Just because.

@FormalPsycho You'll never guess what happened today. A duck stared at me, eye-level. 

I was eating my pizza outside the store sitting down. I looked to my right and saw a duck waddling in the parking lot. I was very happy to see a duckie. The duckie flew onto a ledge and since I was sitting down we were about the same height. He then stared at me and opened his mouth a bit. He wanted my pizza, but he's a duck, ducks can't eat pizza, so I said I couldn't. I spoke to the duck and told him "I can't give you my pizza, it's not good for you, you need worms." He still continued anyhow, so I moved to a seat closer inward. The duck flew away. Very nice wings honestly better than I expected. 

@FormalPsycho I watched the movie, "The Phantom of the Opera" today and came to the realization that it reminds me a lot of Beauty and the Beast.

The man who wrote the novel went by the first name Gaston and was French. There is a scene in the movie that is like Belle, with Christine, when she put on a cloak in the snow, and the building when they sing "All I Ask of You" has a coloring similar to the castle when Gaston fights the Beast. Also, the Phantom leaves a single rose each time he comes (like the one that marked the Beast's time to become a Beast forever), and the last one contained their wedding ring. During all I ask of you, he doesn't get to deliver the rose he always does and he makes it wither. (I assume it's actually a smart reference)

Now, the Phantom and Raoul are like if Beast's worst qualities + Gaston were put into the Phantom, and Beast's best qualities were put into Raoul. The Phantom also lets Christine leave with Raoul when she decides to kiss him and show him love, like Beast does when Belle shows him love, he lets her go to her father. Christine too cares deeply about her dead father. Raoul in the movie bears great resemblance to Beast in human form. The Phantom is known as a "Beast" of his own, due to a traumatic incident that left his face sort of half deformed. Just like when Belle says she's met the Beast and he isn't bad, Christine finds him to be the angel of music her father had spoken to her about. She tells him his face isn't the issue rather it's his heart, like in Beauty and the Beast. 

@FormalPsycho I wanted to say my lastest post isn't meant for you (as the receiver I mean, in terms of reading be my guest) although I realize the title and ending might make you wonder. It's about the guy I have a crush on, but you reminded me about the situation, with Abby. He's my own personal Abigail.

Thank you, John! ♡

@FormalPsycho I've sent you a lot of stuff while you were gone actually. However, I want to address something, it's really a question: If you continue being friends with Abby even after she doesn't want you, and you want her so badly, wouldn't you be miserable?

@FormalPsycho John, I'm so sorry that you're stuck in this situationship. She doesn't call you hers, but wants the attention. Romantically, you're a loving guy, (I'm not sure how you are under normal circumstances) and it's sad to see you being taken advantage of. I know you love her. I just wish she'd truly love you too.

@FormalPsycho Will you tell me about your day John? How do you feel? How can I help?

@FormalPsycho I saw my male Abby today. I think he does in fact like me. Let me explain.

I got his mom a hand fan. You know, the kind that they used to use in older times. In a color, sort of like wine, with floral print, because she wears that color a lot and her hair is also that color. She seems to have liked it. She used it on the spot.

I had gotten fans like that for a few other women in our congregation. 

I like her a lot actually. Regardless of her son. 

I guess he asked his mom about it and he looked back at me and gave me one of those ear to ear smiles. 

Then I saw a cutie pie, the 1 year old daughter of a family friend. I was looking at her being so adorable. She looked at him and waved and spoke some baby talk. Then she looked at me and giggled, she started baby talking but like full sentences. Nothing you could actually understand though. 

So he turned to me and said, (keep in mind we had fought and he hadn't said anything to me since) "She's trying to tell you something." 

I just know for a fact. He likes me. Now he's just an idiot about saying anything or actually trying to make things right. 

@FormalPsycho

https://voca.ro/19UxwiAeUr3Q

not your style, but definitely mine. Do I need to get better at it, yes, yes I do, am I terrible, I guess that's up to opinion. For whatever reason, it's harder when you are actively trying to record the singing. I guess that's true for any kind of performance based talent.

@FormalPsycho I'm writing to see how you are doing so far, John? 

@FormalPsycho I realize I haven't written in a while. I'm sorry, I was at a 3 day event then caught Covid. I'm finally 17, today, well technically at 8:48pm. I was looking at something and came across an orchestra for Romeo and Juliet, it reminded me of you for some reason.