Ni and Eva Safes Talkie Corner 💕
@justmeeva
hi evabuddybeanie 💕 hehe. i hope you get this tag 🥺 me realised our conversations are sort of all over forum-land xD and if eva friend is comfy ^-^ we can have our own talkie corner? only if your okie with it 🤗💜 sometimes i think rooms not always comfy to talk about things :') sometimes forum-land is a bit comfier 💙 or idk - maybe i'm wrong xD that's just a thought. 💜 hehe.
for hooman beans other than evabuddybeanie, please don't post here, unless your me or eva 💙 and please don't read or lurky lurk here because it's our talkie space. 💜 thank you for understanding ^-^
🌙 ni friend 🌸
@justmeeva
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i missed you too friend. a lot. you never really left my thoughts 🩷 i’m sorry for barely being here.. i’ll try to do better at that. i’m just so busy somehow- with either school or my mind or something in between. but i love you no matter what and i’ll try, for you 🩷
@justmeeva
you don’t have to be sorry friend 💜 you were v missed, mhm… and not just by me. 💜 but yeah ik how life can get… mmm. lifey 🤪 schoolybobs and home life and what goes on in the mind and everything else :') it’s ok if you can’t get on here sometimes whilst dealing with everything. and it’s ok even if you just want to take a break sometimes or because you don’t feel like coming on 💜 i did miss you and was a little worried too i guess :') but i don’t think you have anything to be sorry about 🥺
i wuv you so much too 💜 it feels good to see you again and talkie to you again eva bean.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
smh you’re so kind 🤧🥺 i’m vvv happy to talk to you too again <33
@justmeeva
a gif master at work! 💜 those are so cute 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
tbh the first one reminds me of your mini plushie hehe. felt only right to add that in 💕 and besides, i owed you a couple for the ones you gave me in your solace spacies 🩷
@justmeeva
awww yes haru 🥺 except haru is a kitty cat and that is a cutu froggie friend 💜 they still v cute though and they do look similar hehe
i named my plushie haru lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah but you can’t tell me they don’t look like only *slightly* unmatching twins-
and a w w e e e e e e i love that name 🥺💚 (feels strange to use a heart that’s not pink or red- 😅) somehow it fits so well 🩷 (mhm back to pink)
@justmeeva
they do look related honestly 🥺💜
i found haru's relatives on amazon 🤔
also yeah it does feel a little strange seeing you use a heart other than pink lol 😅 i rarely use this one 🩷 sometimes i use this one 🩵 but i mostly use the purple one 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
random but i used to tell people that didn’t personally know me, that my name was aurora lol. so mostly online, especially on roblox xDD
so that “coincidence” was a bit nostalgic lol
@justmeeva
aww aurora is a pretty name but i think eva is a v cute name too. 💜 that reminds me of the many fake names i used online when i was littler lmao 😭
i remember roblox :') those were… interesting days. my little cousins still play roblox lol 😅 when my 8-year-old cousin came to my house a while ago she tried to log into her roblox account because she wanted to play, but she couldn’t log in so she made me make a new one. i still have that account somewhere 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah i had like 10 different accounts all named about the same but with different numbers because i forgot the passwords 😭 i remember the time when roblox was basically my life. like the summer break- it all was spent playing that- and oml i remember getting caught playing when i was supposed to be asleep, i was so bad at making excuses and lying- emphasis on “was” 😏 xD
@justmeeva
omg whaaaaaat 10 different accounts 🤣 somehow im finding that a little cute but mostly funny. 🤭 when we're littler i feel like we do a lot of silly things but it’s pretty normal for us then 🤪 i used to play roblox so much too :') with my brother. and it was basically my life too for a time. until one day my parents were like “no more roblox” and that was pretty much the end of it (im not completely sure why they said that 🤷🏻♀️)
and smh little-eva for playing roblox at sleepy time! :o /lh /j
after roblox there was another phase… this weird game that was honestly… kinda cheesy lol but i didn’t care at the time, i just played it anyways. and i met a lot of…. um… interesting people there. and then there was the among us phase after that ✨ i literally just abandoned that other game for among us, i remember that so clearly. i had all these game-phases lmao 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
omlll me too- i remember when i used to play like toca boca world, idk if you know it- 💀 when i was like very little- and yupp among us 🤌🤌 and o m g ever come across those apps where you press a button and your screen fills with a drink and then you can like turn the device to “drink it” or something?- i used to think that if i used the right app the drink would actually spill out of my phone 😭😭😭
@justmeeva
toca boca 😭 i’ve seen that around on like the play store and stuff but i never actually installed it and played it. also whaaaattt the drinking thing 😭 i’ve never had that, i’ve had those weird ads of those games… where like… one army is getting ready to run into and fight another… and the music is so loud and annoying and i just hated those ads lol
i actually don’t know what water thing your talking about 😅 i’ve never had that, is it like called something? :0
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah it’s like “drink simulator” or something 😭😭😭
@justmeeva
whaaaattt 😭 i need to look that up 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m so sorry to hear about your relapse lovely 😞 i know how it can leave you feeling frustrated or disappointed or helpless or numb, or anything in between. i know love. 🩷 i wish i could hug you in real life, i really wish. you deserve a good, real hug. but that i can’t help with. so instead i’ll sit here, wait for you, and say - i’m here if you want to talk. 🩷 i love you, and if i can help in any way, i hope you’ll let me know. take your time. i’ll wait for you 🩷
hi friend…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hi lovely 🩷 everything okay?
@justmeeva
yeah friend just feeling a little lonely for some reason. but it’s okie.. how’s you lovely? 🩷
i’m sorry i didn’t reply to your note here. :') i wasn’t doing ok in my head then.. i guess im just ignoring stuff in brainie now 🤪 but i did see it and me want to say thank you.. for caring about me and showing that care friend, i wuv you. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awe 🥺 *sits with you* i’m here if you need me 🩷 i’m okay, just tired. <3
don’t worry about it at all. if it’s a reminder of anything bad or triggers some kind of bad emotions, we can get it removed entirely 🩷 it’d be completely okay too 🩷
i love you too ni lovely *offers safe huggles* 🩷
@justmeeva
thank you friend 💜 *sits*
you sure friend…? 🥺 understandable to feel a bit tired though friend, it’s probably late where you are too. is it 1:45 there too? 😅 i’m not sure whether we still have the same time zones right now lol
aww friend it wasn’t triggering or anything like that at all. 💜 it was the opposite actually - sweet and comforting but at the time i didn’t think i was in a good headspace to reply :') …sometimes when ni friend isn’t ok…. i feel like i talk in a colder way and i just feel like it’s rude and a bit insensitive of me. :')
your so sweet friend 🥺🩷 *big huggles*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm, i’m sure 🩷 and yup, still the same time here as you 🩷
it’s okay, i understand 🩷 and i relate too. it just.. kind of doesn’t feel right to try to be sweet when it takes so much energy and effort, but then at the same time it doesn’t feel right to seem rude to friends aswell. something like that? maybe? well, whether you choose to talk or not at moments like those, i won’t think any differently of you 🩷
*keeps hugging* 💕
@justmeeva
mm okay :') being okie is a good thing 🩷 but when we not okay, it okie too, to feel what we feeling.. we just gotta try to be a littler gentler with self i think.. (easier said than done 😭 i feel like it probably takes a lifetime to learn how to be kind to self and gentler with self..)
yeah… your right. i wasn’t sure how to explain it exactly but you explained it well 💜 i guess we may kind of overthink it a little sometimes too? even whilst we aren’t doing ok and a lots going on in our heads… we might still think if we talk however it is in our heads other people will feel it rude, even though we are just.. talking that way because of exhaustion and everything going on. 🩷 or idk 😭 maybe im explaining it all wrong lol
..and thats another thing i love and appreciate about you so much. 💙 your always so understanding :') *keeps hugging back*
it’s 2 am.. *sends warm fuzzywuzzy sleepy beams* i hope you’ll be able to get some rest eva-loaf 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you’re right. and yeah, it definitely takes a lot of practice and effort, being kind to selves. it’s really hard oftentimes.
yeah, overthinking too. it tends to always find it’s way into situations huh :’) overthinking about others’ opinions, especially the ones close to us.. but i guess it’s also partly just because we care about them. 🩷
yep, with my slow typing and thinking it’s 2:20am by now already :’) * accepts warm fuzzywuzzy sleepy beams and sends some right back to you along with more comfy hugs* 💕 i hope you’ll get some rest too nibean 🩷
@justmeeva
it is hard. 😞 part of it might be because of the times other people weren’t so kind to us and maybe even worse 😕 idk… 😔
lol overthinking really should be in the Olympics or something, that’s what soul friend said once. 😅 but i agree. so many people would win medal after medal then :')
part of it is probably because we care about them, your right 💜 maybe that’s being thoughtful then? i’m starting to wonder where’s the line that marks the difference between thoughtfulness and overthinking lol :')
it’s ok friend i don’t think your slow 💜 it’s ok to take your time with the replies. and i take a while to think whilst writing replies too so your not alone there, it’s okay 😅 i think being tired can influence the pace a little too 🩷
well i’m sleepy so i might sleep soon lol, i have a lot of studying to do tomorrow. i’m preparing for exams. :') but i’ll probably peek and get on cups for a little when i can lol
*accepts beams and hugs* 💜💜 thank you
..ni friend is v sleepy right now lol. i don’t really want to leave you but i am v sleepy :') i think im gonna go friend.. and sleep… will you be okie..? no need to promise anything of course, me understand. 💜 *sends more hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no worries at all, get sleep 🩷 i’ll be okie 🩷 goodnight friend 💕🌙
@justmeeva
i hope you will be eva friend, try to be safe okiee. 💜 love you v much too 🩷 i’ll check on you tomorrow when i can <3 *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i spot a ni friend and since that ni friend is my friend i want to offer a hug to that ni friend if okie 🩷
@justmeeva
and i spot an eva friend - a kind, loving eva friend and smh! eva-hugs are always okie, okieee?! 🥺💗 *hugs you* i’m sorry i been away and not v active. :')
…i had to take exams… they’re kind of like entrance exams for an online academy i’ll be a part of for 9th grade. yesterday i had math and english-related subjects and today i did social studies and science related subjects… 😭 i’ll get the results in like a week :') :')
i think it’s the time of year we all (or most of us in the northern hemisphere) have exams :/ :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs you vvvvv.. much* hehe 💕
awe it’s okay, it makes sense you have to focus on the exams when you have the exams 🩷 how are you feeling about them? /nfta 🩷
*sends lucky beams though i’ll be proud no matter the results*
@justmeeva
*big hugs* 💗
i feel… relieved because they are over 🤪 but… what are the results gonna be… 😭 :') :') *eats lucky beams* nom nom nom 😋
thank you though lovely friend 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
that sounds fair 🩷 as for now we’ll just celebrate the fact that you did the exams 🎉
@justmeeva
🩷🩷🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*drops you a big warm hug because it feels too long since i talked to you*
@justmeeva
mhm it feels like too long for me too 💜 i’m sorry i haven’t been saying anything here. i didn’t know what to say… i really missed you, i really miss you. but i know it’s been hard and it’s been hard for a long time now :( it really breaks me to know your hurting and suffering so much eva. :') and i feel so powerless tbh. 😔 *big hugs*
hugging my pillow and imagining it’s eva friend too because you deserve a billion real-life hugs :') 💜 ni friend wuvs you
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no, you’re all good 🩷 and it’s okie don’t worry <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
(love the gifs <33)
it’s okie, i haven’t really been out of my space either :’) but you were on my mind, always <3
there’s not much you can do anyway. and that’s okay <3 but just you being here, the upvotes and comments, they help. i know it might not feel like enough to you but it absolutely is to me <3 it takes some of the loneliness away, and that helps lots 🩷
the pillow thing always makes me go “awwweeee 🥺😭🥺”, no matter how much i hear (/see? /read? /remember?) it 🤧🥺🩷
eva friend wuvs you too 💕💗
@justmeeva
(nadseyloaf showed me the second one 💕 she says the regular penguin one will show up if you type “penguin love” but this small one with the soft pink background will show up if you type “heart” 💕) i’m worried about her… nadia i mean…
yeah, i know… :') i just wish there was more i could do. more we could do… your friends. i’m glad the upvotes take some of the loneliness away 💜 i think i get what you mean
hehe. hear, see, read, remember - i think all those work 🤭💗 *hugs if okay*
i’m sorry i’m real quiet right now, i’m just tired. i know i probably sound a bit dry and distant and i am sorry about that 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no worries at all, i understand <3 is it just tiredness (though that too has different options) or is something going on? /nfta but here if you need anything 💗
*hugs you* 🩷
@justmeeva
idk. i'm scared tbh… of some things. of myself. and i've been thinking of some things. idk idk… :')
*hugs…* 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i hear you. here if you want to talk, okay? i love you fren 💗
*hugs tight and doesn’t let go*
@justmeeva
wuv you too 🩷 *big hugs and doesn’t let go either*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*silently sits in our wonderland..*
@justmeeva
i’m sorry i saw this late 😔
*sits* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it’s okay, i had to be away anyway and came back like a minute ago hehe 🩷
@justmeeva
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@justmeeva hi friend 💜 i’m sorry i poofed yesterday, i kinda took a sort of break from cups except for talking to someone in PMs. :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no worries <3 it’s completely okie 🩷
@justmeeva
🩷🩷🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i once made a sandwich portrait of my teacher 💀
@justmeeva
lmfao what 💀 for some reason now i really want to see it lol *no pressure though* 💜 really missing you and thinking about you often lovely eva friend 💜 i'm sorry i'm mostly away :c i promise i'll try to be back by the end of the month 💕 i just kinda felt like taking a peek tonight, can’t really sleep i guess.
i noticed you don’t seem v active around here either… which is okie, me understand how life can be sometimes. i know it’s hard to be with so much going on but i hope your okie 😔 love you friend, i hope it’s okie me leaving this note here for you
😔 sending big hugs your way if okie lovely, i just read your diary forum… 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs and doesn’t let go* <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’d show it but it was *yearssss* ago and i can’t find it and it’s not in my photos anymore- :’)
i’m missing you too, ni friend. a lot. but i know it’s not your fault, it’s okay <3
(i almost, because of my malfunctioning brain, left a really important word out and would’ve written “i know it’s your fault, it’s okay“- … so the fact that i always reread my text like 5 times is helpful afterall. - 💀😭)
yeah, i’ve started to get more and more distant i guess. i don’t always mean to, but i just.. don’t have the right headspace at all lately. and i don’t want to be rude or anything to any of you, so i’ve mostly just.. gone to my space sometimes only to post something, and then left. it’s nothing personal. and i still think about all of you all the time. and i still love you very very very much. 🩷 always will 🩷 i hope you’re okie aswell, and of course it’s okay. vv sweet of you 🩷