Let's be penpals

I signed up on to 7 cups long ago, but dont use it as much. I want a penpal, someone I can relate to and vibe with.. This is probably going to be longterm

About me: 

Gender: Female

I am very particular and meticulous but also lazy, things in life are not so great: dealing with phone addiction, mast**bation addiction, yk the urge to be loved and validated when you don't love yourself anymore. I set too high unachievable goals and beat myself over it. I wasted pretty much the last 2 years in just sitting idle. I got entrance exams to uni this year and stressed as I have barely studied perfectly. I want to be the Jack of all trades, started exercising and trying to learn another language and juggling. I like trying nee things, new cuisines, cultures, movies, and especially new people. I love reading books, but I haven't read them since the past 2 years, these 2yrs were tough times for me as we didn't have a single penny in the house. Things are getting a little better and I want to get my life on track and love myself fully rather than externalising it. 

What kind of penpal I'm looking for: 

Shares same interests as me (I don't mind it though), is not kind in a pretentious way(I want it to be real, like how friends text one another).. Pretty much a good, exciting person cause I was pessimistic but let's see