@Maeeeeebae999 Hellooo ! :)
@understandingLychee812 Jsyk Hailey said Hi. She told me to tell you Also How are you?
(Imma tag her next time I see her around)
@Maeeeeebae999 Hi ! Omg Hailey ! Been a while we haven't spoken. I don't stay on Cups very long lately. Been really busy with school and sports. I'm good btw lol. You can tell her that oldy says hi and hopes she is doing well 🙂 !
@Maeeeeebae999 What about you ? How are you doing ? :)
@understandingLychee812 I mean im alive so I guess that's good
@understandingLychee812 Actaully Life has been kicking me in the *** Like I think I'm good for a minute then all of a sudden Im all depressed again and I wish I could just stay happy and drama free like Im only 14 and have a bunch of *** wrong. But its okay, I'll be okay I view depression to be a challenge for the toughest of people. Honestly Only a freshman and my grades are failing horriably been thinking about taking a break from here to focus on school and stuff. (Sorry for the rant)
@Maeeeeebae999 Yeah, I get you Mae. You actually have a very beautiful way of seeing your difficulties, I am a fan 😋. And no stress for the rant btw, it's no problem at all. It feels good to get it out in text sometimes, I get it. I've been going through... *** as you put it lol too, that's why I am here actually. Been getting better, but then it actually went back down because of an... incident. It happened here actually. And for the grades, well, I get really good grades, but I struggle as ***, I stay up until the wee hours and my condition kinds declines yk. As for taking a break from here I was even thinking to do the same.. even tried but I kinda missed it so I came back. But I really should focus on my work. Its also that there is someone who helped me here that I don't want to let down... I've met people that I don't want to leave you know. Any thoughts on that ?
@understandingLychee812 Thats why I always come back when I say imma take break cuz I love all my friends on here and cant leave them. Even the ones i don't talk to a lot like u and hailey. I don't know its all stressful. But Mental health always comes first <3
@Maeeeeebae999 Yeah same. So do you think we should take a break ? Idk honestly. Its time consuming and idk if I have the time yk.
@understandingLychee812 Cups I mean
@understandingLychee812 I've been thinking about a partial break so I would still be on forums and pms but not group chats. Cuz yes cups is very time consuming half the reason I had all Es for half the year.
@Maeeeeebae999 Could work ! But personally I know that when I get in, I just get too distracted and it takes way too much time, forums, pms, and group chats alike
@understandingLychee812 Mhm same right now Im spoussed to be doing homework
@Maeeeeebae999 Omg same
@understandingLychee812 Its making me feel like.. guilty yk. Meh. Idk if its good for me.
@understandingLychee812 Maybe we both should get off to do it
@Maeeeeebae999 You wanna do that ? :) Could be cool if we try to help each other to get back on track.
@understandingLychee812 So u will see when u come bck on : By the time ur back on I hope u completed some homework. ANd I really hope u stay safe! Tc!
@Maeeeeebae999 Hellooo :)
@Maeeeeebae999
@understandingLychee812 Okay noted : ) Have a good break
@understandingLychee812 Also Im here if you ever get on and need a talk to someone. Take care Ryan
@Maeeeeebae999 Thanks :) Same here !
@hailey1000001
@Maeeeeebae999 Hailllleyyy ! Haha, how's you ?
@understandingLychee812 @hailey1000001
@Maeeeeebae999 Hey, are you there ?
I've got a problem. Idk if you have time to help me out a little. Only if you have time. Really.
@understandingLychee812 ye
@Maeeeeebae999 Well its just there is this listener, who ended up dumping a lot of her issues on me and.. look she was like telling me very dangerous things (about herself) and I tried dealing with it. It's been about 15 days on 40 that this has been happening and I believe I should let go. Like quit. But I feel really bad. I want to help everyone... I have an empathy complex that makes me not realize when I should let go, when I should stop helping because it is at my detriment.. You can take it as venting, I just wanted to talk to someone yk.
@Maeeeeebae999 Thank you :) Don't worry if you don't want to.. yk get into that. It's all good. Just wanted to say it. And maybe get some help but its totally ok.
@understandingLychee812 i can help i care abt u and wanna help.
@Maeeeeebae999 Thanks 🥹. Well.. she is going through very hard things... that I can't deal with necessarily at this moment. Well I tried, even the police got involved... but it's not healthy for me I don't think. But she says that I'm the only friend she's got... and her family is tough... I feel cornered yk ?
@understandingLychee812 yeah I know how it is to have friends/signefcinct other like this at a point you have too step back 4 ur own good
@Maeeeeebae999 Yeah... Well she is saying now that she is going to work on it (how she interacts with me yk). But already she kinda broke it. And ik how these things go. Forgive, happens again, forgive, happens again, etc. I've done it so many times... I believe I should stop.. but I don't know how.
@understandingLychee812 I feel you leaving is hard and so is believing after so many times. But we have to keep ourselves in mind
@Maeeeeebae999 Wow, you are right. Very true. Thanks a lot Mae. I'm going to go do some responsibilities now, but I really appreciate your help. And your words seem strike true with me... I will try to heed them in my way. Thank you :)
@Maeeeeebae999 And thank you again Mae. For trying to help out 💙. Ik you're busy.
@understandingLychee812 No problem willl always try <3 glad to be help
Hello everyone ! :)
Thank you for helping me there :) It helped to have someone there for me. I am going to quit cups for good :( I am sorry to everyone I have met, befriended here, I love you all. I need to work on myself before I can work with others, so I will be taking time for that purpose. I've also had to struggle through many difficult things here, bringing a kind of negative connotation to it. You are all wonderful people, I love you all, thank you for everything. I wish you all the best and even better.
Love you, Ryan ( AKA, Lychee :) )
Oh so special thanks to Hailey, Mae, Sym, Azumiii, and I'm so sorry if I am missing some, but specific thanks to you for being there for me, being good friends and helping me out. I will miss you all very much. I will very much miss this aspect of Cups, and I am forever grateful.
And Lala, if ever you read this, I'm sorry, you are a wonderful person. Never lose hope, you are better than even you believe. You deserve more than the world can offer, and most of all, thank you so so much. Lala thank you. I'm sorry it ended this way. I thank you from the deepest of my heart and have only happy wishes and thoughts about you. Be well, I love you ( no weird ;) ). And your bf better treat you well, cuz you deserve the best man. No doubt there.
Only good thoughts to you all.
@understandingLychee812 Pls send this also to everyone mentioned, I don't know how... but Hailey should :). She know all of them. I'm going to miss you... 🥹
Goodbye 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜 💜
@understandingLychee812 You are an excellent friend and I will try to get their tags so I can tag them. I hope you live a good life you will always be in my best wishes <3 I am so proud of you for putting yourself first and taking a step back from stuff that is affecting you negatively.
Love ~ Mae
@understandingLychee812
Hey Ryan! I know your off but I wanted to share with u some of my accomplishments even if you don't see this cuz I miss u ngl
I got some of my grades pass a E!!
My mental health is going up!
And I just turned 15 on the 1st
@Maeeeeebae999
@Maeeeeebae999
@understandingLychee812
Hey Lychee Miss seeing you around how are you doing friend?
Update on the one and only Mae :
Well Im falling back into my depression. I failed all my exams. And I feel like a failure cuz of it.
Been thinking about leaving cups again, It's Just different.... All my friends from before just left. I made new ones but I miss my old ones. Theres also been some conflict lately so yeah.
I've been reading and gaming a lot tho. But Im also shutting my friends out... So yeah thts fun.
@Maeeeeebae999
Ryan* My sleep-deprived ahh brain is bad at remembering names rn.
Hey you 😉. Been a really really long time 😆. I've had some great ups and huge downs, but I'm back on track now. I'm sorry for your grades... I have faith in youuu ! Don't give up. I really hope you're doing better. I won't really be coming back consistently here, but I just wanted to say hi and yk, give some heartfelt encouragement.
Wish you the best, Ryan 😎
@understandingLychee812 hey I know u prob don't remember me I hope ur doing ok
@hailey1000001
@understandingLychee812 im sorry take care of ur self bye oldy
@hailey1000001
Hey hru???
Well hey there Haileyyyy ! I'm doing good actually ! Had some... difficulties, but I'm better now. Just checking in, curiosity got the better of me, and I was looking forwards to seeing what I've missed ! I hope you're doing good too Hailey.
