I'm in shock to be honest
I’m sorry.. there wasnt any other way really
@Miljan Hi so.. how have you been? I was honestly scared that you left. Also, have you spoken to yuki before she turned 18? I didnt have the opportunity to talk to her. Have you seen lily or mahd too?
Mahd is here, lily I don't remember when I last saw. I was banned and got my account back today actually. How have you been? I really really missed you, you wouldn't understand how much
Aw i missed you so much too. I never stopped trying to contact yall. And what a coincidence that youre here hahah.
I actually haven’t been so bad. I think not being here gave me something good but i was worried for yall and i saw when yall mentioned me too. I’m really happy to see you miljenko. How are you?
Sorry for my late response, I'm happy your doing well. I couldn't be worse tho
No worries 🫂 wanna talk about it? Am here for you
A lot is going on idk, my parents are treating me worse and worse, everything's ***. I don't see a bright future for me
I understand how you feel honestly. Sometimes life treats us bad. I’m sorry that your parents treat you ***.. I have it the same with my mother. The amount of hate she has for me is crazy. But good days will come eventually. We have to be patient. And we are here for you 🫂
Do you still have that plant? Was it robert?
I still have it yeah. I don't remember the name, I got really angry at myself when I realized I forgot
Also idk how to talk about it even after all this time and I don't want to be the one telling you but yuki is dead, for some time already.. I should have done the same after her like I promised
I’m glad you didn’t do it too. It’s terrible that it happened in the end. I tried to help her but then i couldnt. Do you know anything more about it? Did she say anything? The last time we spoke she told me about her past and family. God this is terrible
I’m glad you didn’t do it too. It’s terrible that it happened in the end. I tried to help her but then i couldnt. Do you know anything more about it? Did she say anything? The last time we spoke she told me about her past and family. God this is terrible
A month ago we had like a last convo, she could barely type and then I fell asleep from exhaustion and when I woke I just saw goodbye, Miljan and that's it
Oh.. im sorry that mustve been so hard.
It doesn't matter anymore I guess
And don’t be angry at yourself. We can put a new name to it 🫂
I understand how you feel honestly. Sometimes life treats us bad. I’m sorry that your parents treat you ***.. I have it the same with my mother. The amount of hate she has for me is crazy. But good days will come eventually. We have to be patient. And we are here for you 🫂
Do you still have that plant? Was it robert?
Sorry for my late response, I'm happy your doing well. I couldn't be worse tho
@Miljan Hi so.. how have you been? I was honestly scared that you left. Also, have you spoken to yuki before she turned 18? I didnt have the opportunity to talk to her. Have you seen lily or mahd too?
@Miljan
I know how much yuki meant to you and how close you two were and I cant imagine how hard it must be for you. Just please don’t blame yourself. You did all you could. You were here for her and you tried your best. Its hard to change people’s minds. You tried to stop yuki from it and you should stop all thoughts about it as well. Youre important to us.
Once someone here on cups told me that no one ever truly dies, as long as at least one person remembers them. They still live inside us, from what they taught us and all the memories we made.
Who else could I blame? What can I do except blame myself? Yk I promised to her I'll live just for her, so now that she's gone what do I live for
You live for her. You have to.
The worst part is now I can't even see our old messages in the forum for some reason. I used to read the whole forum daily to pretend she's still here now I can't even do that
Can you see her account? Maybe it’s deactivated… or something
It is for some reason I don't get it, why?? That forum was the only thing I had left of her.. she was right I'll eventually forget her too
You won’t forget her don’t worry. Maybe you can send mail and ask..
I think this is it, I don't know why cups is so different after just two weeks and what happened I really don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. Would you please tell me what to do I'm so lost
Well firstly do something simple. You don’t need to figure out everything right now. Go eat and drink, sleep some. Try do something you enjoy. Maybe that game you played? Then you can think what to do next.
I don't care about my health anymore, who cares if I eat or sleep enough. I really don't like how things are going lately, at least I see you again, I think about you and everyone who disappeared so often
Yeah.. but please when you do those things you will feel slightly better
@Miljan
I know how much yuki meant to you and how close you two were and I cant imagine how hard it must be for you. Just please don’t blame yourself. You did all you could. You were here for her and you tried your best. Its hard to change people’s minds. You tried to stop yuki from it and you should stop all thoughts about it as well. Youre important to us.
Once someone here on cups told me that no one ever truly dies, as long as at least one person remembers them. They still live inside us, from what they taught us and all the memories we made.
