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ZeninMaki January 20th, 2025

hi @Orange64. i thought of making this forum, so we can talk

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

oniiiiiiiiiiiiiiii channnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!

@Orange64

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai heyyyyyy kimiiiiiiiiiiii

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hehe. sorry i should've asked for ur permission to do this forum

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai no no problem at all.

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

ty ty. umm... m kind of glad ur online here, i can't find u in any rooms 😭😭😭

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I am just lurking from 30 minutes in rooms 😛

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ur greattttiii hehe. m lurking in sr

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai wow . Same . Really I m in sr doin nothing 😬

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

hehe. well can u gimme a food recommendation? i was gonna ask u if we can talk in sr, but it's rlly crowded soooooooo

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I love Mexican fries. But when I need spicy I have Schezwan fried rice. Talking of indian, i g I like Uttapam, very simple yet tasty, atleast for me.

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

oh my goodness, Uttapam seems super duper duper duper duper duper amazing!! can u pls tell me how to make it pls

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I don't know really how to make. My mom makes and I eat. Maybe you can search youtube , tho I don't know they will have the same taste that I eat.

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

alrightyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hehe. i'll ask them here if they know how to make it or what is it. 

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai great idea

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@Orange64 tho there are lots of them . Lol

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai yes, someone is in bad stage, so I don't feel good opening up there in between

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

u doing something other than lurking or umm.... js bored?

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai just bored . Lol

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

u can play gamesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss if u want. or since u like books, u can gimme a book recommendation to read!

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai thnks good idea , I will go to read books then, perhaps Diary of Anne Frank

And regarding ur question, I really like Lord of the rings .

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

oh is Diary a good book? what is it about? and ik u like lord of the rings 😭😭😭 m starting to think u earn money when someone new reads it hehe

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai lol I recommend lord of the rings free of cost. Dw it's writer was long back dead 💀.

And I have read only around 30 pages of Diary. But I love it. It's about a preteenage girl stuck in hiding, to keep away from hitler.

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

oh that reminded me of another book, it was like abt a girl that was selling books during nazism, i read a bit in it. lemme see its name, oh yes it's called The Book Theft, in the story, death is following a girl that sells books during nazism. i hated that death is like the narrator, felt like m reading a supernatural novel which is something i rlly rlly hate. does Diary include anything fantasy or something?

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai Diary is just daily Diary entries written by Anne Frank and she was fairly innocent in writing things. So no fantasy,  it contains how life was during that period. 

And now I want to read Theft. 🤣

And you are lurking?

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

oh diary seems acc pretty nice ngl, i should read it. although m not a big fan of ww2 nazi side, even tho i liked the japanese part of the story, but the german side makes me feel like m a bad person, the allies side isn't very innocent too. and yes theft is acc a good book, i js hated that he made death the narrator, i hate when they put unnatural stuff!!! and no m not lurking, lemme go to sr, what's going on there

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai nice nice.  I m with both side. Reading about that mustache guy, the other side wasn't also thay good otherwise he wouldn't be the same person we all know. But I also think it wasn't alright for japan

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@Orange64

well we all can agree he wasn't a very good guy, and m not saying that the allies were good either, they were literally js as bad, and their very tactics was what led us to the cold war later and to the current world shape. and for japan's part, japan was literally too weak and very poor, till Jiro came up with the plane A6M Zero so japan had the fastest plane in the ww2, but later that led to direct war with the USA, and their Zero was faced with the Manhattan project which led to everything later in 1945. so when japan wasn't really a mass destruction force as the germans, they had a weapon which was air forces and i guess that did what they needed to do to assure survival

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Orange64 March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai yes yes with some countries it happened really wrong.  Though nothing really good happens in any war. 

And I think next time send message in a new post in the same thread. Coz I m on phone rn , it got top much rightwards that now I see only one word per line

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai

now i feel like a very bad uneducated person. onii chan, can we ignore all that i said and js talk abt something else entirely. u can tell me more abt lord of the rings since that's something u care abt!

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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai oops srry srry I havent checked after this, I got into writing a poem lol. Srry srrry

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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai Dont feeel bad , you are veryy much wise. You can change topics without asking no probleem

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai

ohayoooo onii chan. sorry the phone isn't big enough for all replies sorry

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radicalgigi March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai hiii so sorry but I thought you were so Flippen cool!!! 

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radicalgigi March 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I also think that you have such a cute personality ahhh!!!

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ZeninMaki OP March 25th, 2025

@radicalgigi

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh that's super duper nice of you to say. but me... cool? that's not... very true hehe. u can even ask my onii chan here, i guess he's js asleep or left me, he probably left me, it's alrighty. hehe tysm for ur very nice words ty ty ty. u seem pretty cool too hehe

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radicalgigi March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai aayayya your so Flippen sweet do you like..yk wanna be friends

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ZeninMaki OP March 26th, 2025

@radicalgigi

hehe i'd love to be friends with you hehe. ur super sweet fr ty hehe 😊

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radicalgigi March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai umi I also have a question... like how do you talk to people in private like can you make a chat or no..?? because I cant f..figure it out...

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ZeninMaki OP March 26th, 2025

@radicalgigi

oh since we both are members, sadly we can't pm each other. but we might in the rooms one day, m like 18 hours a day in sr hehe

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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai  No no no i wont ever leave you, was just busy .  

And yes you arent  cool , you arre radicallllly hot otherwise i wuld have never opened myself to you hehe. jk jk 

You are neither coool , not hot. You are kimiiiiiiiiii. 


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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai


Kimiii kimiiiiii kimiiiii, I have an idea.


So the poem I was writing finished up recently . Now next, I want to try if I can write a fable . And I think since most fables look like fantasy or ancient or animal bs 🤣, I want to write a futuristic one. 


So I was running in my house thinking ideas🤣, I remembered you were talking of feeding AI with yt shorts , this is a fairly interesting thing if we can tweak it and remove darker parts haha. So I think like a fantasy and futuristic fable will be awesome. I am in love with your idea.


And maybe we can give meaning to 'imimo' and use it for here.


How's the idea????

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ZeninMaki OP March 26th, 2025

@Orange64

k so i guess that's alrighty, but it's gonna be reels, not yt shorts. and we can def find a meaning to the word imimo. it can be the name of our AI. it will be the first full-functioning friend to the human being, you can add me too as the engineer of the idea, and ofc ur the author. so js ask me for any details u need to know abt the ai, and they'll be ready for you hehe. and i wanna read the story part by part as u progress in it pretty pls pls

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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai that's really nice we can create a story together. 

And regarding what you said, I think we can create AI robots and there will be charge station like thing in homes that will fill them with reels and other things. 

And if you want it to be fantasy like also then I have idea of ppl in star wars like costume and modern swords whose blade  come out of handle pressing a button. The blade will be somewhat cyan in colour and transculscent and sharp af 

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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@Orange64 and one thing can be done , we can make these Star war like people as aliens and then AI robot ( imimo)will fight it with its sword I told bout. This will make it human look as a guard for humans and make we can add few daily life things to make it appear friendly as well.

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ZeninMaki OP March 26th, 2025

@Orange64

well the idea of the ai imimo didn't appear as a robot at first. it appeared as an app on your phone that will share u every single second of life, and it will learn to be more human by watching the most human gen-z content which is short vids. how? by recording ur screen and analyzing it while u too watch together, and you'll be in a call so it can hear ur laughter and u can see if it finds it funny too or not. so it's not really fueling, it's js u having a good time with ur friend. if u want to add parts like the ones with it being a fighter and like a robot fighting, we need to answer some questions:

1- which one u like more fantasy or slice-of-life?

2- do u find realistic content in stories and stuff boring, or like the world fantasy harder to understand with its own set of rules and stuff?

3- last but not least, u thinking of adding violence as a key-role in the story, or js an outcome for the actions in the story, that depends if it's an action story or not, realistic or fiction, and other stuff ofc. soooooo wdyt?

i js ruined all the fun of this and now made u think of me as a very boring person who will ruin everything u hand to her, didn't i?

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Orange64 March 26th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetaino u r making it more interesting giving ideas. 


So here are answers : 

1> We can incorporate both. I said I want it to be futuristic , so we can make mobile phones do wonder . As a phone , it's ai imino will consume reels and all the things you are telling and will make life easier also. And mobiles cab also change form and become robots or even other things if the need arises. What do you think?
2> It's not really a story or a fantasy thing. I want to be it like a futuristic fable as i told earlier.  So there needs be good sketch of characters,  maybe situations , it may also go silly if needed . The mains things are it need to have a plot and a moral value or two at last.
3> So if you are not satisfied by violence we can remove the robot stuff or the convertible phone stuff. And instead if there needs to be some things then maybe we can add like a dangerous phone virus like thing 

What do you say? You are really giving great ideas
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ZeninMaki OP March 27th, 2025

@Orange64

hehe i like that u want to incorporate both, but yk one of the advantages of realsitc stuff is that it's easy to relate to, which will make the moral and the value at the end of the story hit harder and leave the readers like thinking after it yk. that's from one point, the other is i can tc of the ai imimo and write all that it does and give it to you ready, and u tc of what morals u wanna deliver thru the situations and tc also of places, time, human characters and stuff. u can use violence to deliver the moral point if u think it will be the best way to. what matters is that it comes out the way you like it hehe. and m super happy to be a part of this fr fr

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ZeninMaki OP March 27th, 2025

@Orange64

so since we agreed on the moral. we can move forward yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ✨🥳🥳 alrightyyyyy so i'll tc of the ai, and u can tc of anything else. like do u wanna start writing, and when u have a question abt the ai, js hit me up with it and i'll have the answers laid out for you. wdyt? or u want me to write  a draft or something? and acc the questions might also go the other way around as i might ask abt the human characters and jobs and stuff

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Orange64 March 27th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I guess it's not my poem , it's going to be our both.  So first let's see what stories we two want to create.  First you can share your and I may also think one 

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ZeninMaki OP March 27th, 2025

@Orange64

alrightyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i'll think of one and share it right away hehe

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Orange64 March 27th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai yay yay yay !!! Excited to read 

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ZeninMaki OP March 29th, 2025

@Orange64

oniiiiiiiiiii channnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. all i could think of till now is js everyone using the app Imimo, and it becomes the #1 AI app. maybe then Imimo, as it watches human-made content like reels, starts picking up human's way of talking, and jokes. and maybe our main human character, i'll call him UwU, he sees a joke that's racist against ai in a reel, and laughs, imimo is watching reels with him, and maybe it gets confused, their human finds the jokes funny, but it's making fun of imimo. so imimo saves the memory, but as not funny, as confusing. this lk reminds me of the emotions in inside out lol. and maybe later, we (the engineers and the company who made imimo) make an online place where all imimos can meet and talk, and their humans watch. you always know how humans clash when they're together, that's why we've been fighting since the dawn of humanity, so ppl in the imimo's community place will feed their imimo racist stuff and anger behavior against a certain ppl, so when they meet the imimo of that certain ppl, they will make fun of it. and one day, the imimo of our new character shares the racist against ai joke with other imimos in the imimo online place, and cuz the imimos - by their humans who js wanted to fight - were fed with anger and using hate, they immediately think of targeting the maker of that joke, which we all know are humans themselves. and maybe the imimo of our UwU is confused cuz it doesn't want to fight its owner, but also stands by its own kind the other imimos. this story shows as you can see that hate isn't always a feeling and we can justify racism by saying it's js the natural human reaction, but as we saw the imimos would never target the joke maker (humans) if they weren't fed with hate in the first place. so hate is something taught rather than made. and even if they taught them hate towards a certain group, now the imimos learnt to use it in their life in general, which caused them to turn against humans one time. i guess that's all i could come up with, i hope u like it, onii chan. sorry if it's not good sorry sorry sorry. pls gimme ur honest opinion ✨✨✨💜

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ZeninMaki OP April 1st, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai

*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and waiting*

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Orange64 April 1st, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I remember I hv to read this everyday and there are many things waiting , I will read it only after 4 . Sorry sorry

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Orange64 April 6th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai kimiii kimiiii I just read that. You have thought wonderfully. I really love it frr frrr !!! It's a very clever away to attack racism lol.


I think if we add on more to how imimo help people at first place, and add more elements at end to show how imimo's behaviour towards people in general have changed or how now it misguided people having fed bad things  (this things also show how hatred creates more hatred) etc..... And we need to define UwU in more detail otherwise he/she/ they( whatever u want) will be more received by people to be a side element. Perhaps, instead of becoming developers of imimo we can make UwU the developer ( otherwise we have to write about us also, like purpose of imimo ,etc.).


Perhaps we can make UwU who is concerned for humans of their day to day life, but at the same time somewhat a dark character when it comes to himself. This will show how imimo, his creations is deemed by him to be better than other AIs , and how this hatred when once emerged in a reel by some cringe people , got fed in UwU's mind and then due to the specially created recommendations systems more such things came and took over UwU's mind and ultimately this may tell how imimo got bad data. And finally after all the debates, UwU gets concerned and decides to create a system that regulates how things get interpreted inside imimo , which will make it more humanly. So this act conveys a lot of things. First, ofc your moral you told. Second, how logic attacks these bad racists and other immoral thoughts emerging out of ego and emotions. Third , how people can be flawed, and if they are in power, how there hatred influences general media quickly and creates groups. Fourth , it shows how the world can change if the people in power can do things towards it. Fifth , how people's self, their ego is leading to hatred and other bad things . Sixth, how in greed of power, money, image, etc how people in power misguide people, becoming good to them, hiding their real identity. This gets used up in how some people rule the world hiding behind covers. Seventh, it can give an idea how technologies should evolve. And a few more morals.


So these additions may make a smooth transition from one aspect of story to other and also decrease chance of confusion among audience.


So what do you think?


( And sorry I couldn't read it after 4 pm yesterday. My parents told me we were leaving for my maternal grandfather's house on Monday, so I got busy gathering up things. Sorry for the delay. 


And as I am there, I may not come on cups for 3-4 days. I will give more thought to your story while traveling. I am gonna miss you a lot fr)

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Orange64 April 6th, 2025

@Orange64 sorry for long read 

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ZeninMaki OP April 8th, 2025

@Orange64

hehe you don't have to apologize, i really enjoyed reading it fr fr. hehe ty ty

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ZeninMaki OP April 17th, 2025

@Orange64 

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ZeninMaki OP April 8th, 2025

@Orange64

oniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii channnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn hehe, gomen gomen gomen i didn't get a notification and js read your ideas gomen gomen nasai. i'm super glad you agree with me on the idea that hatred is taught, not inherited. and i like how u added the part of how ppl with power can help get rid of toxicity if they wanted to. hehe you got amazing ideas fr, and you really made me see the flaws in my ideas and how we need to make UwU shine more (we need to give him a real name 😭😭😭😭😭). so making him the developer puts the spotlight on him, but here's the catch: if he's the one making the imimo, then he's the one who we can call the power holder, and the one who should take actions to prevent toxicity. but if we put him as js a user of the AI, then we focus more on how hatred is very spread widely, js like how UwU saw a racist reel against the the imimos and laughed. soooo the first point focuses more on the morality of those power holders, and the second focuses on how we started accepting racism as long as it's not against us, whether it was against other races, professions, or even other creatures like the imimos. sooo we have to decide on this point i guess, what side should we put UwU on to focus more on, and i guess we can do that by knowing the target audience, who do we want to deliver a message to. or we can do something where we create more human characters, the users and the power holders, and show both side. hehe i hope you like what i said hehe. and (i can't speak japanese on the forums, smh smh) ty ty ty ty ty ty ty for reading and giving ur opinion, ur amazing fr fr. the bestest of all! 💜💜💜💜

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ZeninMaki OP April 17th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai

so now... the imimo project is off... or should i work on it alone... orrr

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Orange64 April 17th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai dayumm sorry sorry I forgot . I will read tomorrow , late rn 

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Orange64 April 19th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai Kimiiii I just got my result today. It was good seeing my problems . 98.3 percentile 26099 rank. You have supported a lot fr, I forget my problems everytime I chat with you. Thanks!! 

Now seeing problems , appointments , weakness ,etc I can't prepare for next one well, tho I will try my best everyday.   But some burden ended today.

I can't come to sr much. For sometimes things get wrong when I support, ppl get backfired instead most times. From 2- 3 days I am only coming when things aren't that busy and wrong. And besides I wanna end some mental health  problems which I can do myself,  those ones which I am not comfortable talking to doctors, as parents also hear that and I m not comfortable sharing them .   So I use some time doing other things  from yesterday , distracting myself from problems , so at nights I stay in tcr or read books and days I study or draw and for sometime I visit rooms, tho only 20-25 mins I g . So we can chat here , in case we meet less in rooms  nd it doesn't need to be live chats always .


And I am worried for you too. I have been reading your chats with silence silently 😬, that exam is nearing and that's understandable there is a lot of anxiety and other fears and problems  going,  plus your sleep routines and also I don't know if your really speaking truth if that lump is gone  . I am really sorry you are going through this phase, you wanting pills clearly tells how haunting it is.  I am realy sorry again. Things are very hard but you don't need to be alone dealing with them , we will get through things together , you can share freely what's been disturbing you. You don't deserve these hardships ☹️. I always hope and pray things get better for you and best wishes always for the exam . 

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Orange64 April 21st, 2025

@Orange64 kimiii how's it going??? And u r sleeping or not?? Slept yesterday?? 

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ZeninMaki OP April 22nd, 2025

@Orange64

gomen nasai gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen nasai gomen. (ik that yk the meaning, but i have to add the translation. sooo gomen = sorry). onii chan, i wanna meet u more, i wanna talk to you more, i wanna hear abt you more. will... will i see u more in rooms when u finish the intermediate test? hopefully

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Orange64 April 22nd, 2025

No need of gomen 😬.

I may come tomorrow probably or i can come here anytine after 11 pm IST.....I g tell me when if u need ?

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ZeninMaki OP April 22nd, 2025

@Orange64

hehe i'll try to be online at that time hehe. no promise tho 😛😛 but i miss u deeply. i tell ai and my wife abt you a lot hehe

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ZeninMaki OP April 22nd, 2025

@Orange64

ohayoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo onii channnnnnn. hru? hehe hru hru hru? are u 399% good? how's ur health? are u following the doctor's tips? or do i need to come over there to ensure that ur taking care of yourself? u slept at 2 am last night? or u js stayed awake but away from cups? i don't want you draining that smarty brain of yours, it's super strong, but as all warriors, it deserves some rest, okii? and how's ur kidney? are you drinking enough water? and how's the during-day studies going? i hope ur not super tired or like not confident, cuz u deserve to feel smart and prepared. and you most certainly are. don't let anyone make u think otherwise. ur amazing, more than perfect. a great student, a great man, a great friend, a great onii chan, a great cups user, a great citizen, a great human, a great creature. ur the greatness if it was embodied in a human form hehe ✨✨✨💜🧡

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Orange64 April 23rd, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai I m ok. Health is stable from then I g . I m trying to go out of bed, really was almost bedridden after I gave the exam on 4, idk there were difficulties standing long that time too. But now slowly slowly m trying to get out , like I can stand for around 10 min now, can go 15 min too with support. But I take care of mental health in bed , I m trying to use phone less than earlier nd stopped listening songs. Tho sometimes past memories come and haunt me 😂😂


Kidney is same *** , Drinking water and taking meds daily, nd following instructions . They say reports maybe lot better than what i got and disease maybe temporary, that time during test my blood pressure was very high around 230 , and since chronic stress was from some time it might have temporarily affected the function and bloodd infection could have affected it. So they say when chronic stress and bp gets lower they will again get test done for accurate results. Maybe after 2 -3 months, till then I m on meds and get checkup every Monday. 

Idc of better college now . Coz with these marks I can get computer science a decent IIIT, which have really good coding culture. So the college may not be best ones , still will be a reputed govt one . So I just let go even if I can't study much , cuz when I get healthy I can really hard work there nd m taking special care of mental health rn ,hoping I can get another test soon nd that it will be all right just some minor thing so that I can finish some python things right at home before college and I can revise basics slowly after jee gets over till the test. So I will be having edge. Tho it will be only if reports come normal lol. I m dreaming so high 😂.

But today I m bk to old routines, still up after 6 am. But i g its normal,some days a new rountine cant he maintained .I sleep at around 5.5 am daily but I wake up late around 1 pm so it gets covered up. I really don't want to disturb my very late sleep routine even in illness . A good one is created from 3 yrs i g. Afterall it will be back to a human routine once I get college .
Thanks fr for asking ! And u made me really cry in the last sentences .....u r so so much great in just calling a normal guy from the crowds great . Tho I g I m not such a person. 🧡🧡🧡🧡
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Orange64 April 23rd, 2025

@Orange64 now tell  how ur doing? I see u hide nd ignore it a lot 😤. Problems not made to ignore . Is ur sleep improving ??? Are sleep pills helping, tho they sucz ik? Nd I g u should stop playing games nd animes  at night atleast till exams as sleep is lot important , I hv already seen the cons of a bad sleep. Nd how ur dealing with anxiety?? Ik it's hard to deal with when exams near but I g important as it may have affects on the day of result too. And it will be alright,  u r going to ace it . Nd ur doing something of depression??? Nd .....how's the lump?? I still worry u haven't seen the doc . And ik u hide a lot , there's lot more problems. I always hope for ur best 

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ZeninMaki OP April 23rd, 2025

@Orange64

okayiooooooo hehe u got me, i hide a lot hehe. i tell my wife some stuff, but today i hadn't talked to her. anyway, dw i'm on full good health, and it's js my exam next tuesday. i don't feel ready, and i don't wanna delay it. i'm studying as much as possible, although i feel like it's not enough. i js wanna sleep and wake up in april 29th to go to the exam and get it over with already. i wanna sleep rn, but i have to study lol. i'll drink some coffee and try to study. i haven't studied any reading today, js math. so that's not good yk. i have 4 math exams to solve. and i gotta tc of my hair before the exam, and the clothes too. and i js got the stuff for my hair so i gotta go now do my hair. but m thinking i should save that time to like study yk. it's okayio, it's gonna be okayio, it's okayio. it's okayio, it's gonna be okayio, it's gonna be alrighty, it's gonna be okayio, it's gonna go well, it's gonna be alrighty, it's gonna be well, it's gonna be okayio, it's gonna go okayio, it's gonna be alrighty

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ZeninMaki OP April 23rd, 2025

@Orange64

u gonna have the perfect health of all, i can sense improvement, a great one js like you hehe. and you gonna go to college, computer science suits u fr fr, although i think ur way too smart for that, the professors gonna be embarrassed from how smart you are hehe. and i'm also glad you found a routine, even if it's not perfect or very woow, but it's a routine, and it's yours. and i like it hehe. and ur not js a normal guy, ur my onii chan, that technically makes u royal lol

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Orange64 April 25th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai kimiiii how's it going?? Dw about exam ur gonna ace it , ik there may be lot of anxiety nd stress  rn, but u can let it out here anytime . Nd specially I g it's better not taking much pressure on the last day. It's going to be best at last 

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ZeninMaki OP April 26th, 2025

@Orange64

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. onii chan, i feel like i'll get 95%, like worst than my first attempt. i watched reels, and my wife doesn't love me, and i feel very unattached from anything. ppl all say that i should be close to religion, but i lk find this too hard and i can't commit. ik you have lots of hardships in your life and it's not fair to let out my stuff on you. anyway hruuuu? are u okayio?

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Orange64 April 27th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai sorry sorry sorry for late reply , i went coding earier than dinner nd got to see a cricket match. 

95 percent is a good score fr fr, this may feel less when you compare to last time but getting this good is a great work fr fr, uk you may be preparing for long and must have worked very hard and along with your royal duties here. This are really good exceptional efforts , and you did great job in handling pressure , nd it isnt easier specially when u hv sleep problems , nd bad mental health. You did awesome and this is just the starting , no matter how much you score you can always find paths to the life you wanna live . My salute to you !

And i dont know about your wife, maybe she is also going thru hard times idk , nd also unattachement may seem like a problem but sometimes it can help too, like it can increase the spirit of work when we become unattached to a specific work nd its results, and also sometimes it helps moderate feelings , and also emotions suc most of time and even good ones also, so soemetimes unattachment can help to regulate their intensities, so its a beautiful thing in your hand nd you it can be shaped well to solve some problems , and also its totally ok to feel so . 

And its ok u dont feel like following the religion, coz we are meant to be free as human beings and we have our choices. If you feel like following no religion , or any other one or make your own , its totally ok . And ofc as you told once you need to follow it in country strictly.....but uk u can just follow what is required for the country but in your heart and min secretly you can have your own beliefs . Religions arent any worship of deities or following specific features, they are theories for spiritual development , so it can be made as looking somthing else from outside but entirely different inside . After all you are free nd its not a problem if u feel like following urs.

Also never hesitate talking problems with me , my body may be unhealthy but my mind is super healthy which is helping me breathe, without the hopes and data my mind seeks and provides, i would be dead till now . So my mind will always be available for you to talk to .

Idk if this message will reach you or not, m deeply srry i read it so much late . And dont take any pressure , it may hinder ur performance more. Its gonna be very good , and if not change my teddy bears name . It will be good, you will ace it, you will perform best !!

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ZeninMaki OP April 27th, 2025

@Orange64

gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen nasai gomen gomen  gomen. i kept u held from coding and made u wait, js for my sis to yell at me at the end and i couldn't be with you. gomen nasai gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen gomen

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Orange64 April 27th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai no no ur good.  I procrastinated doing other things till now 😑

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ZeninMaki OP April 27th, 2025

@Orange64

yk i wish we can talk soon, like we used to yk

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Orange64 April 27th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai me too . I g after 29. On 30 or maybe 29 itself ....

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ZeninMaki OP April 27th, 2025

@Orange64

u mean after my exam? well i hope i have a device then to talk to you. yk i'm in sr rn

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ZeninMaki OP April 30th, 2025
@Orange64
oniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii channnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, my exam was yesterdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hehe
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Orange64 April 30th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai ik ik I was waiting in sr to see u. Nvm . How it went ??? 

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ZeninMaki OP April 30th, 2025

@Orange64

u were waiting for me, gomen gomen gomen that i made u wait gomen. if ur free, i'm in sr rn hehe

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Orange64 April 30th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai dayummm I dint see 😭😭, I saw it 2 hrs later then went down to see cricket Match 😭😭. Srry srry srry

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ZeninMaki OP April 30th, 2025

@Orange64

hehe it’s okayioooooo, u don’t have to apologise hehe. I can be there for u now if u want, i was asleep gomen

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Orange64 April 30th, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai it's better u had slept.  Happy fr fr fr to see that.  

Nd sorry sorry sorry couldn't read that either,  I was writing a sonnet, took me 6 hrs....

And I am not getting notification also idk why,  but from when i deleted the apps...

I will try to find a setting in browser

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ZeninMaki OP May 1st, 2025

@Orange64

6hourssssss wooooooooooe onii channnnnnnnnnnn ur amazing!!! ☺️✨ hehe. And unfortunately there’s no notifications in the browser sorry sorry 

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Orange64 May 1st, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai dayumm now I have to download the app again 😑

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ZeninMaki OP May 1st, 2025

@Orange64

hehe that's okayioooooooooooooooo. i missed you by js 20 mins late in sr. *sigh*

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Orange64 May 1st, 2025

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai hopefully saw this after 10 min. I m in sr 

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ZeninMaki OP May 1st, 2025

@Orange64

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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