom of my heart seriously, you are really the best and I wish the best for you ❤️😭🫂
Grapes did I do something wrong?
Nooooo u did nothing wrongg I typed the msg just and I thought I sent that msg buttt I didn't i m soo sorryyy 😭
I didn't have the energy to typeee I meaan to talk... And then i forgot to check the penspal I m so sorryyy
Reaalyyy u didn't nothinggg wrong and nothing is wrong withhh u I m sorry I made u feel like thiss
It's okay, there's nothing to be sorry about, I understand if you no longer consider me your best friend and if you don't want to talk to me anymore, that's totally fine I mean I'm an issue for everyone so it's okay
Hey heyyyy don't think like thatt i genuinely consider u my best friend anddd you are not an issue .. yesterday when u talked to me in sr u could seee I was justt not in right mind and I was venting... Srsslyyy something is wrong with me not u..and i also genuinely miss u soo muchhhh how happy I was talking to u really don't think like that...and i still care about u the same wayyyy really..
I loveeeee u beachhhhh😭🤌🏻
Anddd I m so sorry u feel like thatt... And i can understand how frausting it is to feel like this how hopeless this all feels...buttt everything will get betterrr reallyyy 😭🫂 but I can understand how hopeless all this feel at this moment
Dearrr, thank you so muchh 🫂 you're my best friend too and you're amazinggg, and please stop saying there's a problem with you, everyone has ups and downs, please allow yourself to have them as well, it's totally normal really, and you are more than fine you're wonderfullll!!! Really I love you so muchhh
Also ik it's against rules, but well since I gave up on getting unbanned, you are my top priority and for nothing on earth I would ever lose you, if you feel comfortable with that, you can even idk make a separate empty account just like I did, we can talk on in s.t@ g.r am, if you have it, you can look for the first username I ever had, or you can name any other platform you want
If you don't want to, it's totally understandable, I just want to find a way for us to actually talk, I want to help you, I don't want you to feel alone and helpless, really I'd do anything to make you feel better and I'll try my best to be the best friend you deserve, I really don't want us to lose each others ❤️🫂
But can't reallyy talk anywhere else it's against ruleee we can't sharee any other platform usernames
Yesss don't everrr thinkkk likeee thattttt.😭and I don't want to be negative buttt ik I m the problem so let's nott talk about thattt
Awww that's so sweet of youuuuu..howww are u ?loveeee u 🤎
Thank youuuu, I love you so much ❤️
And also, I know it's against rules to do that, but I have no choice, I'm running out of opportunities to make accounts, I'll completely dissappear from this platform at some point, and thus would mean that we would lose each others forever, and this could happen anytime, even today, I won't be able to keep coming back here, and really I don't want to lose youuu 😭
If you ever want, you know where I am, I'm the one who violated the rules in this situation anyway, not you, but I have no other choice
Love you so much dearr 😭❤️🫂
I can't think about this situation really, I just wished I could just be with you and that's it 😭
Leta talk bout ur lifeeee... How is yourrr life offline goingggg?.. thank youuu so muchhhhh 🫂😭
When I say that I feel like my life has stopped, I seriously mean it, I don't feel like anything worth mentioning happened, I can't even remember what happened, I just know I have so much school stuff for the upcoming week, like 6 exams and 2 interrogations or something 😭
What about you dear?
Awwwww 😭 gud luck for thattt...same here tbh nothing going onnn... I have something thoo but nothing good
I feel like being able to actually reach out to you has been the only nice this this week, everything else is just such a *** 😭😭
And I just miss you so muchhhh!!! I'm already thinking of when they'll ban this account as well, I have no clue what I'll do to make another one by thennn 😭
Why can't I just talk with my best friend
Awwwwwww 😭🫂
I misss u toooooooo😭🤌🏻 my day is so muchhh better now reallyyyy... Like everything is good nowww
Thank youuuuu
I feel exactly the same 😭❤️ I hope this moment will never end I swear
How's everything going at school? I also remember that like sometimes you'd meet friends and stuff, did you meet any friends recently? Did you have fun with them? ❤️
Righttt😭🫂 i hope sooo toooo..
It's okayyy !! Yeaahh i met my friend on last weekend after 4 months ..it was good..yuppp...what up with u ?
That's awesomeee!! I'm very happy for youu, well for me nothing, I never meet or go out with any friends like usual, I just, i don't even know what I did in this week if I have to be honest...
I think I spent most of the time crying thinking about you honestly... 🥀
This week i also don't know what I did 😭 I was so baddd..I was like I lost my mind or something...I m sorry your week was the same 😭🫂 I missed u sooo muchhhhh
Yeahhh same here you were my only tought for so longggg, I felt like I lost everything
I hope this week can be different, and I hope I can spend this week with you ❤️😭
Mineeeee tooooo😭🫂 awwwww 🥹
I hopeee so tooooo...
What are u doing ?
Studying history because I have an exam for tomorrow
What about youu? ❤️🫂
Gud luck for thattt...do u like history?!
Nothing today is mother's day so we came to a restaurant for dinner but there is waiting
Yeahhh usually I love history but it's the 1300s and it's like the historical period I hate the mosttt, it's so boring and just facts and wars all the time
Damnn itss reallyy too much historical thoo 😭 ohh i seee
Yeshhhhhh!! I m realllyyy hungryyyy😭 u know today was a really bad dayyy but noww it's all good
Yeahhh and too boring anyway
I was gonna say boring but then I thought what if u don't find it boring lol.
Meeee toooo...yesss.. I will tell u everything after i ho back home are u online after 1 hour ?
Loveeee u 🫂
I find it soooooo boring I swearrr
I can get that 😭
It will be all okayyyy..thank u so much for always being there for meeee😭🤎
Damnnn theree is sooo much waiting todayyyy😭
I hope soooo, you're welcome dearrrr ❤️😭 always here for you, whatever happens, nothing will take us apart I promise 🫂
Thank youuuu 🫂
Yeaahhh I came back home as well studied alsooo !
That account just got banned, for all the time until now I felt like my heart wasn't beatingggg 😭
But I'm so happy I can answer you now, I wanted to answer, greatttt, how was the food at the restauranttt? Also what did you studyyy?
Many hugssss ❤️🫂
Ohhh nooo😭😭😭
I wass okishhhh!! English literature!!
Hugsss backkk 🫂
Thats niceee!!
Wish thatt wasss possible 😭🫂
Itssss okayyy I know the reason!!😭...yeaah I was sleeping...hruuu?
Wish thatt wasss possible 😭🫂
Ii hopeee so tooo !!! 🤌🏻..gud luckk for that and it will be okayyyyy 😭 🤌🏻..what is it abouttt??..I m tireddd.. exhausted...I don't even have the energy to type tbh....that's why my msgs are so dry I m sry
Hii
I misss youuu 😭 pls come back. I reallyy really miss youuuuu