Ni and Eva Safes Talkie Corner 💕
@justmeeva
hi evabuddybeanie 💕 hehe. i hope you get this tag 🥺 me realised our conversations are sort of all over forum-land xD and if eva friend is comfy ^-^ we can have our own talkie corner? only if your okie with it 🤗💜 sometimes i think rooms not always comfy to talk about things :') sometimes forum-land is a bit comfier 💙 or idk - maybe i'm wrong xD that's just a thought. 💜 hehe.
for hooman beans other than evabuddybeanie, please don't post here, unless your me or eva 💙 and please don't read or lurky lurk here because it's our talkie space. 💜 thank you for understanding ^-^
🌙 ni friend 🌸
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i found this and it reminded me of you hehe. i’m not sure why, it just.. the first thing that came to my mind when i saw it was you. <3
@justmeeva
eva. eva eva eva eva eva eva eva :') i’m in the middle of school stuff but it’s so good to hear from you…. 🥺 i really missed you. i’m sorry i haven’t been active much in your diary space or in this forum. :') ni friend was thinking about you a lot last night and wanted to post here after school but i’m glad i checked now
just you being your sweet self 🥺💜
ni friend not feeling the best this morning so i want to say thank you 💜 for this, just for posting. and for thinking of me. *sends hugs if okay* really missed you
also, yeah…. i still have school. still haven’t finished all the exams yet. and some assignments (blame le procrastinator within) some thing came up so i’m not done yet 😭 arrrrrghh so ready to be done but i can’t not yet :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwee ni ni ni ni ni 🥺 i missed you too, you were always in my mind one way or another <3 no need to be sorry, i haven’t been too active either tbh.
smh basically anytime you post anything to me you make me smile. you have like a superpower or something.
aweee sending a truck full of cozy hugs to you, no problem at all 🥺🩷🩷
it’s a you, nimafren ^^^
@justmeeva
nimafren 🥺 *biiiiiiiigggg hugs* (i'm sorry i'm kinda low on words rn :c) 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no worries <33 *hugs in comfortable silence* 💗
@justmeeva
*hugs.* <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
there’s this short video i found a while back. it might not change much, it won’t take away any hurt or thoughts or anything, but maybe it’ll help a tiny bit.
you don’t have to reply or say anything, it’s okay i promise <3 and if you do decide to watch it, don’t go scrolling because nonono
@justmeeva
it did help a little, thank you 💜 1) it made me think about something a little more and feel a tiny bit rested about it and 2) the ending made me laugh a little for some reason lol. just the alien coming in and then the dude floats up with him was kinda funny 💜 lol
thank you eva bean 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
good 🩷 *hugs you until you feel better, forever if that’s what it takes*
*sits here quietly* 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*joins you quietly*
@justmeeva
*sits.* 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how are you feeling lovely? i know you weren’t so okie when you left, what about now?
@justmeeva
mmm i'm not like how i was then but i guess i'm ok - idk… 🩷 thank you for asking though. how's eva bean? 🩷 i'm not quite sure what’s going on but it seems like your having some technical issues with some thing…? i'm sorry if i'm wrong 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m glad you’re a little better 🩷 i think i’m okay too 🩷 i’m half here, still trying to find solutions. *continues to sit here* 💕
@justmeeva
okay… 🥺🩷
i hope it works out soon 🩷
meanwhile, my brain… i just had these thoughts and they weren’t really words. i'm not sure if this ever happens to you but sometimes my thoughts aren’t even in words, they’re just feelings. or idk how to describe them, just waves. or something lol. but… my brain was like:
the fact that she's not giving up. she wants to help someone, she wants to show them kindness. and she tried to post that one reply, and she tried and tried and tried and wouldn’t give up and she’s still looking for solutions. that’s kindness. 🩷
that sounds so cheesy and doesn’t make sense the way i worded it, honestly but it was just… a feeling. in my brain (*le ni being le ni - first she feels in her brain and now she thinks in her heart, what’s next?* /lh) so i tried to put it into words
what im trying to say is 🩷 despite what your mind may tell you sometimes… despite what you may think of yourself. :') your a kind, beautiful, wonderful person. a wonderful *you.* there’s kindness in you. i’ve seen it. 🥺 ik you probably don’t believe me but… i just wanted to say that 🩷
love you friend. not because of this - just because you are you. 🩷 /p
after posting this:
*me now realising i tried to make a point and worded it in a way it probably didn’t make any sense at all* :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awweee niii you’re so kind yourself 🥺 the fact that you helped me, and i found the solution partly thanks to the help centre which you recommended, just.. idk you’re awesome i luv you 🩷🩷🩷
and i think i get what you mean about that wordless opinion kind of thing hehe.
*forgets what else you said so just hugs happily* 🫂
oh and the mention of celebrating brat made me so happy too idk why 🥺🤧🩷
@justmeeva
i'm glad the help centre was able to help 💜 tbh i wasn’t sure if it would lol i’ve gone to help centres so many times and they had a bunch of useless articles and i been like *smh* @_@ /lh good thing youtube's one was helpful tho 🩷
ni friend wuvs you too 💜 and yes i’ll be a cheering/celebrating brat forever lol 🩷
*me remembering how you said auto carrot changed “cheering bears” to “cheering brats” and that’s where these lovely nicknames came about lol* 😎
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*celebrates with you because i’m so happy about it now* 🩷🎉💃
@justmeeva
weird dance but i just had to do it…
hi friend 💜 i'm sorry for just disappearing randomly like that the other day. i do that sometimes tbh. just impulsively. :') that was three days ago but i’m glad your post thingy posted 🥺🩷 proud of you for that friend, ik it was probably pretty frustrating for a while before it finally posted lol 💜 @justmeeva
*sends hugs if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it’s oke, no need to apologise 🩷 i hope you were okay while you were away 🩷
*sends 3 days worth of hugs* 💕
@justmeeva
i was okay i guess.
three days :o three days worth of eva-hugs 💜💜💜🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugsss* 🩷🫂💕
how’s nibuddy feeling? :0
@justmeeva
*huggggggiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeesssss* eva hugs!!
uhhhh idk i'll just say im okay lol. i'm safe physically so that’s… yeah. how’s you eva bean? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
that’s good enough for me 💗💗 me’s okay right now, thank you 🩷
*hugs you vveeeerrrryyyyy long because i missed chu* 🩷
@justmeeva
you sure…? <3 *loooooooooonggg hugssss* i missed chu too :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm, i’m okay i promise 🩷
*keeps huggling* 💕🩷💗💞
@justmeeva
i think you used almost every pink heart :o
no wait
🩷💕💞💓💗💖💝
*munches on strawberries*
*shares*
🍓
🤲
@justmeeva
OMG jfjidjwhdhdkwie
what. that. is. so. freaking. cute.
🥺 what a cute little bunny 🩷 just chowin down on the strawberry 🍓 (when ni friend was a little kid, maybe 4 ish years old i used to say taw-by instead of strawberry lol)
*nom nom nom*
lol this kitty 🤣
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awweeee “taw-by” that’s adorableeeee 🥺🥺🩷🥺
the catto xD xD👺😮🤺🍓
@justmeeva
lol i think i had (have… probably) my own language 😭 water was kaw-kay (where did this come from 😭) strawberries were taw-bies, and pony tails were painy tolls :') *smh little ni*
yep kitty be chowin down on the tawby 🍓
@LoveMyMoonflowers
eeeeee i love little ni it’s so adorableeee eeee 💗🥺🤏
@justmeeva
💃🏻 lol
@justmeeva
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@justmeeva
this gif reminds me of mochi 🤭🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i missed you lovely 🩷 how’s you doing? 💕
@justmeeva
missed you too 💜 and thinking about you all the time friend. idk i'm not the best right now lol but i'm trying to pretend to be okay for some reason. how's eva loaf? 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*offers a safes comfy eva hug* 🫂💗
here for you lovely, okie? 🩷
i’m okay i think, a little mixed but it’s okay 🩷
@justmeeva
eva huggie! *hugs* 💜
thank you friend. i think we and several of our friends got some paper plate awards right? 💜 that was pretty cool although i’m not sure what to say to it lol. :') other than a thank you to whoever nominated me
you defo deserved that nomination 🥺 and i agree with the nominator 💜 *me trying to guess who it is*
ni friend is here too if you need me eva friend… 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggless* 🩷💗🩷
yeah, i’m not sure what or if to respond either :’) but i really appreciate it, that’s for sure. little surprises like those nominations are always so sweet 🩷 and you definitely deserved it too 💗💕
i love you my lovely friend 🩷💗💕
@justmeeva
*hugs* 🩷🩷🩷 love you too
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thinking of you 🩷
@justmeeva
<3
thinking about you all the time too eva. i was gonna post here today actually but i kinda over-thought and didn’t do it because… i didn’t want to seem clingy or be annoying…
thank you for the hugs 💜 *sending some big hugs back* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awe ni lovely you don’t ever have to be afraid of anything like that 🩷 it’s always, always good to hear from you, no matter the context 💗🩷 *huggles you tight* 🫂🩷
@justmeeva
*hugs* 💜
i'm sorry. i never know what to say lol. your always so kind to me and such a sweet friend 💜 ni friend appreciates you. thank you for putting up with me somehow lol 😅
how's you? 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it’s no problem, i know what it’s like 🩷🩷 i appreciate your appreciation 💕 and i appreciate you too 🩷
it’s not putting up with you, it’s just.. talking to you and being kind to you. neither is hard to do 🩷 and only because you’re who you are. no matter what your brain say to you, it’ll always be a good thing in my eyes - you being you 🩷 because i love you for you and i don’t need you to be anything or anyone else 🩷
as for me,.. my headspace is a bit not so good right now, but nothing unbearable 💗🩷 just in case, i’ll ask you too - how are you? though i kind of already have an idea.. 😞🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ni..?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
please don’t go
