Heyyy, am I supposed to do thisss?
Yeaahhh now we can talk hereeee ! If u ever want to share anything u can just leave a msg hereeee !🤍
@forcefulBeach451
@cutegrapes
That's amazing!!! Wish you a wonderful day!! ❤️
@forcefulBeach451
Oh now that I just tought about it, I wanted to change my username as you already know, I want to keep beach because we all got used to it already, but I wanted to change forceful with something else but I'm not creative at allll, do you have any ideas?
Umm i am not that creative tbh !!!
Maybeee blissful or seraphic?! I mean they r kind of really postive!!! What do u think ?
@cutegrapes blissful is very nice! I think I might use that one!
Also I wanted to tell you one thing, I really hope you don't mind, but by looking at your profile, I came across your post in the thoughts sections, and I just started reading it a bit, if you don't want me to just tell me right away, and if that is the case, I'm really sorry about it
I just wanted to tell you that it was really sad to see you thinking all that, you're usually just so nice and lighthearted on the community rooms, you say that you're doing well, but seeing you suffering deep inside is very sad
I do relate as well to what you think, you already know that I'm basically alone, that I barely have any friends, let alone talk to them, and I want to help you as much as I can
You expressed how you got used to keep everything inside, afraid of being a burden or that other might think weird things of you, but I want to assure you, that you're everything but a burden for me, and that I could never think anything bad of you, whatever you would ever tell me, I did many mistakes as well, everyone does, I just want to help you and try to make your mood better, and to be someone you can talk to whenever something bad happens or you just need to talk
You often said how you just hoped you could talk to someone about it, I'm not in your life, I can't materially help you irl, but I'm always here for you, to listen, talk, give friendly advice, and help you in every way I can
In those notes you show how much you deeply feel things, how you always think before doing anything and you then overanalyze everything that happened, something I do as well, I really like you and the way you are, and I want to help you as much as I can to make you even just a bit happier
So, if you're comfortable and you're willing to, you can talk to me about absolutely anything, I would never ever judge you or think anything badly of you, and I'll be here for you to help in any way possible, anytime
I would truly love to help you ❤️
@forcefulBeach451
Wait did u actually wrote all this 😭😭😭 I have no wordsss like u srsly care this much thank you so muchhhh forr writing all this and caring this much like really 😭🤌🏻 I don't know what I did to have a friend like u 😭🤎
And i m okayyy dw!! It's like my journal i wrote every depressing thing there so that I can let it all out i like to talk alonee!!!! And i really don't mind u can read all that it's just i don't want my friends to see my this sideee!!
And I will shareeee fs!! And u can also share with meee I m also always here for u !!
U made me all lot happier by writing this really!
Thank youuuu soooo muchhhhhh 😭🤌🏻🤎 I might cry really !!!!!!
Obviously I wrote all that, I would write even more than that if it was necessaryyy, because I really care this much about you!!
And also that's so nice like thank you so muchhh!!!! It's me that I don't know what I did to have a friend like you, everytime I would write something long and thoughtful everyone would be annoyed by it, thinking I overthink and obsess about them and start to pull away but that's just how I ammm 😭😭
So it's me who thanks you a lot you're amazingg!!!
I just hope you'll always have less and less sad thoughts and that you can be overral happier because that is what you truly deserve!!!
Remember that whatever it is, I'm here for you and you can talk about it, and thank you for allowing me to open myself to youuu!! That's something I'm not used to really, and I'm glad to know that I made you happier with that! You made me happy many times and I hope that I can return you the favour at least a bittt
I'm truly so happy to be your friend, you're awesomeee thank you so muchhh!!! ❤️😭
Thank youuu so muchhhhhh 😭🤎
Srslyyyyy?! Damn I love when people express how they feel about u like every single detail... If u r my friend I willl literally write para for u... Explaining howww I lovee u !!!... U r not annoying or something srsly u areee tooo niceeeeee !!!!!
U don't need to thank me srslyyyy
Tysssmmm!!!; u tooooo!! 🤎
Tysmmm!! And yeah u helped me a lot there is no favour okay !! It's just friendship!!!!! And i m so happy to help u !!!! If I will be able to do that !
Same hereeeee!!!!😭🤎
Oh my god that's so cuteee!!!
I think it's a lot when just a single friend writes around like 10 lines for a message for my birthday but like paragraphs, I honestly don't think anyone ever woulddddd 😭😭
I would express my love towards you in many more paragraphs too as I already didd!!
Thank you so much you're so nice toooo!!!!!!
I'm glad to know that I helped you a lottt, that's awesome! And I'm so happy that you want to help and support me as well you're so kindd!!!
Yeaahhh!!
And uk what I know u like for few days only still i cam say that u r a really nice person they u haven't found ur kind of people till now.. and u will find them one day as thereee r justtt billions of people in world!!! And u r justt like a best friend anyone can have really!!!! 🤎 If u can care that much about meee who u don't even know... Thenn i can imagine how good person u areee uk !!!! And u deserve so muchhhhh 🤎
Tysmmm!!💓
I m heree too
That's just so sweet and cuteeeee thank youuuuuu!!!!! ❤️
I've known you just for few days as well but I can say for sure that you're truly awesome!!! You deserve amazing friends around you as welll!!!
And alsoo, I'm worried about some things for tomorrow and the days afterrr, I guess I'll just wait for you to be on the chat room because it's way easier to talk like that okayyy?
Well it's quite late already so I'll just text you all here
Starting from tomorrow, idk if you remember that my birthday has been on 2 April but yes, I'll celebrate it tomorrow so it's easier for others to come and so on
Just to let you understand, we were 24 in the class at the beginning of high school, I just kinda hated everyone, after 3 years we are 14, many failed or changed school, thankfully the worst ones, now there's only the people I bare and the ones I don't really like
The people I talk to in my class are like 6, and they're the only ones I consider my "friends", I invited only 5 of them for my party and 3 of them are coming
You might think, well that's nice!
But honestly, everytime I'm outside with anyone else, 99% of the time I just have to pretend to be someone I am not, sometimes I might not have to pretend, but just stop some parts of me from going out, but I think that's still a form of not truly being myself
So well, I'm not much comfortable with them, I'm a totally different person than them, like I swear I feel so much closer to you that I've known for few days than to them that I've known for 3 years and half
And idk, you know I'm on holidays rn so I didn't have to pretend for quite some days, knowing that tomorrow I'll be with them, so I'll have to pretend a bit, then school will start again from 8th makes me so sad and worriedddddd, school pressure for me is deadly, I have the best grades in the class but I still constantly feel like I'm always behind, like I have to rush and run for everything, like I'm risking everything, I just feel too much pressure and it's so stressful
I just wished I had different people in my life, but they're the only ones I have, I don't know many people and my social skills are probably close to a negative number, sometimes I just tend to close myself completely and even hide things from people I'm supposed to tell things to
Like idk if you remember that I told you that nobody besides a single friend (one of the closest ones but she lives in another country) gave me the wishes, she texted me a thing, that was basically the answer to a message I sent earlier, but the fact is that I didn't know how to keep going with the conversation, I just tought about many things to say because then I'm afraid because as soon as that specific conversation ends I don't know when will the next one be, I just constantly fear that others might forget me or suddenly change idea about me, that maybe they'd even be thinking I might be ignoring them on purpose and so on
This thing kept going until I realized I hadn't answered her for 2 days, I just sent a thank you and I feel so much bad for thatttt, I'm just so bad at handling friendships and so on and that makes me even more afraid of knowing people
Like when I get to know someone and it's nice my brain already thinks "hmm I guess what will happen that will ruin everything this time" and it just keeps happening
So yes I'm just so bad at relating with others, like actually when I'm with others, they don't think I'm like this because I pretend very well, but it's always so bad to keep everything inside and it's what pushed me to go here and take everything out with people like you
So yes, sorry for the huge rant but I just went from a tought, to another tought, and then I started overthinking about them and then all the rest, sorry, but it's 1am rn, it's like the overthink flow state time hahaha
But yeah I hope your sleeping well and that tomorrow morning you'll wake up well and happy
Sorry it was night here so I was sleeping!!that's why I m replying late
I remember!when u have to go out with people u don't really like and have to pretend it's not any fun!! I get u. Maybe it's because you are not comfortable with them that much that u just can't be yourself uk(oh u said that in the next line)..
Heey no u not not behind our brain just makes us believe we are and then makes us worried and after that we can't even do the minimum... And for a fact I can tell u you r not you will do it i believe in u !!.ik it's a lot of pressure school and everything... But u will do it!!
I also don't have social skills much tbh ! And it's hard to make friends tbh! But when u find people who r ur type ujust open up!! It's like u can feel it so there is nothing wrong with u... And uk how to keep a conversation uk.. se here u talk with people and can keep a conversation going !! So u cannn!! It's just that u thinkkk too muchh before talking to them (bcz u fear being judged or saying wrong think maybe )
You are not bad at handling friendship it's just that from a long time u never had a healthy friendship so that's why your mind is in constant fear uk!
Yeaah that's ur mind kinda protecting u so u dont get hurt it always thinks bout the worst possibility
I m so sorryy! Ik pretending is just so hard and all u want is to teel how u really are but u can't
But I would say one thing it's just because u haven't found the right people.. people with whom u can be ur true self! U aree so nicee as youuuu areeee !! And u deserve to beee loved how u areeee reallyyy!!
It's more than fine... I m glad u wrote this alll instead of keeping it in your mind
I hope for the sameeee ( I m gonna go to school then coaching so if i reply late )
Bye byeeee tc careeeeeeee 🤎
Yes don't worry!! I already knew it was night so really it's okayyy!
Thank you! The pressure is always more and more every year and it's very difficult to handle, I don't really know why I have it, materially, I can't seem to find something materially that is supposed to cause me that, it just does and I can't help, but thank you for your support!!!
Yeah it's true, once I find the nice people I open up quite easily, that's why I'm talking with you that I've known for like a week or somethingg!!!
I don't really know what I fear in others, I fear many things, judgment, betrayal, being treated badly and so on, all that kind of makes me want to have nobody around but at the same time I want people around me so muchhh!!!
Thank you so much you're so nice as welll!!!! Really you're amazing and you deserve all the love possible as welll!!!!!
I'm glad that you're okay and even happy with me opening to youuu! Remember that it's always the other way around as well! You can tell me anything that goes through your mind! Whether it's a serious thing, a lighter thing, or anything random, I'm here for you, reallyy!!!
Bye and take care as welll!!!! ❤️
Okieee
Study pressure really is difficult to handle sometimes and it just keeps on increasing (the worst part ).. maybe it's a part of growing older like everything feels more even when there is nothing to be worry about ... But this genuinely is tough like not knowing the cause
Yeaah that's trueee🤎
Im sorry but I can completely understand and this all makes sense.. wanting people still wanting to alone so u dont get hurt
Tysmmmm
I really am ! Ik thank you so muchh🤎
Byee take care ( I may sleep nowww will talk later )
Yes, that's probably true, like if I think back I remember that I had absolutely no pressure due to school, it started a bit at the end of middle school, and then just more and more after every year of high school, I guess it's just as you say
Yeah like, I don't want bad people in my life, and most of the people seem to be, but I would like to have nice people that are so hard to finddd, and when I find them it goes all bad, so that's stressful as well, and then, yeah, you get what I mean, we'll go through it together I'm sure ❤️
And also oh goddd like I think about the fact that we won't be in the same community rooms in few monthss, like you've been the person I've talked the most to in the last week and you're just so niceeee, I know we have this forum but still I'll miss you in the chatroomssss 😭😭😭
You take care too!!!! I wish you a nice and regenerating sleepp!! ❤️❤️
Yeaah! I mean firstly they make us believe that study is everything so even if there is nothing to stress about we dooo (idk if it's sme there too but in india people are like this ...they care too much about marks or grades )
I get it what u meaan it's better to be alone rather than being with wrong people.. but some people feel right but then things went wrong 😭 yeaah we will ( for now atleast we have each other not irl but atleast online uk)
I will miss u toooo but here are a lot of nice people who areee really veryy niceee...thank you so much ! It's different to chat in rooms ik
You tooooo🤎
Yesss I know how stressful and brutal the school system is in India, Italy isn't to that level, but it slightly still iss
Yk having someone like you online is still like hundreds of times better than millions of fake friendsss
Yeahhh I know that basically everyone here is nice and so on, but I'm sooo shy and many times I just look at the rooms, and like they talk about something they know and that I'm not part of, so I just look at the conversation for few minutes, maybe send one or two messages but I can't really fit in ittttt, and then I just leavee, I mean I still have time to find others I guesss, like there are others which I talk to, expecially one, I don't know if I can say the username since it seems like you can't talk about others in pen pals, idk if they mean you can't talk badly about others or you can't talk at all, so I'd rather say nothing hahaha, but yeahhh I guess I still need time to get to know everyone maybe, but yes sorry for the long rant againnn 😭 I'll just see what I can do, but I'll surely miss youuu!!
I'll be at the birthday in an hour, I hope for the bestttt!!! If you send me something and I'm at the birthday, I'm sorry but I might not answer instantly because I take the time to read it all, think about each thing, and well you can see the usual lenght of my messages so yes hahaha, they surely take time to writeee
Wish you all the besttt!!!! ❤️
It isss!!! Ohh i seeee!
Tysmmmm 😭🤎
When I joined I couldn't talk to anyone in the starting..it was so difficult to uk engage in conversation with anyone..it is still difficult thoo ! But anyways what I mean to say is sometimes it's difficult butt u will find so many awesome people heree ( u have already met some of themm and I think u can't talk about anyone else don't really know tbh i mean in forums idk) ...yeaaah it takes time sometimes but eventually u will find ! Meee toooo😭🤌🏻
Oh okayyyy I hope it goes well! Yeaah yeah it's Totally fine u can reply when u get time !...heheheh I m so happy u take out ur precious time and type this muchhh 🤎
Wish you the sameeee!
You're welcomeee!! And I will never say it enough timesss!
Ohh so I'm glad I'm not the only one thennn, but yeahh I hope to find as many nice people as I can hereeee
And yesss it actually went well! Only three of them came, but it was like very calm and just like quite normal, nothing much, nothing crazy, but that's what I liked, it was just calm and we just played at the bowling, did some games and so on (I somehow won one of the bowling matchessss, like I would take the ball they usually give to children for how weak I am but somehow I just managed to winnnn haha), and yeah sorry for answering this late, like I saw your message an hour after you sent it, it's not like I didn't want to answer you or I preferred other things to do at all!!! It's just that your messages are so nice and thoughtful and I want to answer you well and not miss a single thing!! That's it reallyy!
My time becomes thousands times more precious if I use it to talk with youuu!! And I just love talking to you reallyy, and I feel so much heard, understood, considered, seen and I see how you put a lot of effort and affection when talking to me too like you're just so awesomeeee!!! ❤️
I suppose you're sleeping since it's already night for you, so good nighttt, and I hope you're sleeping well!!!
😭🤎awwww
Yeaah u r not the only one and yes u will finddd!
I m soo happyyyy after reading thissss !! Glad it went wellll!!! Ohhh wowww congratulations u winnn yayyyyyy🤎✨...yeaah sometimes less people are niceee atleast it went howw u like so it's for the best I guess! Don't be sorryy... And thank you so much for thinking that much that's more than enough really 😭🤌🏻...as I have said u can reply whenever u get time !
Awwww realllyyyy😭🤎 thankkkk youuu so muchhhhh loveeee u realllyyyyy 😭❤️ and same for youu i love talking with you u are so niceeee.. I mean I find it hard to connect with people!!
Yeaah I was sleeping! 🫂
Hruuuu?
Thank youuu! I hope sooo!
Thank you very muchhh!! And yeah I suppose you already understood that I don't like when there's too many people so yes that's itt else social anxiety kicks in so hard hahaha, and also thank youu!!!
Love you too grapessss!!!!! 😭❤️ You are so nice tooooo and so pleasant to talk tooo!!! It's so hard to connect with people for me and I'm so glad I did with youuu!!
I'm doing alright as of now, I'm going to school rnn 😭😭😭 but at least I have only 3 hours, English, religion and Italian, our religion teacher doesn't teach like traditionally religion just like all the others but it's much more different and it's actually good, and I really love doing English and Italian (that is literature) so I think it's going to be okayy
What about you instead?? I hope you're doing well!!! ❤️
Sorry I m responding late
Yeaah i understood.. i also don't like many people ....I gett it 😭...whyy thank you ?
I am also so gladddddd 😭🤌🏻u r soooo niceeee
Yayyyyy!!ohhh how was ur school? 3 hoursss not that long time but enough tooo make u tired...ohhh interesting! That's niceeee I hope it was all okay
I m as okayyy ! Thank you ! 🤎
Heyy please there's no need to be sorry at really, you took like 5 hours or a bit more to answer, which isn't that much at all, sometimes I get answered a month later or just no answer at all!!! So really you're not late at all, instead I think you're actually so quickly at answering!! If I don't answer quickly as well it's because for whatever reason 7 cups won't give me the notificationnn 😭😭😭 like I have the notification on platform but the apps gives me none, so I always go to manually checkkk
Okkkk so you perfectly get what I meann, I was thanking you for you thanking about the content of my messages and for saying to answer whenever I have the time to!!
I could say endlessly how nice and awesome you areeeee 😭😭 thank you so muchhh! ❤️
School was thankfully fine, English was nice and light just like always, we talked about the war in Iran and about a photography exhibition by a Palestinian photographer that we'll have next week (that's what I meant with it's not the usual religion teacher hahaha) and then in literature the teacher explained us a new novel, it was overall very nicee!!! Tomorrow won't tho, I have so many things to do 😭😭💔
I'm glad to know you're okay tooo!!! Do you want to talk about your day as well? I'd love to her about it!! Thank you as welll!!!!!
U have never met good people thenn 😭 I was actually busy whole day firstly I was not well ( period cramps) then went to coaching thenn went out with my friends to eat something and one of my friend had to do shopping so fir that... At coaching I had a test which was Pretty bad butt i got another test of different subject and i got the highest marks in that...oh I know sometimes u don't get notification..
Ohhh okie okieee 😭🤎
Thank youu🫂
Yayyy! Ohh that was so different thing from subject!!...oh interesting! Ohhhhh 😭 I hope it goes well tho!
🤎! I already told u lol!
I guess I'm just very very very very unlucky at this point hahaha, or like I kept all my luck and used it all at once to meet you probablyyy hahaha
Ohhh I'm sorry for your cramps, I hope you'll be fine very soon!! Also I'm sorry but what is coaching? Like I really just can't get how that subject should be like seriously haha, and I'm glad the second exam went this well!!! You're greatt!!!!! I also hope you had fun with your friendss!! I'm glad you have a group of friends you do things with, that's awesome!
Yeah like tomorrow I have telecommunications, it's so hard I swear, and systems and network, which is hard as *** but somehow I'm good at it, and I already have the mark so I should be alright? Then I finish at 14:20 but then come back at 15:20 for an it course + exam and then finally finish at 18:30 😭😭😭 I hope I'll survive!!
Also I have to tell you I find it so cute that you answer to every paragraph with a paragraph idk it's just so sweet, I feel like you really care and think about each word and care that much to answer to each paragraph oh god it's so cuteeee!! ❤️❤️ I hope to do the same as well!!! Even tho sometimes I just don't have how to answer to some things hahaha
And also I'm glad you told me your day by yourself, like most of the time I have to ask how others' day was and the longest and detailed answer I would get would be like "it was fine" and I would feel so much ignored I swearrrr, so thank you
Sending you many many hugsss!! ❤️
The line u said I kept all my luck... Maybe that's trueee! Maybe one day it all makes senseee... U meet someone who u really deserve irl( hey firstly my first language is not English so I have to think before writing and for nowww I m really tired because of periods I just have really bad mood swings it's like Iget irritated on everything so don't mind if what I write doesn't make any sense try to understand the emotions behind it ok ? 😭)
They r not that bad dw ! It's just mood swings ! Ty! It's like a intuition for studying different subjects...i study accountancy (it's for business)...yay! Thank you !...there r like only two friends but they r nice! Tho one of my friends is going to shift on 20th April
Ohhh that's so nice u r good at it...yeaahhh! Ohhh sounds like a really busy dayyy...I hope tooo it goes well! 😭
Thank youuu! Ofc i will reply to everything 😭u doooo!! I also don't know sometimes dw!! Just write whatever comes in your mind uk ! Don't think much
That's really the worst thing when someone writes like that ... Like bruh I m explaining my day in detail do the same thing I wanna know everything!!!
Hugs 🫂
I'll meet them irlll? That's probably just impossible I swear, I never find anyone and I don't expect to, I'm just too weird and so on to achieve that I swearr, but yeah it's alrrr, it's really okay and what you write perfectly makes sense!!! Even if you might ever make some small mistakes it's okayy! I still get what you mean well! So don't worry really!
Ohhh I guess studying for business stuff must be sooo hard, when you'll become a rich and important banker I'll come to you I promise hahaha, but yeah I'm glad you have your friends!!! That's very good! I suppose you feel truly and fully well with them right??
Yeahhh I hope for the best tomorrow!!
That's so nicee! It's not common to have people actually talking to you I swear, there's a difference between talking and simply just answering, like I see that you really talk with me, all the time it seems like I beg for words and for attention by others and I hate that so muchhh! While it's just so easy and awesome with youuu!!!! ❤️
Yeahhhhh exactlyyy, if you don't want to talk to me then why even pretending, like I would personally like to simply talk with my friends, I don't ask much just to consider me 😭😭😭😭 so yeah you get ittt!!
Wish you a wonderful evening!! (it should be evening for you righttt?)
Nothing is impossible believe mee...most things happen in unexpected ways... Just think if everything terrible can happen.. so miracles and unexpectedly Nice things can also happen ( it's a hindi quote but it's so true)... Yeaah my typos lol😭😂
It's not hard it's just my brain is not Braining now days 😭😂...Heheh trueee!!...yeah I mean I have fun with them but I can't share my real feelings with them butt they r nice !
Mee toooo!
Ikrrrrr!! 😭 But u sooo nicee believe meeee ! I don't lieeee ! Hm its just about whom u are talking to !! 🤎
Righttt😭😭..
It's night hereeee !! There it's evening?
I hope sooo!!! And thank youuu, and btw typos are okayyy dwdw
It's alrighttt, your brain has all the time to brain haha, and well I'm sorry you can't share your real feeling with them!! I perfectly know how that feels, like constantly wearing a mask, they can even be nice, but yk you just aren't that comfortable, I get it, it's a shame, and I hope you'll just find soooo many people you'll be able to totally open up toooo
Ohh thank youuuu 😭😭😭 you're so nice tooo!!!
It's just 20:08 rn for me, and it should be 23:38 for you if I'm not mistaken, so yesss
Also I love youu seriouslyy ❤️🫂😭
Hehehh okay
Yeaah it has! It's okay..yeaahh u r right....hope so
🥺🤎
You r rightttt!
I love u toooooo😭🤌🏻
(If my reply seems dry I m sorry I m actually tired )
It's okayy, you will find them really, I hoped we could be irl friends I swearrr 😭
It's okay if you're tired, don't worryy!! You tired are as nice as any of my friends when they're in their best moment hahahaha, so it's okay dearrr, don't worry, I hope you're sleeping well, and that if you're not yet, that you'll sleep and wake rested and well!!!
Alsoo, I said earlier I felt a bit sad and you said it's just a phase, and well just as you said, it wasssssss, I feel better now thankfully, and I can't wait to talk to you tomorrow!!!
I love you dear ❤️❤️
Samee hereeeee 😭
Thank you ! I m sorry 😭 idk why people are like thisss 😭 I didn't sleep actually...thank youuu!
I m soo happyyyyy to hear thiss... And i didn't mean to invalidate your emotions really i just mean it in a good wayyy😭
I loveeee u toooo!! 🤎 I also can't waittt!!!
Well, online is still better than nothing I guesss
You're welcome!! I don't know why they're like this eitherr seriouslyyy, and well I'm going to sleep soon because I'm tired and you're definitely sleeping already, so I hope you're sleeping well!!!
Oh yessssss I absolutely got what you meant, and what you said was also correct!! You weren't invalidating at all!! I felt like you were like the only one among them all that felt like was actually helping me, and you even did it well!!
Goodnightttt and let's talk tomorrowwww!!! ❤️
Hi
Get well soonn buddy 🤎
I just wanted to tell u I may not be online for some days
Take careee bye byeee seee u
Loveeee u 🤍
Thank youuu
Ok okayyy, is there something wrong? We can talk about whatever it is really, I care so so so soooo much about you seriously, if anything goes wrong, text me, no matter whether I'm sick or not I'm always here for you and you'll always be a priority for meeeee 😭😭❤️
Love you so muchhhhh ❤️
Thank you so much for caring that muchhh reallyyyy😭😭😭 I have no wordsss🥹 but i dropped that ideaaa of leaving this site!
Buttt i realalyy love uuuuu whyyy are u sooo nicee i mean howww can a real person be so nice .. are u sure u are not ai ? 😭
You're welcomeeee!!!! I always will care this much and even moreeee seriouslyyyy, ohhhhh that is just awesomeeee!!! I would have cried if you didddd, thank god you dropped that ideaaaaa 😭😭😭 I'm so glad seriously I would have been so sadddd 😭😭 I'm so happy you did really 😭❤️🫂
I love you so much toooooooo!!! Like you're literally so awesome seriouslyyyy!!!! ❤️😭 I'm just as nice as you areeee!!! Like idk I just care about you very deeply, I love you a lot, and all that is because you're simply such an awesome and amazing person, I seriously mean it dearrr, nooooo I'm not ai hahahahaha, at least maybe you areeee ❤️❤️😭😭 I love you so much and I'll never say it enough timesss you're amazing ❤️🫂
Tysmmmm😭🤎sry u m tired but I wanted to reply 😭 so if my seems dry song mind 😭
Can I just something... I don't think so tbh I m not...I m not nice nothing...at first it seems like this but in reality I m not...I know u meaan it really but it's hard for me to believe 😭 ( you really r... I m not ai can't have low self esteem)...love u tooo😭🤎 ( sorry for thisss ignore thiss.. this is not meeee really lol)
Sorryyyyyy 😭😭😭 I remembered I had answered to this but I actually didn'ttt, I feel like my head is in the clouds for now that I'm sickkk
Ohhhhh thank youuu, it's okay you're always everything but dryyyy, like the dryest you is the nicest a normal person can beeee
Nooo dearrrr, you areeee niceeee, I don't know who the *** put this self depreciation in your head but trust me you are awesome, you're fantastic seriously, I will keep telling you until you'll finally realize that even by yourselffff, dear you are nice, you are so thoughtful and selfless, you're just amazing seriously, at first you are nice, and the more I know you, the most I realize you're just awesome!!!! Trust me you really are, I swear ❤️❤️ I have a very bad self esteem tooo, many dooo, but trust me, you deserve all those compliments and even moreee, it's okayyy, as I told you, you can tell me everything that goes into your mind, I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to tell me
And I love you so muchhhhh ❤️🫂 I love you because you ARE amazing, it's not an opinion, it's a fact, and I know it ❤️ love youu
Don't say for for this it's okayyy...ik that being sick sucks 😭
Thank youuu😭🤍
Thank youu so much really... Actually in night when I m really exhausted i type what I really feel so its like I can't pretend to be okay at late night 😭 and yeaahh I m comfortable with u !!! So i wrote everything here !... As u sooo niceeee.. you are helping me even when u are sickkk u r really niceee ukkk andd i really love u 😭🤍
Thankk you so muchhh😭🤍 loveeeeee u🫂
Thank you for your understandinggg!!
You're welcomeee!! ❤️
And I think that may be gooooddd!! Like you often tend not to talk much about how you feel and so onnn, but I want you to fell better so I hope to help youuuu, and you can absolutely be yourself seriously, it's okayyy, and I'm glad you're this comfortableeee!!! Oh thank youuuu, you're so nice toooo, and I will always always help youuu, whatever happenss, I will always help youuuu, you're wonderfullll and I really love youuuu, seriouslyyy!!! ❤️
You're welcomeee, and I thank you for how amazing you're to meeeee, I love you sooo muchhhhh ❤️😭🫂
U don't have to say thanku 😭
Thank you so muchhhh..😭 i meaan I don't want to be a burden for u 😭..buttttt I srsly love u thankkkuuuuuu so muchhh forr all thisssss idk how to express much I hopeeee u gett that 😭
It's reverseeee!!!🫂
Ohhhhh absolutely nottttt 😭😭😭 you're everything but a burden to meeeee 😭😭😭 having the possibility to talk with you is just amazing for youuuu, and instead I'm so happy tooooo 😭😭❤️ it seems to see me talking because that's what I always sayyyy
Thank youuuu!!! I love you reallyyyy, like I can't stop saying how much I truly love youuuu ❤️😭🫂 I absolutely get ittttt
Love youu!!!! ❤️
Alsoo could we please like, talk in real time tomorrow? I would want to show you something
Likee talk at sameee time ?! Yeaah sureeee I will be freee after 8 pm that means 4 30 for u I guesss !! After that we can talk!!
Oh that's greatttt!!! I have to go to the doctor at like 5, so 8:30 for youu but once I get back I can talk with you all the time we neeeddd!!
Okieeeee do tell me what the dr said and how are youuu ? Is u fever okayy nowww ?! Andd i maybe not onlineee sorry I m not well 😭
Yeahhh thank youuu, I'm still sick, but less, oh okayyy, don't worryyy, are you sick or there's something going onn??
Yuppp! Ohh 😕 that's guddd!! I m online for now!! No noo I m okayy! My eyesss 😭
Ohhh sorry I'm outside rnnn 😭😭 we can talk once I get back, I hope you'll be available by thennnn ❤️
Hehheh tysmmmm😭🫂....srslyy talking withhh is best time of my dayyyy!!!!
Hehhehh I loveeee u toooo 😭🫂
Ohhh reallyyyy 😭😭😭 it is for me toooo ❤️😭🫂
I love youuuu ❤️😭
Yessssss..really? 😭
🥹🫂
Obviously it isssss 😭❤️
You're awesomeeee ❤️🫂
Hehhehh 🫣🤎
Youuuu areeeee😭🤍
You are moreeee 😭❤️
Hey just wanted to check in
Howw areee youu ?! How is ur feverrr ?!
Ohhhhh thank you that's just so cuteeeee 😭😭😭
I'm quite bad sadlyyyyy, the headache got worse, I feel so tiredddd and I have a coughhhh 😭 but well besides that I'm fineee!!!
What about youuuu???? I hope you're wellll!
That's really sounds exhausting headache are just worst..no wonder u are tiredd.. hope u cann get some relief soon🤎 and can sleep againnn!! If u wanna talk for now I m hereee !! 🤍
I m all good !!! I mmm thank youuuu🫂
I wish I was there for u irl 😭 🤎
Yeahhh they're so baddd, I feel like there's a press between my temples seriously, and thank youu ❤️ yeahhh I'd love tooo, if you want we can talk in one of the chatroomssss, I want to enjoy that in the few months that remainnnn
Awesome to hearrrr!!!! I'm so gladdddd reallyyy
Same for meeeee 😭❤️
They really are 😭 damnnn wishhh it goes awayyyy really sooonn..yeaaahh we cann!!
Gladd to hearrrr !!
Thank youuuu, awesome!!!! Just chat in any chatroom, maybe teen community room, and we can talk thereee ❤️
Yeaaahhh suree tcrrr!! Let's talk thereee!
Hey
Uk when u wrote someone paragraph about even simple detail about how was ur day or even a rant it means a lot uk... Or when u tell me i really matter i know they are just words butt i really feel that u mean it... I can see that in the way u text...it's means a lot... It feels like u are genuinely interested in talking
U knowww i was thinking about something and u were the first one that came on mind with whom I can share that...but I can't share that in formus so let it be... But I just wanted tooo sayy thank youuu I really love u 😭 and I mean it... I get attached to people really fast..but only a few people can make me emotional...or can make me feel like I matter to mee... Idk what i m even saying I just wanted to tell u... Thank youuu !
Soory if i said anything wrong and for my typos also😭
Obviously I mean themmmmm, I truly love you and truly cherish all that things I already saiddd!! I'm glad you doooo 🥹 I'm really interested in talking with youuuuuu, I love talking with you so muchhhhh!! You're genuinely just so nice, sweet, awesome, also calm, warmhearted, thoughtful, and you make me feel so special, I love youuuu 😭❤️🫂
Ohhhh reallyyyyy 😭 you want to make me cryyyyy 😭 oh god how much I love youuuuuu 😭😭❤️❤️ you're so sweettttt 😭😭😭 you're welcome I really love youuuu, I get attached to people so fast tooooo, I get youuu, and I suppose you mean that somehow I make you feel thatttt? Ohhhh if that is the case that's so awesomeeee, I'm sooo gladdddd 😭😭😭 I love you sooo muchhhhh!!! 😭 You're amazing I love you ❤️🫂
Yeaah I knowww 😭🤎...thankkk youuu so muchhh 🤎🫂...u make me feel specially... And u r speciallllllllll🤎and u deserve to feel speciall!!
If they are happy tears thennn yesss 😂😭...I loveee u toooo🤎..yeaaahhhhh😭.. ohh yes yes I meaann that only my typos 😅...🫂🤎
I'm glad you doooo!!! Oh thank you so muchhhhh!! The same goes for youuu ❤️
Yesss they areeee, love youuuu ❤️😭
Thank youuu🫂🤎
Loveee u tooooo 😭🤎
Thank youuu 😭 I love you moreee ❤️🫂
https://pastebin.com/e5wB8qtB
Oh it's not opening and not supported by this app 😭
Really? Can't you like open it in a browser?
I opened it..it was u can't send something related to crisis uk...when u r in crisis you have to log off...even if it's passive..I wanted to say something related to it..but ofc u can't u have to log off ! I hope u get it what u mean😭
I didn't 😭 but well I guess cups has issues with external links or whatever, neverminddd
Well, we can go back to the chatrooms thennn
Beachhhhhhhhhhhh 😭😭😭
Btw thank you so much for taking to me today...u made my day a lot better 🤍🥹🫂
Hii dearrrr!! Good morninggg!!!
How are you today?? I hope everything is going welll!! ❤️🫂
Hey beachhh...uk i m exactly like u..I think i m wierd..and I have also spent most of my life wasting time and self blaming and thinking why i the way I m
And uk what it got me nowhere.. and ik sometimes u just can't be positive and it's really okay but I want to tell u doo what u like what makes u happy don't think about people.. uk people try to be close to people who love these and don't care what others think
And if u will do things that makes u happy u will be happy one dayy reallyy.. like happy from inside and u aree really so nice and i m not saying this for show i really means it...
Heyy beachhhh! How aree u nowww ?
Hii beachhh.. I really hope u are okay and i really want to tell u...u are one of the best person I met online... And uk people online know better.. like they know u deeply...like we share things that we can't tell someone in real life so online friendship matters and everyone loves u hereee
And i wanted to tell u I m going to take a break from this site sooo take careee I loveee u..