@Thatcrazysystem99
Its weird and different but not horrible, I miss you too😭😭 I tried to tag you in something but it might not have worked (i think you might have found it cause ik i got a few notifs)
@Finny17 Hey friend, How are you?
@Maeeeeebae999
sorry it took me so long to respond, ive been really depressed so reaching out and talking to people has been really hard. I am doing okay, trying to get through life. My body has started to just shut down when i get stressed so i keep falling asleep when im trying to do hw and ive almost fallen asleep in class. Its a lot but im really trying to get through it. Also why are so many of my friends so mentally unstable 😭 like im struggling enough that i cant help others and can barely even talk to people so its kinda bugging me cause im the therapist freind. I do love helping others and i know it can sting when you say hey i cant handle this rn. idk, i got a lot going on lol, got cute prom shoes tho!
TW ED I have gained a lot of weight and my clothes arent fitting cause ive been so depressed i just cant get up and move or make better food for myself.
@Finny17
How have you been friendo?
@Finny17 Sorry it was currently a holiday for me, Im so sorry to hear you are depressed, I really really hope you find your energy and spark in life again. I know it is hard I'm still struggling finding it I just know we wouldn't be put on this earth if there was no reason we all have a purpose to be here and alive. Im here when ever you need to talk even if Im struggling I will try <3. I have been kinda fine my depression is kind of bad too but I keep remembering what I told you and its been keeping me going I have a family I have to keep happy for so yeah Im trying to find my spark again and regain my mental health. I love to read and write and doing those things have helped me so much because its like I am fighting against the depression usually I cant do nothing I love when Im like this but I'm fighting because as I said everyone has a purpose to be here even in the rough patches. I see depression as lives challenge it throws it at us and say hey survive this and make a good out come out of it its not easy though that's for sure. But anyway I'm glad you got cute prom shoes. <3 *hugs if okay* Please remember I will always listen. <3 Okay now talk when you reply.
@Maeeeeebae999
Im sorry youre struggling to but ayyyy we love postivity and trying our best!! Im totally not on rn cause im procrastinating hw 😅 Hope school and everything is going alright for you and never forget to do the things you enjoy! :)
@Finny17 Finny I love u /p but u meed to get ur hw done (def not doing the same)
@Maeeeeebae999
i love you too /p, I just cheated on my test cause I was too tired for it, didn’t have the brain power
@Finny17 Damn
@Finny17 @agreeableBunny7260
@Maeeeeebae999 thank you!!
@Finny17 wont be on much till later today due to Pre SATS
@Maeeeeebae999
good luck!!! You got this!!
@Finny17 Thank u I'm back home now tho : D
@Maeeeeebae999 @Finny17
@Maeeeeebae999
hiiiiiiiiii!!!
@Finny17 Hi!!!!!!
@Maeeeeebae999
how goes it?
@Finny17 I'm slipping back into depression every day, I can hardly eat or sleep. Its kinda *** becuase my birthday is in a week and a day. I really just wanna be able to smile and mean it, The stress of school is slowly killing me and being yelled at 24/7 don't help. This is the most sucky feeling ever. I hope your doing well. How are you?
@Maeeeeebae999
im so sorry I get how you feel. I was hella depressed on my birthday and it sucked but it’s okay. Idk why you’re getting yelled at but I hope it stops. School is crazy but priorities! Put yourself first and breakdown all the school stuff into small steps, I believe in you! (Btw sorry if you just wanted me to listen and not give advice I just have a habit of trying to help)
@Maeeeeebae999
i am… alive? I’m really fighting the slump, tryin to keep pushing and get my insane workload done, I even started a book yesterday! Idk if I’ll have time to finish it tho and tbh it’s not that good but I love reading
@Finny17 Atleast your fighting thanks for the advice by the way I appreciate it
@Maeeeeebae999
always here :)
@Finny17
Jesus, Its been almost two months since I tagged you! I miss you sm, The hole I n my gut Is growing as more and more of my cups friends have been aging up. Or leaving without saying goodbye. But How are you?
@Maeeeeebae999
i miss you too, I’m sorry people are leaving. I’ve been eh excited to get out of the house hbu?
@Finny17
Stressed af
@Finny17
I miss youuuu How are you ?
