Personal message to macylou82 please don't read if your not
Hey amigo @macylou82 how are you?
Sorry I've been not much here, my internet connection is still awful and gets better around 12 am and on, some sort of.
So I know we have a thread already but Its a bit hard for me to even search it with this poor connection lol
Nevermind I've been thinking about you, how are your cats and dogs? I know you're great with them ^^
How's school?
And more importantly, how's your mental and physical health? (I'm sounding a ultra oldie already oops)
No pressure to answer anything, just whatever you're comfortable with.
Trigger warning*
And I know this is very sudden but well, let's just say it: I see a very bright and great future for you, I can't say when, but as much as not considering it sounds, please continue your awesome efforts. I know this could be harsh or careless of me, but just please continue surviving.
I know I'm not here as much as I used to, damn even when I was, there wasn't much that I did for you, but just seeing you online meant a lot to me.
So please whenever you were in any kind of crisis, please don't hesitate to reach out. Hope I'm not triggering you actually by putting this...
So as much as selfish it sounds, please take care of yourself, if not for your own, than for me. Because I can't imagine this world without you. Oh I'm tearing up now.
I hope I didn't made you feel worse. Please update me whenever you were free and comfortable.
Take extra care amigo 🤍🩵💙
@NobleSeeker amigo! I am… exhausted tbh lol. Hru?how’s adulting? Ur brother and his kid?
thats ok I’m just glad to hear from u whenever
That thread was cluttered anyway, let’s start new!
I am not with them rn but they are doing good. Macy got the same Tik disease maverick had, quarantine had to be done meds have to be given but she’s gaining weight back which is really well. How are ur turtles, do u still have them?
School sucks I skipped almost all year lol. Wbu?
Ah is that important? Aye my physical health is ok. Better than it was, mostly just my knee nowadays. My mental health isn’t great when is it tho lol. Just exhausted. I’m in the states rn so I’m already getting burned out and it’s been like 3 days lol. How’s ur recovery going from ur surgery ik that was forever ago now lol. How’s ur mental health?
Same to u friend 🫂
Amigo do u enjoy making me cry 😭 ur so sweet and thoughtful.
U did so much for me don’t even say those lies.
Thank u so much amigo same to u if u can and need or want to reach out, do it and I’ll be here for u 🫂
aw amigo 🥺. That is not selfish at all. I’m trying my hardest and I’m getting better in some points so I’m fighting and I won’t stop until I’m old and pass naturally. U can’t get rid of me now lol.
U didnt ur making me cry 😭. Ur so amazing fr ilysm amigo
how about we both take extra care? ❤️
@macylou82
I'm sorry to hear ur exhausted :/ life could get so frustrating at times for
I'm oki ty for asking. Adulting feels like adulting (jk) I g I feel and act like a granny more.
My brother and his daughter are better, thanks for asking. His wife seems to be better mentally too so I g they're overall ok. I appreciate you remembering 🥹
I'm glad you're fur babies are doing good, they must've miss you. I'm glad she's getting weight back.
The turtles are fine 🐢 hehe we made a home for them.
It's ok as long as what you study has nothing to do with your future, by suffer from school? (I probably shouldn't be telling you this oh)
I have a exam few days later but it's online so am just gonna cheat 👀😛
Ofc your important. I'm happy you're better than before and hope your knee gets better super soon
It's understandable to get burnt out even when you're away from hope even if it's for a few days.
Hehe I'm still under recovery or at least in my head, I'm better tho. I should get up and work a lot more but I'm just afraid. I'm avoiding Many things but my mental health is better. I even did eye surgery which thankfully removed most my eye illnesses and I no longer need to wear glasses anymore 😮
Huggies if ok 💙🫂
Appreciate the support you offer lots & lots ✨
Luv you too sooooooo much back ❣️❣️❣️
Agreed that's the best idea, let's take care together 🥹🌺
(Also sorry for talking so much)
@NobleSeeker I got such a good example for frustration lol. I started wearing my contacts cause I start driving soon so want my eye sight to be ok. Well I got my nails done so they’re like claws and I can’t get my contacts out. Cause their literally like claws and I can’t get them out how I’m used to cause I could damage my eye I couldn’t nap before I went out either and now I’m exhausted and annoyed and frustrated lol safe to say I’m done with contacts lol
awww well I still look at you as my older sister not a granny 🙃
that’s amazing! I’m so glad to hear that whole situation is improving.
Yea I def miss them and my cats lost without me lol
awww that’s so cute. Do they have names?
Idek what I’m doing in the future lol next year I gonna start college courses too so I acc gotta do those 😭
I do the same thing haha
thx amigo
lol I almost had a breakdown earlier im so exhausted I need to sleep more I’ve barely been sleeping and just napping in the afternoon except today I couldn’t
Aw I’m glad to hear you’re getting better! Why are you afraid? U worried ur (was it ur back) isn’t gonna be the same as before or what? Avoidance is so real lol, dw we all avoid things rn I’m avoiding trying to get my contacts out again even tho I really wanna take a nap to stay up tonight lol (it’s 8pm rn I have a hr alone) ooh that sounds scary but I bet that’s so nice
always, hugs 🫂
I appreciate all the support you offer me too fr ur such a amazing friend and a amazing mentor and ofc ur basically like my older sister at this point 🙃
never apologize I love reading ur words
@Macylou82
Heyya amigo I'm sorry for my late response, been feeling down recently but today I'm more motivated.
Omgggg I didn't know you can drive! That's super cool :0 but please be careful ok? Sometimes others aren't careful as they should be and then end up with accidents etc smh.
Ah I get you on nail part, if it's ok to ask, are you able to cut the sharp points for a lil?
Hehe thanks for your kind words fr 💙
Nah they haven't, only one of turtles have name whichs "luky" lol
I hear you buddy... And that's actually very early to start college courses, I'm here for you through your journey, and please also know I'm proud of you.
Can I ask in which field(s) your going to study?
I hope you're sleep improves that's very important.
Yeah I'm afraid of my back (lol) because it's just I don't want to do something I shouldn't like bent etc so out of the fear I even avoid things are not dangerous for me. Maybe that's my way of not saying I'm lazy.
Im so glad to have you younger sis 🫂🤍
And thanks for being such an awesome person 🥹✨
@NobleSeeker aw that’s ok, smth bothering u or it’s just moods? Yk I’m always here if u wanna talk about it, yea?
I just learned! And I passed my test today so once I go into this place I gotta go to, to take a vision test, my picture etc I can officially drive, with my mom or a adult over 21!
No lol I got them done, designs on them etc. my vision isnt as bad as I thought tho, only time I noticed it was when I was driving at sunset and I couldn’t read the signs… oops I’ll figure that out
Aw that’s so cute tho
It’s actually recommended cause then if I ever do go to college I’ll have some credits already so that’s nice but I hate doing my school work lol
i Have no clue moms signing me up lol. Prob just general subjects idk
nah screw sleep lol idc that much
aw I get that tho. Have u been doing physically therapy on that? I think that helps so u can do more and u won’t be as afraid cause it’ll get stronger. Or maybe u can just do gradual stretches once a day. Idk sounds frustrating tho 🫂
I’m glad to have u as my older sis 🙃
Says the awesome person lol
@NobleSeeker hey amigo it’s been forever. Hru? How’s life? I miss u
@macylou82
Hey amigo 💙 indeed I missed you too, actually been thinking about you.
I'm fine, just having a cold 🤧lol. How's you? Everything ok?
My life is fine I guess, I've been doing some new things, I drew a husky drawing, would you like to see it? (Spoiler alert, it's not good :0)
@NobleSeeker ew colds suck. I am… not ok at all lmao
You guess? Anything been happening good or bad? Yk I love to listen, hugs if ok. Wait yes hello when did u become an artist? Anything you draw is amazing, don’t sell urself short
@Macylou82
Oh no I'm sorry to hear, I'm here for you too, please feel free to vent whenever you liked as well ✨
Always Huggies 🫂
Ehh it's not anything nice tho, here it is: (it was supposed to be my pfp)
https://ibb.co/nqdwY8cM
@NobleSeeker seconded for u
That’s so good wdym! I love it u should make that ur pfp If u want fr it’s so good
@Macylou82
Hey amigo, I'm sorry I wasn't around much, how have you been? I've been thinking about teenies, not trying to do triangulation or etc, just how are people on collective?
Sending you my best wishes 🤍🩵💙 take care and I love you.
I actually was feeling a bit lonely, Im proud to know I have a friend like you to message.
@NobleSeeker amigo! I miss uuuu. Idk how I’ve been tbh lol. How’ve you been?
@Macylou82 hey wait ur bdays soon right? I hope I didn’t miss It. End of September right?
Yeah it's on November 6th
Even if you did, it's nothing big ^^
Omg 19 feels a bit old lol.
@NobleSeeker when its my amigos birthday its huge, another year of u being ur amazing self that is smth def worth celebrating for, also another year or fighting through the battles we call life. Celebration is always necessary
Im gonna try so darn hard to remember that but my memory is worse then my 70yr old grandmas lol. I will find a way,
love u amigo and never diminish ur amazingness, u are amazing
@Macylou82
Nah it's no biggie fr. Awh common Macy, I'm nothing that good, at all...
Everything you said goes for you 💗
Nah you don't need to remember it (:
Your the amazing one, I'm not very nice with people around me at times, sadly.
@Macylou82
It's ok to not know how have we been.
I've been ok, actually starting my adult life, I'll probably will start working for my brother soon. Other than that, mostly tired, nothing new I g.
Hugs if ok 🤗*
Your one of the best Macy, I k it's silly but I just teared up reading your words, sry lol.
@NobleSeeker ooh working that's exciting? What else have you been doing with the powers of being 18?
always hugs
girl I almost broke my face cause I smile so hard when I see a message from u lol
@Macylou82
Well yeah I'm starting to like learning how to work, I just hope I will be able to do the responsibility.
I guess I'm not doing anything that requires being 18 at all atm, sometimes I start to think about moving out tho, to another country. But that probably is going to take a lot, both mentally and financially from my family & me.
So maybe one day, but not right now I guess.
Awh your my sweetest friend 💙 also one of the only ones I have 🥹
@NobleSeeker I believe in you. You can do it. Just remember to breath if stuff gets too overwhelming alr
Ooh moving out? What country would u wanna move to? Nfta Maybe it’ll happen in the future, don’t diminish ur dreams amigo
aw u don’t stay in touch with your other teen friends? It’s hard to stay in touch tho I totally get it
