Ni and Eva Safes Talkie Corner 💕
@justmeeva
hi evabuddybeanie 💕 hehe. i hope you get this tag 🥺 me realised our conversations are sort of all over forum-land xD and if eva friend is comfy ^-^ we can have our own talkie corner? only if your okie with it 🤗💜 sometimes i think rooms not always comfy to talk about things :') sometimes forum-land is a bit comfier 💙 or idk - maybe i'm wrong xD that's just a thought. 💜 hehe.
for hooman beans other than evabuddybeanie, please don't post here, unless your me or eva 💙 and please don't read or lurky lurk here because it's our talkie space. 💜 thank you for understanding ^-^
🌙 ni friend 🌸
*sits here and waits for you* 💜 @justmeeva
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*comes, waves and sits with you*
@justmeeva
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwee 🥺
@justmeeva
how's eva beanie feeling nowsies? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i think me’s okay right now, thank you for asking 🩷 how’s ni fren? :0
@justmeeva
aww me glad to hear that. 💜 um i’m not the best but im trying… 💜 thankies for asking buddy
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m vv proud of you for trying 🩷 can me do anything for ni friend?
@justmeeva
yes… there’s something you can do… 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yes? :0
@justmeeva
can eva friend maybe try to be kind to self for me? 🥺💜 just try a little? 💜 you so deserve the same kindness you always give your friends :') literally always 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwee niiii 🥺 i can try but i don’t think it’s gonna work out.. :’) but of course i can try.. try to try at least :’) 🩷
*huggles you because you’re literally the best* 🥺🤧🩷
@justmeeva
it hard but trying is enough too and it would still mean so much if you try 💜 and i know you're already trying. every day you wake up, and you're here, existing. existing hurts and it’s tiring but at the same time it can be so beautiful somehow. because there are some things in this world that are beyond painful. and there are some things in this world that are beyond beautiful. you wake up every day and you try and it hurts but you try and even when you aren't doing the best, your there for your friends here and it means more than you know. 💜
even trying to try is good friend *big hugs* sometimes all we can do is just try, or try to try, and that is okay. 💜
idk why i just went on and on and ranted lol, forgive me, i seem to be in a ranting mood :') :P
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you’re so kind and understanding 🥺 thank you for being you 🩷 eva friend loves ni friend so much 😭🥺🩷 yeah, trying is good <3 me thinks it’s the exact same for ni friend, that you try so much all the time, even if you don’t always realise it 🥺🩷 but i do <3
@justmeeva
💜 thank you for being you too. your so understanding. :') sometimes i’m kinda like wow how does eva put up with me all the time lol but other times i’m just like 🥺😭 why and how and just 🥺
thank you for realising it for me :') 💜 *big big big big big big hugs*
also i’m sorry i’m kinda slow with replies friend i’m getting a lot of tags and there’s a lot of stuff to reply too :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
don’t apologise for being famous lol :p
noo ni it’s not “putting up with you”uuu it’s just- idk coexisting, being friends with you and i’ve always been happy to be able to do that 🥺🩷🩷 *bigger bigger bigger bigger bigger bigger hugs* :p 🥺💕
@justmeeva
*doesn't know how to reply so i’m just gonna* 🥺🥺🥺🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggsss silently lol* 💕💕
@justmeeva
silent hugs :o 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i think i failed already- 😬 :’)
@justmeeva
does you mean… with what you said about self in your diary thread…? :') 💜 or something else…? 💜 (no pressure) it’s okie friend 💜 me knows it hard :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm :’) me’s not very good at this hehe. but it’s fine i guess 🩷
:p
@justmeeva
soul buddy left a message in your diary thread and i couldn’t agree with them more 🥺💜
(a reply to the thingy eva beanie said about herself…)
@justmeeva
eva lovely? 💜 did something happen? 💜 i’m v sorry if i said anything hurtful/wrong :( *sending love your way* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no love you didn’t do anything wrong <3
@justmeeva
💜 i’m sorry, i’m late :(
worried about you… keeping you in my thoughts 💜 *sends safe hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs you back* <3 i’m here. i’m sorry i didn’t say anything and just- poofed.. but i’m fine.
@justmeeva
its okie buddy me knows you have things going on :( no need to be sorry for poofing 💜 wuv you 💜 how’s you feeling now? <3 *no pressure*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk, me’s fine i guess <3 how’s ni friend? 🩷
@justmeeva
mmm im fine too i guess. 🤷🏻♀️ *offers hugs* 💜
somehow i feel like “fine” is just… not okay… but okay somehow at the same time :/ or idk. i guess fine could mean anything depending on the person/situation <3 (i’m blabbering ✨)
*peek*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*peek*
@justmeeva
*gentle hug attack if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*bes gently hug attacked* hi hi friend 🩷
@justmeeva
hi eva friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how’s ni fren doing? :0 🩷
@justmeeva
um… getting there hehe. :') how’s you eva beanie? <3 *no pressure*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awe, that’s okay <3 *keeps hugging you* 🩷 me’s not exactly sure how i am, kind of mixed, some thoughts won’t leave my mind hehe but it’s not so bad so i guess it’s okie 💕
@justmeeva
*keeps hugging too* 💜 thank you buddy. <3
i’m sorry friend :( i hear you. oftentimes it hard for meanie thoughts/not so nice thoughts to leave our minds, they kind of just linger there and sometimes it can just get overwhelming. :( i’m glad it’s not too bad but if things aren’t so okie friend it’s okay to say that they aren’t… 🥺 you no have to pretend or say everything is okie or anything… 🥺 *huggies*
ni friend was able to be a tiny bit sneaky and check cupsies today even though me not really allowed to use devices on sundays :') but i’m gonna have to get off now sadly :( i’ll try to come back on tonight 💜 i’m sorry friend
i’m just a tag away if you need me but i’m so sorry replies will be slow just today… (and maybe a bit slow this week as well because i’ll be travelling a lot) i wuv you so much, me gonna keep you in my thoughts always 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awee no problem lovely 🩷 i’m vv happy you got the chance hehe 💕 talk to you later then 💗
@justmeeva
💗
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me’s considering going off cups for tonight <3 does ni friend think you’ll be okie if i leave? i don’t have to <3
@justmeeva
i’ll be okie friend, im okie just a bit tired hehe. but i’m not leaving yet because a friend not doing so okie and i don’t wanna leave him just like that. :/
but i’m okay dw 💜 i wuv you, i really hope you’ll be safe. *big hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okay 🩷 i hope you can get some rest soon as well, and that rome friend will be okay too <3 love you fren ❤️
@justmeeva
i hope so too buddy, thank you. love you lots <3 talkie to you tomorrow lovely
@justmeeva
i’m sorry friend :( it’s okie though *hugs* i’m mostly okay now just trying not to remember. 💜 thank you for asking 💜 i did get some rest and i was safe so it’s okay… 💜
how’s you lovely? 🥺 …your probably still at schoolybobs now :/ *smh school*
@justmeeva
just a reminder that you're v loved eva beanie and that you're always somewhere in my thoughts 💗 i love you 💜
-ni friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i love you too 🩷 thank you. 💕
*sits in our corner* no pressure to respond but… ni friend is here for a little while if you need me okie… 🥺💜 i wish i could give you a huge hug right now, but i’m sending all the virtual hugs your way. i’m so sorry it hurts so much right now :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it’s okay, thank you 🩷 i wasn’t very cooperative yesterday was i :’)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*quietly sits in our wonderland*
i miss you..
@justmeeva
*big hugs if okay* eva bean 🥺 ni friend can’t explain how much i missed you too. :') i’m so sorry, ni friend been v busy :( i should have told you clearly earlier but i thought you already knew because of my diary thread… 💜 i been away in america for my brother's graduation ceremony. and some other little events/activities. since the time zones is completely different here when i got on cups every now and then it felt kinda strange somehow, i just… felt like taking a break. :')
…i was surrounded by people most of the time. at the hotel, at the places we visited, at the graduation ceremony. and i met people. but tbh i still felt lonely without you and my other close friends here, because you all are like my real-real family. i missed you so much too 💜 and i been thinking about you always. it’s like that quote… you can be surrounded by people. and still be lonely deep down inside. it felt like that. and kinda still feels like that.
i know it not been easy :( tbh i don’t think life is ever easy, there’s always something meanie mcbeanie it likes to throw at us 😔 i read your diary thread now which i haven’t checked :( i really wish i had before 😔 i know it’s not been easy, im so sorry lovely. i just hope you know im freaking proud of you. ik at some point it’s hard to see being alive, existing, as something to be proud of, but with so much going on, and with every day being so exhausting… it’s true, it really is something to be proud of. i’m freaking proud of you 💜 your here, your existing, your reading this… your here.
ni friend loves you so freaking much and i been missing you so much, idk how to explain it :') my mind kept imagining… wanting to travel and see places with you and my other cups family members lol, that would have been so much more wholesome, i think lol. 🥺🤭💜
*massiiiiveee huggie wuggies for you* i might be slow to reply to your reply after this 🥺 of course, no pressure to reply here, you can take your time-sies 💜 it’s 11:00 am as i write this, here in atlanta. we going to the airport in a few hours. 💜 me gonna try to talkie to you and check tags and reply to you and others when me arrives back home.
*sending more hugs because why not* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
omg ni i kid you not i started to cry 🥺🥺 the entire time while reading this (and as i’m writing this) i’m just 🥺🫢🥲🥹🥺
i missed you so so so much, it was so lonely without you.. 🥺 but i’m not mad or anything, i just hope you were (/are) okie 🩷 oml i don’t think i’ve ever actually teared up reading something i don’t know what to say 😭🥺 i just wish i could hug you irl so bad right now, so bad 🤧🥺
*speechless* i love you so so much idk how to put it into words
*hugs and literally never ever in ever lets go*
gonna go and cry a little more because awweeee 🥺🥺😭🩷
@justmeeva
idk what to say either 🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭 i wish i could give you a big hug rn too 🥺🩷 i wuv you so so much 🩷
@justmeeva
thinking of you… 💜 your in my thoughts every day eva twinsie. ni friend misses you :')