Pen Pals with @ZeninMaki
@ZeninMaki friendd 💙💙 I'm sorry I think I didn't remember to ask you if you wanted to do a pen pals since im aging up (well i have already!! todays my birthday!!) so if you wanna do a pen pals just respond c: I miss you lots and lots and I hope everything goes well for you friend. I miss seeing you in chat rooms but we have this 💙
@aquaaaaa
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii m so so so sorry i didn't catch you before aging up sorry sorry. and very very happy bday to you, i would love to have a pen pals forum with you hehe. pls say hi to everyone for me hehe and tell them that kim misses them all. i miss you tooooooooooooooooooooooo frrr hehe hruuuuuuuuu
💙💙💙 its okieee dont worry ehhe
i'm writing back as i'm getting my adult id lol this is cool, i can't believe i've spent a whole day as an adult already tbh. i had a really nice birthday honestly cuz i got to have good food lol and i met up with a friend c: oh and i had a black forest gateau!! it was really nice hehe
and thank you so much for the birthday wishesss c: i'll say hi to everyone for you!! i reunited with some friends i met back in teenie land so they're definitely all still here. i miss you lots n lotss 💙💙 do take caree and i'll be around just tag me hehe
i forgot the app version doesnt automatically do the tags so i hope you dont mind 😭 @ZeninMaki
@aquaaaaa
ofc i don’t mind at all dwwwww
@aquaaaaa
yaaaay m so happy abt ur bday going well fr hehe, my adult friend 😛. And so sorry i don’t have a present gomennnnnnnn ummm how abt i give u a song recommendation that u might like! Umm hmm let’s see, oh since ur now a super big adult, how abt “I’m 18 and i don’t care - NightCore” I hope u like the song hehe
sorry i didn't reply for a few dayss, i've been so sleepy these last few days lol so i've barely been online, also i love the mizi profile pic!! i watched zombie stage on my birthday, can't wait to see more of it honestly. hope everythings going okay!!
@aquaaaaa
nightcore.com was like heaven to me when i was a child hehe, although it changed a lot now. u don't have to apologize at all, i rlly hope you get the rest you need. and yessssss my fav mizi, ruler of my heart mizi hehe. zombie stage is rlly way scarier than alnst, but good to see vivinos back in action hehe
@ZeninMaki ooh i checked it out it looks quite cool but i imagine it was different back then, i keep discovering websites for the music genres i love but i can only imagine what it was like back then, i found absolutepunk like a few weeks ago and i just wish i was there earlier :p
i loveee mizi too!! i just wish the cast could have a good ending for once 😭, but im still excited for what vivinos has for zombie stage hehe
also since its summer now i have so much more time on my hands, i mighttt watch jjk hehe, my brother likes it and i like kirara so i might as well start c:
@aquaaaaa
yessss ur right it looked rlly diff in the past fr. I can’t wait to see the upcoming ideas for zombie stage fr hehe. And u like Kirara?!! I always knew ur were just that cool, coolest of all hehe. I hope u enjoy jjk fr, u deserve the best watching experience in the world
@ZeninMaki hehehe i lovee kirara yess, i've only seen like clips of her but she's so cool so i can't wait to watch, also also i got my high school results!!! i managed to secure my conditional offer for the uni i wanna go to!!! i can't believe i almost forgot to mention this but i'm still so happy ehehe
@aquaaaaa
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay congrats hehe. if u ever get to study anything close to medicine, we might one day end up as coworkers hehe. hoping and wishing mine gets delivered here fast, been two days telling us it's in the way...
@ZeninMaki thanksiess!! hehe 💙 I mayyy work alongside medical professionals after all, maybe in the UN of all places, but that's far far away for now hehe, I hope you get your results soonn!! I'll be here to congratulate you and celebrate with you regardless of how you did or what you got 💙
Also just made a little poem, I think I'm gonna post it in a bit, I think I could've refined it but I'm suuperr sleepy today lol, I might've messed up my sleep schedule 😭 but I'll be okay!!
@aquaaaaa
ah I did get my certificate thank you fr hehe. And I do hope we work alongside each other one day, although… m rlly starting to think I might not get as big of a chance in the world as i thought I would… anyway I hope ur keeping your health in check and not draining yourself or pushing your limits, u deserve the best fr
@ZeninMaki ooohh congratulations!!! I hope you're satisfied with it friend 💙 I think if we can work together I'd hope for it to be possible in every timeline. I have a few friends going to work in fields close to medicine so I can visit and all that hehe.
Can I ask more about your worry about your chance in the world? It's okie if you don't wanna talk about it, I just worry and care 💙 No matter what I hope things will all be okie in the future!! I'll always be here for you friend 💙
I'm gonna try to sleep earlier tonight and get enough rest, I think I don't have anything to do tomorrow so I can just rest. I hope you get the rest you deserve too, we both deserve rest after all we've done hehe. I'm always here if you wanna talk okie? no pressure too. 🫂🫂hugs if you want themm!!
@aquaaaaa
yes I rlly hope we do get to work alongside each other one day hehe.
well that fear… it’s just I started believing that we all as humans are being seen as equal finally, it doesn’t matter the nationality or gender or anything, we all will get the same opportunities, same treatment. But… a recent situation made me rethink all that, it’s just… I rlly wish I was white.
But hey act like u never heard me say anything, a big part of it is my body shame talking yk, and I don’t want a lot of ppl knowing. Although I do understand these forums are public.
i hope u got the opportunity to sleep early and got a lot lot lot of energy hehe. Hruuuuu doing? And if ur having a vacation since school ended, do u have any plans for it?
@ZeninMaki it would be a dream honestly hehe, i've been thinking a lot about my friends on cups lately and i miss everyone so much :( i just hope we all make it.
i've been kinda having the same belief lately, that things are changing, but some things still open my eyes to how it really is... i can't 100% relate but i understand, being trans myself and wishing i was just cis. i hope you're okie after that situation 💙💙, i hope we can still hope for a better future for all of us
i'll pretend i didn't hear that and you can pretend that i didn't write what i just wrote friend 💙 just wanted to let you know that you're not alone in this, i think we can make the forum private too? might have to ask a commod to do that for us tho if you want
hehe i've been trying to sleep earlier recently and it's workingg ish, slowly returning to normalcy :p and getting my energy back too!! I've been doing good so farr, i went out with a few friends that came back from studying abroad and summer's been really fun so far, tho i miss a lot of people both online and offline. i had a vacation actually!! i went on a grad trip to japan with a friend and it was amazing, it was the one i was texting you during lol when i was leaving on the last day. we had a lottt of fun hehe and had really good food and i got a bunch of miku merch :P we went to like a really cool mall too that had a bunch of cool stuff, like both antique stuff and modern stuff and it was super nice. i'll tell you more about it if you want!! i'd love to too hehe
there was one thing i wanted to kinda talk about on cups, but the friends i talk to the most (like you!!) aren't on adult side.. i'm getting anxious about my uni because of some things, or more like people.. but i think in the end i'll still go. I worked wayyy too hard to just not go in the end, and I won't let this ruin my opportunity, and I'll go in spite of those people too.
are you on holiday now too? if you are then i hope you're having funn and getting all the rest you can 💙 i hope you're doing okieee
@aquaaaaa
ah it’s okay to not relate 100%, but m glad ur aware tbh…
i understand ur fears abt uni, but i also see ur perspective of I didn’t work hard for nothing, ur an amazing person and I have full faith you’ll make college fun! U can with the positive energy u bring into every interaction!
I don’t mind the forum staying public hehe, it’s okayioooo. I would love love love love to know more abt ur grad trip, it sounds super duper fun and fascinating, I would love to know every detail hehe. And thank you fr for sharing with me thank you
@ZeninMaki 💙💙I'm glad you felt comfy enough to share with me still
hehe I hope I can make college fun, I was able to finally live as myself and interact better with people when i first changed to the high school i graduated in, hopefully I'll meet people as nice as my friends from high school. gonna just be myself and hope for the best honestly and try to stand my ground to be the person that i am
i'll tell you allll about my trip the next time i reply!! i promise!! just a bit too sleepy right now hehe and i have to wake up tomorrow to meet with a friend before he has to fly back to start his semester, i shall be back n tell you all about my trip hehe
@aquaaaaa
awwwwwwhhh hope you have the bestest sleep ever and have a great time with ur friend tmrw fr. feel free to tell me whenever u feel like it hehe, i'll try to always be here!
you're super nice to be friends with, so m rlly sure ppl at uni would like to befriend you and spend time with u hehe. rlly hope you have great and amazing friends there fr
@ZeninMaki aaaa i'm so sorry it took me so long to get back to you :( i hope you can forgive me, i wasn't doing too well after i last texted and i spiralled and in classic me fashion i got way too anxious and started putting everything on hold, things are better now but still i'm so so sorry, i don't know if i'm too late, but I promise you I'll be here whenever you decide to come back okie? hugs if you want, love you lots n i'm super sorry for disappearing aaah, write back whenever you want and I'll be here I promise 💙
