@SunnyT22 @Bianca0504 I thought I should make a forum idk
I have no one to talk to on forums anymore so I wanted to make this
Hru both?
Also I hope the mention thing works, I think I got the numbers in your names right
hi miljan
im better now i guess
we’ll both get over it!!
Morning Miljan, I’m tired how are you doing
Idk to be honest, all day my parents were yelling and doing everything they usually do
Idk to be honest, all day my parents were yelling and doing everything they usually do
I forgot to ask do you actually want to have this forum?
@Miljan hello Miljan, guess who it is
Oh my god your a listener now that's so cool
@Miljan my member acc got banned unfortunately trying to get it back tho
Ohh why?
Sorry I always forget to tag, @biaaa77
@Miljan had an argument with someone… even though it feels unfair since a mod stepped in, calmed everything down and changed the subject, everything went well after that and boom.. banned. at least i hope the other person got banned too because they called me names and were really rude. i was trying to understand their point because it didn’t make sense to me and they just mocked me. guess who got banned? me.
Cups is ***, you have to try to be careful with everything you say or even where you are. Will you get your account back? I really hope you do
i filled a form to get it back right when i got banned but didnt get any answer so i guess not
Hey Miljan, I’m really missing you up here, I didn’t really get a chance to say goodbye, How are you? 💕🫂
Hey Miljan, I’m really missing you up here, I didn’t really get a chance to say goodbye, How are you? 💕🫂
I'm really sorry I got banned, I feel terrible for not being able to be with you
I forgot to tag you sorry @SunnyT22, also hru? I hope you found friends on the adult side. I really really miss you
I forgot to tag you sorry @SunnyT22, also hru? I hope you found friends on the adult side. I really really miss you
Don’t feel bad at all miljan, we can still talk on here 💕. I miss you lots. I’ve been doing better things are improving slowly, especially not having exam stress anymore. There are nice people on this side that I’ve met. Most people are a lot older than me though. And support room over here is so busy I rarely go. it’s usually got 20-30 people in, it’s not the same as when it was just you and me. How are you at the moment?
I'm glad you're doing better, I was really worried how things will go for you. 20-30 people sounds like a lot, wow, I leave when there's more then 5 people here. I really hope you find great friends, it would've been great if nest wasn't banned or if yuki was alive.. whatever. I'm idk
@Miljan
It would’ve been lovely if they were up here too but yk that’s life and it sucks. Aqua and tranquil are up here I don’t know if you know them so I’m not entirely alone.
what makes you I don’t know?
@SunnyT22
Yeah I know them, also how are you rn? Are you still working that job? I really hope it's good on the adult side. I'm not well to say the least idk anymore, but it matter more how you're doing
I’m doing better, I’m hoping it’s not just one of those random weeks where life feels amazing and there’s a crash after it. I am still at my job and I can work on the bar now which is really fun!
It matters just as much how you are doing as I am doing
I can't imagine having fun at a job lol, that's nice. I hope you feel amazing forever and not just this week. It's important to enjoy it while it lasts, I'm also really glad you're doing better like really really
Sorry again I always forget, @SunnyT22
@Miljan omg hi sorry for interrupting but why did you get banned? really curious if they are actually capable of banning people for the eight reasons…. ans how have you been? missing u and the others :((;
I was banned twice for being on cups during a crisis, i would say i wasn't but it doesnt matter. Im doing awfully, wbu? I'm really really sorry for my late response @biaaa77
@SunnyT22 can we just talk about anything please, I'm really lonely
I’m here 💕, you won’t be interested but I’m about to get a vaccine and I’m lowkey nervous, hospital waiting rooms are so scaryyy
I am Interested, it's normal to be nervous I'd also be really scared I hate them so much. I hope it's not too bad
@SunnyT22 I'm so stupid I always forget I'm sorry
@Miljan It actually didn’t go too bad but she didn’t sanatize my arm or anything which was weird
@SunnyT22
That's good, tho not sanitizing is bad I hope you don't get an infection, or anything bad happens idk. Also hru today
@Miljan I’m doing super well today weirdly, how are you? up to much?
I'm really happy to hear you're doing well. I'm terrible and lonely. I'm trying to ignore it and listen to everyone more and just be a better friend I guess
You don’t have to ignore it around me Miljan, I’m always here to listen
@Miljan
I know but I really wanna be a better friend, and sorry for my late response @SunnyT22
You just being here is being a better friend, please know I’m here for you too 💕@Miljan
Thank youu, but yuki would always listen to me I wanna be like her @SunnyT22
And you listened to her too, it goes both ways, I’m here and will listen okay? I have work soon but please leave me a message and I’ll respond
@Miljan I keep forgetting too
You're right I'm sorry. I feel like I have to fix everything and make everyone here happy before I go which I feel is soon. I don't even care about how I feel or care about my health, I'm not sure what's going on with me I'm so lost
Having a job is stupid I wish you were here to talk all the time @SunnyT22
@Miljan Please make sure you’re taking care of yourself, if you focus on everyone else that’s likely what’s causing you to feel so lost. How’s life at the minute is there anything going on?
I wish I didn’t have to work I’m sorry ):
@SunnyT22 i need to focus on others I really have to I wanna be loved I guess I'm jealous I'm not sure anymore. Life's pretty bad I said some stupid stuff last night and I'm also so much worse every day, I don't wanna say anything about commiting because I know it's annoying but it's a problem
@Miljan It’s not annoying, it’s a recurring thought that won’t go away unless it’s addressed, I hope you know you’re loved on 7cups, but you really deserve to be loved by the people around you too. I know I always say I hope you can reach out one day, until then please talk to me, I’ll be around every day, no matter what you want to talk about 💕💕
@SunnyT22 the kind of love I want here is selfish it's disgusting what I think. I want to be everyone's best friend and everyone to love me the most and when I see others talking to each other and being better friends with each other than with me I just go quiet and it makes me angry I'm jealous. And about reaching out, it would be better not to do it, I know I'm doomed to do it some day it's just a question when. I haven't picked a date and I don't know if I should but I have the option and it's tempting idk
@Miljan That’s not selfish at all, I hope you know you are my best friend here, it pains me I can’t be on the teen side anymore. You don’t know you are doomed until you try get better, I know you don’t want to and that makes me sad because I think you deserve to be better, you deserve help so much 💕
This made me cry thank you so much @SunnyT22
I can't express how much you help me, I love you so much I don't know why I'm so stubborn and didn't wanna vent @SunnyT22
@Miljan I love you so much, you’ve been here for me so many times, it’s only deserving that I be here for you too, I really care about you 💕
Sorry i fell asleep @SunnyT22
@Miljan Don’t worry I’m glad you got some rest, I didn’t get to slip till 6am last night lol. that vaccine was genuinely so painful
Sorry I didn't respond until now, I've got good news I guess, not really for me but whatever. Someone convinced me to give up on my plan, that would make you happy so I wanted to share
@SunnyT22
@Miljan that really does make me so happy miljan, sending lots of big hugs 🫂
Thank you, my plan was to try and listen to everyone so they like me and then I could commit and be remembered, stupid I know @SunnyT22
@Miljan People like you regardless, you deserve to be listened to, I really hope you know that. I don’t like you because you’ve listened to me, I like you because you are a genuinely kind person, I care about you a lot 💕
Thank you I don't know what got to me I'm sorry. I'm doing terribly so I make stuff up in my head. Also hru? @SunnyT22
@miljan You’ve got no reason to be sorry. I’m doing well just tired can’t sleep
I'm glad you're doing well, I also can't sleep. Looks like I won't be sleeping tonight. @SunnyT22
@Miljan Is there anything you can usually do to help you sleep? Also I know you don’t want to go to the doctors about how much you’re struggling mentally, but I think you should really tell someone about the insomnia
@SunnyT22 sometimes it's just a no sleep night but that's fine, I don't really mind, it's just more free time to talk. Idk about the doctor stuff, it really isn't necessary tbh.
@Miljan Sleep does a lot more for you than you think, It won’t fix your mood but it can genuinely make things better. I was sleeping awfully for the past few years. Managed to improve over the past week and daily life’s becoming easier. I’m sorry if that seems like I’m telling you sleeps a cure it’s not it just could be worth seeing if getting the problem seen to does anything? Also I’m sorry I really need to rest I’ve got a flight tomorrow so I need to sleep well
Good night I hope you sleep well! @SunnyT22
Take care sending hugs 🫂
Im regretting not sleeping tbh
@Miljan Can you get in a nap at all? or would it be better to keep awake so you can sleep tonight
I wish i could but if i fall asleep who knows when I'll wake up. I'll have to wait until tonight somehow. I could go and buy myself a coffee or energy drink but idk @SunnyT22
@Miljan Could you do anything to keep your mind occupied like listening to some music or going on a walk?
@SunnyT22 I'll be fine i think, just gotta not fall asleep and that's it. Hru? And also how did your flight go?
@miljan I’m waiting in the gate to leave now, I made it through security okay though (:
@Miljan Update I arrived safely
Yay that's great @SunnyT22
@Miljan How was your day? Do you feel like you can sleep soon?
I have a terrible headache and I'm barely awake but I'm waiting to talk to someone, after that I promise to sleep @SunnyT22
@Miljan Did you manage to get much sleep? Hope the headaches gone by now
I just woke up, I'm feeling a little better. Tho its not good, my friend group is breaking apart, they aren't really my friends but idk
@SunnyT22