Personal space 🤍
This is a personal space for @NobleSeeker and @kenzolena
If you're not, please don't read, comment or up vote, thank you
Lena : D here I have created a separated forum
@NobleSeeker
- peeks in 🚪, dusts off the forum space - All goodi now 😊
@kenzolena
Your always welcomed here!
🧉🍹🥤☕🍵🍶 (Whichever you prefer) Here have some drink if you like!
@NobleSeeker
Awhh I'm happy to hear that :), you are leaving me with lots of choices hehe - gladly takes some tea and chocolate milk -
- shares cookies, milk and glitter -
@kenzolena
Of course, you can have them all too!
Thanks for the cookies 😊
@NobleSeeker
yyay, thank you 😊 and i hope that the cookies were tasty XD
@kenzolena
Your cookies probably taste like my drinks xD
@kenzolena
Lena I'm falling asleep, I still can't believe how much you helped, thank you, you have a great power within yourself, your special. Thanks for being here for me until I got called and I let sleep take over ✨
@NobleSeeker
Awhh I'm happy to hear that you are feeling sleepy, no need to thank me I'm happy to help out and distract you whenever needed 😊, I can't always ensure that I'm online as I am on a break and will practice self-care and focus on my listening skills but I will get back to you as fast as I can 🤍. I'm happy to hear that you are heading off to sleepy land soon 🌟✨ - goodnight and sweetdreams Rain -
@kenzolena
I'm sorry for my late response, been busy last two days. That night I really needed the sleep, I don't know how you did that but that was amazing ✨
How are you? ^_^ how's your break going? (if may I ask). I'm so happy you're taking some time for resting.
(✿^‿^)
@NobleSeeker
It's more than okay to respond late Rain, there is no rush at all 😊, I'm glad you were able to sleep Rain, I'm happy hearing that.
Of course you can ask how my break is going, I'm doing well and my break is going well some far, I'm working on a story but also doing a lot of self-care and reflecting. I also have a lot of songs to share with teenie land soon 😮 I'll be back before you know it. How are you doing Rain?
@kenzolena
Calming as always 🌱
I'm glad it's going well so far, I'm proud of you for reflecting & writing, looking forward to hear from you're works on teenie land 😊 ngl I miss you but I'm more happy to know that you're on a break ❤️
I'm doing way better ^^ I wrote a little theory and added to my bio. Idk why I find it funny, hehe.
@NobleSeeker
I'm glad to hear that. I've been watching a few shows here and there and I finished the night agent and now moved to suits and I can't wait to post the second part to the stories 😮. I miss you and teenie side too Rain but someday soon I will be backzies <3. I'm glad to hear that you are doing better and I'm gonna check out the theory added to your bio.
- I will be on my way to get some more tea xD -
@kenzolena
I'm thrilled to read your story, First I need to find it with the link you sent, thanks it would be an honor for me if you read it. If you got extra time and if you like, I'll appreciate if you give me your feedback about it : )
(if that's ok)
@NobleSeeker
I would love to read it 😊, By the way the other day you asked if you could tagg me somewhere 😮 I'm kinda curious what that was xD
@kenzolena
I read your story, omg you're tented! The choice of words was awesome and the story was Rich.
I ask for permission for tagging you in this forum 😊
Altho they are other places I have in mind to tag you but I'm not sure what you enjoy to read, hehe.
@NobleSeeker
Awh thank you for that compliment, I'm turning it into a series and will probably create more series for everyone to enjoy. You are more than free to tag me everywhere 😊 - I got my amazing tea xD, I almost forgot to add sugar lol -
@NobleSeeker
Hey heyy 🤍
@kenzolena
Hello there amazing Lena 😊 how are you?
@NobleSeeker
I’m doing well, thank you for asking. What about you?
@kenzolena
Glad you're doing well (◔‿◔) I'm doing ok, I feel I'm accepting ageing up and I'm not sad about it anymore. I'm just trying to deal with life responsibilities.
@NobleSeeker
I’m glad to hear that you’re doing okay. Awhh I’m happy to hear that your starting to accept aging up, how do you feel about trying to deal with life responsibilities?
@kenzolena
I'm not sure yet, but I have to try very hard. If gain my computer science & python certificate I'll probably won't need to worry about money. Through I feel it's all too much, I should start caring about all this sooner. I'm just going with the flow I suppose.
@NobleSeeker
It’s more than okay to not know and at times this can be quite a challange. Oo that certificate sounds awesome and I want to wish you all the best in obtaining it, I would love to know more about it 😁. Could you tell me more about it all feeling too much? - sits with you and hands out snacks and drinks -
@kenzolena
Your already sending me calming vibes ✨ sits with you and grab some snacks* 🥨🍩🍪
Thanks for the wish 🤍 I'm learning coding with edX, my semester will finish by 2026 if I remember correctly. Then I want to apply for computer science.
Of course, I don't like the fact that Iits up to me, because I know I'm not putting my heart into it and it's playing with my ed future I guess.
@NobleSeeker
awhh I’m glad that am sending you calming vibes 😁 - grabes some awesome snacks 🥨🍩🍪 -
Okay, coding sounds super cool not gonna lie, I regret not taking a computer class because it’s simply so handy, but my school schedule wouldn’t have survived that lol. I can’t wait to see you finish your semester and hear all about it 😁😊. Computer science sounds dope!.
it can truly be difficult that it lits you up and knowing that we arent putting our heart into it even though we want it. How does not pouring your heart into this make you feel? It playing with our future and ed can be so difficult and sadly bring us down, how are you managing?
- my phone and cups are going through pain xD -
@kenzolena
(◠‿・)—☆ Be proud of yourself, please.
Thanks ^^ lol, from what I hear your a genius Lena. I really really like to finish this semester successfully. Yeah I want to be a hacker 😎 joking ~~~( or not?)🤫
Not putting my heart into it makes me feel like I'm waiting time and I'm not mature (something I really dislike) well I requested an personal programing teacher because eng isn't my first language and the pressure is so high. My parents accepted, come to think of it I should be very thankful. Atm I'm trying to manage it with extra help
Loll, yes I heard cups on phone is so hard to deal with xD
@kenzolena
Heyy, so sorry my reply hasn't been sent I assume, sorry for late response.
Aww Lena I knew you are a genius 💙. (Your full school schedule and your personality explains that)
Thanks for your kind words 😊 not putting my heart into it makes me feel that I'm immature (something I really dislike) and I'm not strong enough. Well I knew if I would try harder I would manage but I kinda gave up, because I requested a personal coding teacher to my parents. And they accepted, and I know I should be very grateful because of this.
Lol😆 cups works strange sometimes indeed.
@NobleSeeker
Heyy 😮.
@kenzolena
Hi hi 👀
@NobleSeeker
How are you doing Rain?
@kenzolena
Doing ok, I'll probably change my username soon. Although I will inform you so you'll know it's me ^^.
Thanks for asking, how's your break going (if I can ask)
@NobleSeeker
I'm happy to hear that you are doing good😊. Oo a username change can be exciting, how are you feeling about it? Sadly you can't tell me about the new username (rule wise) but I should be able to find this forum post back so we are all good <3.
My break is going well and it's more than okay for you to ask about it. I'm doing a lot of self-care, singing and more. It's quite peaceful. How have things been on your end?
@kenzolena
Oh sorry I didn't knew about the rules, let's just say I enjoy seeking, and off course I think we will keep this forum (◔‿◔)
I'm so glad you're break is going peaceful, you deserve it ❤️.
At the end, something happened to day that wasn't likable for me, but I'm having some good ideas about how to manage it😮
@NobleSeeker
It's all good Rain, there is no need to apologise 😊. The form (clickable) should explain it in more depth <3. I'm glad that my break is going well too, I've just made this thread: =-(Lena's Corner)-=, in which I post all sorts of stuff during my break.
I'm afraid I don't understand the part where you said that it wasn't likeable for you, could I ask if it means your day that wasn't likeable for you? I would love to hear the ideas you have on how to manage it 🤍
@kenzolena
Tysm for tagging me in your post🤍
Of course I would explain! I was getting so much attention among teens and that is unlikable for me, atm I'm trying to manage things by changing my username, of course I have some other things on my mind too
@NobleSeeker
I hope that changing your username is giving you the results that you are hoping for 😊
@NobleSeeker
Heyyy <3.
@kenzolena
Hiii amazing Lena ^_^ how are you?
Oh and here some blanket & food if you like* 🛏️🥪🥨🥧🍪🍿
@NobleSeeker
- takes the blanket and enjoys the food, - shares some with you -
@NobleSeeker
I'm doing well, thank you for asking. What about you? Are you leaving cups rain?
@kenxolena
I'm doing alright, it's just I don't know... Well I want some people to think that I'm leaving cups but I'm actually considering it, I know it could sound silly but sometimes life feels so strange.
And I very much appreciate you noticing me❤️
@NobleSeeker
I'm glad to hear that you are doing alright. It can be difficult to think about this and leaving cups can for sure feel like a big step, could I ask how you are feeling about maybe leaving 7 cups?. It's not sounding silly and it's more than okay to have these thoughts - hugs if okay -.
@kenzolena
I don't like leaving cups, here is my little oasis, even if leave it I will try to stay connected with my friends.
Of course hugs🫂 your understanding make me feel so better, thank you ❤️
@NobleSeeker
Heyyy Noble, it has been a while. How have you been?
@kenzolena
Hey Lena, indeed, i Missed you. I'm doing fine I guess, how about you?
And thanks for remembering me❤️
@NobleSeeker
Heyy Noble, - offers the biggest hugs ever - I've missed you too!. I'm doing well, thank you for asking <3. I always remember you noble 😊
@kenzolena
That warms up my heart 🤍 *returns huge hugs 🫂*
Oh and I believe I never asked, would you like to be friends?
@NobleSeeker
awhh, of course I want to be friends!!!!🤍🫂
How are you by the way 😮.
@kenzolena
Shake hands as friends* (if you're comfortable with)
Thanks for asking, not been very well today
@NobleSeeker
- shakes hands -
I'm so sorry for getting back to you so late, I sadly fell sick with the flu somewhere last week but I'm finally well enough to come on here properly. Not being well can sadly make our day more difficult could I ask what happened?
- offers hugs -
@kenzolena
Hey there wonderful, no need to apologize, your already doing more than enough ❤️
Oof, flu is tough, proud of ya. hope you get better very soon ✨ and thanks for coming here, but your well-being is important to me ^^ so please take care.
Well recently I'm dealing with family stress & some other stuff. I consult a counselor (lol). I guess I'm reserving help.
Long Story short, I'm not as strong as before atm, or I think this way
@NobleSeeker
Awhh thank you (also thank you for your well wishes 🤍), that's kind of you Noble.
Family stress can truly add to a lot, I'm proud of you for colsulting a counselor. That decision must've been difficult - sending hugs - Would you like to tell me more about why you think that you aren't as strong as before?
@kenzolena
Sure I would like to tell you. It's because I'm feeling more varnable. I would feel dawn by little things and sometimes I couldn't stop worrying.
My counselor said it's normal for first few times after therapy.
