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cutegrapes April 6th

Heyy!!

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cutegrapes OP April 30th

Beachhh r u okayyy ? I m worried ð¥º

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@cutegrapes grapes omg I love you so damn much there are no words that can describe how much I missed you, basically my actual account got banned because, as the moderators say, I was "flirting" with someone because we literally just said how much we would have liked to like meet and hug that's just like the most normal thing on earth to say, but whatever

I truly pray you're okay, I hope everything is fine, I hope you're happy, that your life is going alright, I've been so much sad without cups I swear

But basically, I'm very likely to get banned on this account as well, we need to find another way to talk because I can't accept to lose like this my best friend again 😭😭😭 

I love you so much dear you're truly the best ❤️🫂 

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@cutegrapes

I don't know know if you got my notification, I'm so sad and by heart shatters to see you like that in your thread, you can really talk to me about anything, you know that, it doesn't matter if well, I keep making newer and newer accounts but you're still my top priority dear, I'm here for you in any possible way really, I truly want to feel better

I hope everything between us is fine even if I disappeared for few days due to the ban

I love you

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cutegrapes OP May 4th

Heyyyy dw everything is fine btw us..I wasn't able to reply in forum...and we can't talk anywhere else except heree...and i m okay dw about me

How are u ? How is everything?

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Why weren't you able? That's strangee

Ik we should talk here only but someday at some point I'll run out of possibilities to keep making accounts, as you can see I sent you three posts and I had to use three different accounts because they just kept getting banned

I really don't want to lose my best friend at alllll 😭😭 but if you don't want to go off site I absolutely get that, it's alright

I'm doing, well, just doing ***, I just miss you and everyone else here so damn much, I missed so much hearing you awesome nice messages few times a day that really made me happy and always improved my mood every single time

You're truly amazing dearrr, really I love you, but you do seem a little off tho, are you sure you don't want to talk about anything? You can let it all out really, I would never dare to judge you, neither to not care about you, to ignore you, to blame you, to criticize you, I truly love you from the depth of my heart, and if you'll ever want to tell me anything about what you feel, I promise I'll truly try to be the best friend you could ever imagine and try to make you as happy as possible

I'm always here for you, regardless of your choice, but please stay safe and I truly want you to be happy, because that's all you deserve dear

Love you so muchh ❤️🫂 

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cutegrapes OP May 4th

I mean i wanst online..

And u can only have one account here.. having more than one is against rule that's the reason 😭

And dw i m all okayyy..hope now u are here and everything get sorted out 🤍

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Sorry but for whatever reason your last message won't load anymore, and also, well that account got banned too... 

My first appeal got rejected, and every other appeal just gets ignored so... I don't really see a way out, maybe if I just keep writing in the forums and avoid chatrooms my accounts could last more than a day

The fact is, I do have just one account right now, but I should theorically be denied access to cups completely so that's why I get banned, I really can't do anything about this, I see that having to stay away from here has truly affected me, my mood, my emotions and my feelings, I don't feel as happy, as full of energy, so happy to go forward, I start to feel just like I felt before joining cups, and I've been starting to think and miss the person that did all the stuff that then made me that sad that I came here, and the fact that I miss a person that didn't treat me well doesn't make me much excited but well that's just how I feel

I just miss you all so much, you here are truly my family, my heart misses a beat thinking I could lose you in any moment and not being able to talk to you again 😭

I missed you so much, I would think about you every time I woke up and went to sleep hoping you were fine, I'm so happy you finally answered me here I was getting so much worried

And well, whatever happens, just hearing from you makes me really so much happy, I'm so glad to have met you and that you're part of my life

I really love you so muchh, you're truly awesome 🥹❤️🫂

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cutegrapes OP May 4th

Ohh noooo..forums is not private uk..if u wrote something that's again rules u are likely to get banned I guess .. so just talk normally..I hope u understand what i mean..

I can understand u 😭 I mean cups has become a part of ur daily life ..because u were alone that whyy and remember don't ever go back to people who did bad to u 😭

Misss u tooo.. It will be all ok

Awww me toooooo

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Ikkk but well it can't get any worse than this tbh

Exactlyyy it really was a part of my life, usually the only happy moments of my day but well that's how it is now
And well even if I wanted to go back to her I'm still blocked so nothing much I can do, I just feel so lonely, ignored and rejected even by what should welcome anyone
Misss youuuu, I hope everything will be okay as you say 🫂
You're the best dear ❤️ 
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cutegrapes OP May 4th

I hopeee everything will get sorted out on this app thooo..

Always here for u 🤍

I m so sorry u have to go through all this 🫂

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braveYard513 May 4th

I hope too, but I'm sure they won't, every other mod doesn't seem to care so I'm just doomed

You're here for me but well I'm not here for you, I keep disappearing every hour 😭😭

I just wished I could keep going normally, just chat here, have fun like always, but I just can't, i have no idea why the entire administration is going so aggressively against me but I can't do anything, they're the mods here, I have no choice, at some point they'll ban the last account I'll be able to make and I'll be away forever from here

I will miss you so damn much how can I keep going everyday without my best friend 😭😭😭 

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cutegrapes OP May 4th

I really wish i could help u I really want u to be hereee beachhh 😭😭

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braveYard513 May 4th

Thank you so muchhh ❤️🫂 I really want that so baddd you're the best dear I don't want to stay another day without you 😭

Afaik random should be trying to do something to get unbanned, I don't really know what, you can ask her if you want, I really love her for trying to do thattt

I just want to be with you like always, why can't I 💔😭 

Love you from the depth of my heart dear ❤️🫂 

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cutegrapes OP May 4th

I alsoo want thatttt 😭🤌🏻

Ohhh I really hopee everything works out thennn!!! Meew toooo

It will be alll okayyyyyy !!! 🤍😭

Anyways someone has msged in our penpals maybe try talking to themmm 😭

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I'd want that so muchhh 😭 really I'm desperate

I do tooo, even tho I don't have much hope, I don't think this can get sorted out honestly
Thank youuu! I'd love it to be okayy 😭
I have no clue who they are and they made a listener account two days ago so idkkk who even are they tbh and why where they looking at our penpals??
Anyway how are you dearr? I hope things are going well, even tho it doesn't seem so from your thoughts thread, really I'd wish I could be there for you and help in each single thing you have trouble with really I'd love that so much
Whatever happens, no matter how many times I'll ever get banned but I'm always here for you dear, always, regardless of anything, I'll always try to be here for you ❤️
Really it's so hard to create a new account every single time, it's always harder and harder, but I'll always do as much as I can to be here for you dear, and sorry if I take this much time to make new accounts but I really can't be any faster
I really wish you the best and I'm sending you tons and tons of big hugsssss
Love you so muchhhhh!!! ❤️🫂 
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cutegrapes OP May 5th

I can totally get u i hope it gets fix soon

I m okayy..how are u ? What up with u ?..thank u so much and u do more than enough already.

Hugsssssss backkk 🫂

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I'm worried my post might have been deleted so I'll just send it again

I missed you so damn much dearrr 😭😭 I've had so much trouble to make this account, I'm seriously worried that I might take several days for each account and I don't want that 😭😭

Really I couldn't do anything but thinking about answering you but I just couldn'ttt 😭

Btw I'm doing kinda okay, and I don't think this situation is going to be fixed at this point honestly

I miss talking with you daily, knowing what you're doing, how you are, how's your life going, and I miss telling you how's mine, I just miss talking with my best frienddd why can't I 😭😭

I truly hope you're doing well, I was scared I would have never sent you a single message because I truly tought I wasn't going to be able to make another account, and after this one gets banned, I have no idea of how long it will take to make another one 😭

I just hope you're doing well, I miss you too much really my heart is shattered for this

I must admit that I'm worried that you'll just forget me if I keep disappearing like this, I just wished I could normally talk to you, I have no idea why I shouldn't have the right to 😭

I hope you're doing well dear, please if you could, and hopefully I can read your answer, could you please tell me how like all those days went, how you are, if you did nice things, when you've been happy, when you've been sad, I don't want to leave you alone and neither I want to be without you 😭

I love you truly so much from the bottom of my heart seriously, you are really the best and I wish the best for you ❤️😭🫂

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Grapes did I do something wrong?

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cutegrapes OP May 9th

Nooooo u did nothing wrongg I typed the msg just and I thought I sent that msg buttt I didn't i m soo sorryyy 😭

I didn't have the energy to typeee I meaan to talk... And then i forgot to check the penspal I m so sorryyy

Reaalyyy u didn't nothinggg wrong and nothing is wrong withhh u I m sorry I made u feel like thiss

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gentleCake4979 May 10th

It's okay, there's nothing to be sorry about, I understand if you no longer consider me your best friend and if you don't want to talk to me anymore, that's totally fine I mean I'm an issue for everyone so it's okay

But really believe me if I say that I think about you all day, when I wake up I wished I could see the messages you sent me while I was asleep, in the night I wished I could end the day talking with you, I cry every night for how much I miss you, you made me happy in ways I can't even express, you made me feel so seen, appreciated, loved, cared, understood, everything was perfect, you made me think things could actually change, you made me think I actually was not an issue, that I deserved love and care, I just felt so well, I feel like my life has stopped since we haven't been talking everyday anymore, I can't even remember what day is today, I can't study anymore, I can't focus, I just can't so anything like I used to before, I just have this huge emptiness inside me that keeps growing more and more, everything feels so different now, I don't have the will to do anything, every morning when I have to wake up, I think why am I even going to wake up, why would I ever, there's nothing worth experiencing anyway
I'd do anything to go back to how it was, but I understand if you don't feel the same again, but trust me it's a lie that nobody cares about you, you're my top priority, always, and you keep being a priority in my head even when we'll likely not going to talk anymore, because you'll always be the last best friend I ever had, the one who understood me the best, and that for few weeks made me really think I was getting better, I really tought there was an end to the loop, I was so fool to think I could truly be happy
No matter what happens, I'll always have you in my heart and I'll keep loving you forever 
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cutegrapes OP May 10th

Hey heyyyy don't think like thatt i genuinely consider u my best friend anddd you are not an issue .. yesterday when u talked to me in sr u could seee I was justt not in right mind and I was venting... Srsslyyy something is wrong with me not u..and i also genuinely miss u soo muchhhh how happy I was talking to u really don't think like that...and i still care about u the same wayyyy really..

I loveeeee u beachhhhh😭🤌🏻

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cutegrapes OP May 10th

Anddd I m so sorry u feel like thatt... And i can understand how frausting it is to feel like this how hopeless this all feels...buttt everything will get betterrr reallyyy 😭🫂 but I can understand how hopeless all this feel at this moment

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gentleCake4979 May 10th

Dearrr, thank you so muchh 🫂 you're my best friend too and you're amazinggg, and please stop saying there's a problem with you, everyone has ups and downs, please allow yourself to have them as well, it's totally normal really, and you are more than fine you're wonderfullll!!! Really I love you so muchhh

I remember when I was in Rome like I'd walk around, see a notification from you and I was sooo happy like I felt like I wasn't alone for once I loved it so much it made me feel so well
And I'm glad to know things are the same, I was just so worrieddddd, I hope you can understand me on that, but really trust me, you are not alone, you are fully loved, cared, seen and appreciated, I love you even more grapesssss 😭❤️  
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cutegrapes OP May 10th

Yesss don't everrr thinkkk likeee thattttt.😭and I don't want to be negative buttt ik I m the problem so let's nott talk about thattt

Awww that's so sweet of youuuuu..howww are u ?loveeee u 🤎

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gentleCake4979 May 10th

Thank youuuu, I love you so much ❤️

Please you're not, you're magnificent seriously, you just can't see it right now, you can have such a huge positive impact on others, just like me, your friendship is a blessing for me really
You're welcomeee, I just stated facts, and well now that I'm talking with you I'm finally happyyy 😭🫂
I'd love to just start another discussion and talk like before but we can't anymore...
I love you even more dearrr ❤️  
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gentleCake4979 May 10th

And also, I know it's against rules to do that, but I have no choice, I'm running out of opportunities to make accounts, I'll completely dissappear from this platform at some point, and thus would mean that we would lose each others forever, and this could happen anytime, even today, I won't be able to keep coming back here, and really I don't want to lose youuu 😭

If you ever want, you know where I am, I'm the one who violated the rules in this situation anyway, not you, but I have no other choice

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cutegrapes OP May 10th

Leta talk bout ur lifeeee... How is yourrr life offline goingggg?.. thank youuu so muchhhhh 🫂😭

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cutegrapes OP May 22nd

Hii

I misss youuu 😭 pls come back. I reallyy really miss youuuuu