Ni and Eva Safes Talkie Corner 💕
@justmeeva
hi evabuddybeanie 💕 hehe. i hope you get this tag 🥺 me realised our conversations are sort of all over forum-land xD and if eva friend is comfy ^-^ we can have our own talkie corner? only if your okie with it 🤗💜 sometimes i think rooms not always comfy to talk about things :') sometimes forum-land is a bit comfier 💙 or idk - maybe i'm wrong xD that's just a thought. 💜 hehe.
for hooman beans other than evabuddybeanie, please don't post here, unless your me or eva 💙 and please don't read or lurky lurk here because it's our talkie space. 💜 thank you for understanding ^-^
🌙 ni friend 🌸
@LoveMyMoonflowers
heyhey ni fren 💕. change of plans, eva will go. stay safe okie? *tight huggies for you if oke* love you so so much 🩷
@justmeeva
okay fren be safe ok? love you fren <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@justmeeva
:o *hugs if okie* nuuuuuu 💙 i’m okie buddy 💜 it’s okie. 💙
i forgot what happened in my solace lol i’m checking now 🤧 your not a *** friend… 🥺 (i didn’t actually cuss there, just used asterisks)
unless the ‘***’ stands for vvvvv caring and vvvv sweet friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i feel terrible tho.. i’m vv sorry
@justmeeva
*hugs* no need to be sorry <3 it’s okie, fr 🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
also, happy valentine’s day to you my bestest ni friend 💕 *sending specially special hugs to you* 🩷
@justmeeva
awwe 💜 *sending specially special hugs back* 💕 thank you friend 💙 happy late valentine’s day hehe 🥺💜 because silly me saw this tag late :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no worries <3
@justmeeva
💜💜💜
@justmeeva
how’s evabuddybeanie today? :o 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m not sure how eva is, something was said to me that made me happy but then the mood went back to eh again. hehe. but is okay <3 how’s nibuddy doing? :0 🩷
@justmeeva
awwe it okie not to be 100% sure how we are sometimes :') it’s ok not to know. *hugs friendo* <3 does evabuddybean wanna talk about anything? :o 💙 here if you need. <3
i’m okay i think <3 thank you friend 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
(missed this bc it was on a new page oopsies hehe)
i think i’m okay for now, but thank you lots 🩷
i’m happy to hear you’re okay :0 <3
@justmeeva
(that’s okay, it happens ^-^ hehe)
okay buddy <3 sending more hugs 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs ni fren* 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
niiiii smhh i wanna give you moonillion hugsss 🥺😭🩷
@justmeeva
*hugs* 🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how can a person be so sweettt it’s almost impossiblee 🥺🩷
@justmeeva
that’s exactly what i was wondering whilst writing your appreciation 🥺 fr how can a hooman so vv sweet and caring and loving exist 🥺😭💙
(i mean you :P 💜)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs forever because no words left to explain myself* 😭🩷
@justmeeva
yay forever eva hugs 🌈 *hugs forever* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*gives you a raise and promotes you to be called ✨nibuddybean✨ by me aswell if oke* (i have absolutely no idea why i haven’t done this earlier + it’s nothing that big of a deal lol but we’re gonna make it a big deal because we can ✨)
congratulations 💕🤝 *makes it way too big of a deal hehe :p*
@justmeeva
lol 😛 hehe that cracked me up. <3 *keeps hugging*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugsss* i love you so so so so muchh 🥺💕
@justmeeva
nibuddy loves you that much and more friend 🩵
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*runs to give you a surprise huggle attack if oke* heyhey nibuddy 💕
@justmeeva
smhhh, always okieee. <3 *huggles backkk tightttt* how is evabuddybeanie? :o <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugssss* me’s okie, glad it’s friday :D how’s nibuddyyy? :0
@justmeeva
ouh yes Friday! hehe. <3<3
Hehe I like that funny GIF. :P i’m okay ish too buddy <3 did something i’ve really needed to do and i did it today 🥺 i’m pretty proud of me self hehe. <3 but me also a little worried about someone on cupsies… 😞 so not completely okay… mmm :')
thank you for asking friend. <3 *hugsss*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*keeps hugging* yippee me’s proud of you too :0 🩷 i hope whoever it is will be okie :0
@justmeeva
mhm i hope they will be okie too.🩵 hehe. does eva friend have anything fun planned for the weekend? :o
my plans usually consist of sleeping a lot xD it’s probably going to be no different this week :P
this weekend*
@justmeeva
awwe conflict and confusion…? :') mmm that’s not vv fun buddy, i’m sorry :') i hope the party goes okie though. <3
movies are fun ^-^ what movie do you think y’all gonna watch? :0 if it okie to ask <3
i’m probably just gonna sleep lol and cups and write but we’ll see T^T oh and breathing i’m gonna breathe 💪 i’m an expert breather, i do it every day 😀 /lh
@LoveMyMoonflowers
we’ve started to watch all harry potter movies from start hehe so probably that (:
sleeping and cupsing is the best kind of rest i like that plan :p and also woahh i’ve never seen a talent like yours - breathing :0 it must’ve taken years to master :p
@justmeeva
oh okie hehe <3 i hope y’all have fun with that <3
lmao eva 😭 no lol i’m a prodigy i mastered it when i was born 😎 /lh
@LoveMyMoonflowers
woahhh l i t e r a l l y b o r n with a talent? :00 *insane gasp and disbelief* 🫢
@justmeeva
yes :000
@justmeeva
hehe eva you always make me smile and laugh so much lol 🤭🤭 you da bestesttt, friendo 💙 if my talent is breathing :P yours is being a vvv bright beacon of hope and kindness always 💜 me appreciate eva friendo 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awweee that’s so sweettt 🥺🩷 you make me smile so much tooo with all kinds of sweet messages like this onee <33
man’s yes yes i’m very much of a bacon 🥓✨ :p
and** not “man’s”- smh.
@justmeeva
hehe that’s okie, typos happen. they’re fun too, sometimes :P
@justmeeva
your a bacon? 😭🤣 eva 😭😭😭 hmm your new nickname can be bacon lol 😛 if your comfy with it 🤭🤭 i meant beacon but bacon is so funny lmao 🤣
🥓🥓🥓
@LoveMyMoonflowers
bacon eva :0 lmao why not xD
@justmeeva
lol :P is eva buddy comfy with that or nu? me thinks sometimes silly nicknames are funsies but sometimes they can make us uncomfy also :') 💙 ni friend doesn’t wanna call eva buddy anything she doesn’t like, even if it’s something funny.
like bacon 🥓🥓🥓 lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no i think it’s fun, and i don’t know anyone else called bacon sooo :p
@justmeeva
lol okie hehe <3 i still like evabuddybeanie better though, it’s vvv cutu 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yess evabuddybean isn’t going anywhere don’t worry 💕 i’m just a bright bacon in addition ✨✨ :D
@justmeeva
xDDDD
@LoveMyMoonflowers
here for you ni lovely, ready to hug or listen or talk or all of them 🩷
@justmeeva
*hugs* <3 love eva buddy so much <3 thank you friend…
mm not sure about talking don’t wanna burden especially since it’s nighttime… is eva friend okay? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no no ni fren eva’s fine, you’re never ever a burden, not to me 🥺🩷 i want to help if i can, i want you to be okay 🥺
@justmeeva
fine…? you sure…? 🥺
and i’m idk, just… nightly stuff. :') i will be okie 💜 i think 💙 idk… :') *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm, promise 🩷
just know and actually *know* i am right here okay? *hugs tightt* 🫂
@justmeeva
me here too 🥺💜 *hugs back tight* i hope evabuddybean is really okay 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*gives you a longgggg eva hug* 🩷
@justmeeva
*huggies*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me will go. i hope the rest of your night will be okay. <3 stay safe please okie? love you 🩷 i’m sorry.
@justmeeva
no need to be sorry friend <3 take care and be safe <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m here 🩷
@justmeeva
thank you friend <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sending warm hugs to you if oke 💕
@justmeeva
they’re okie, sending warm hugs back friend <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
niiii i don’t like seeing you sad 🥺 :c is there anything me can do? does you wanna talk? /nf but lightly suggested 💕
@justmeeva
it’s okay… :') mmm…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i don’t think it really is tho 🥺 i really don’t want to pressure you but you have to know i’m here and you’re always more than welcome to talk to me 🥺🩷
@justmeeva
mhm… just…
i-…
mmm…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits with you (and listens if you want <3)* 🩷
@justmeeva
mhm…….. :')
@justmeeva
its okay eva friend <3 you don’t have to do anything. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
but… but you’ll tell me if i can do anything right..?
@justmeeva
mhms <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
please don’t leave..
@justmeeva
leave…..? like leave cups…?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i saw sr. confused but..
@justmeeva
im sorry…
idk i’ve just seen some things around here and im thinking of leaving. idk if i actually will because i can’t survive a day with icy cups right now lmao :') i have an addiction.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
but.. i cant have you leaving.. you’re one of the main reasons i’m still here.. i know it’s been difficult but i want and need you here.. i’ve gotten so close to you that i really don’t know what i would do without you…
@justmeeva
*huggles evabuddybeanie if okie* <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm.. *hugs*
@justmeeva
im sorry 😞
idk what to say. i’m such a ***…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
don’t be sorry, you haven’t done anything. yet at least.
you’re not, that’s the thing, i love you so much and i know i always will and that’s why it would be so hard if you left..
@justmeeva
mhm…
*hugs* ni friend loves eva friend so much also <3 it just…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
just..?
@justmeeva
mmm it just that it feels like im messing up lots of things here . like a lot of things. :') ni friends just…….. tired too, of life. and cups is like a lifeline for me sometimes it does help, cups sometimes gives me a sense of purpose and if i take that away it will be easier to…… mmm…. so idk.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i understand the feeling, but knowing you you’ll make up for it and it’ll be okay. i know how our brains can only focus on our flaws and mistakes, how they’ll haunt you, but most of the time the situation isn’t actually how you imagine it. and, you can always ask for help.
i know you’re tired, i can see it. i know it’s been going on for a long time for you. i know it’s really really hard. i know giving up passes your mind sometimes. or more than something. sometimes it feels like it would be the easier way. but is it also the better way? that i would argue about. breaks are always okay, will always be, but.. not taking a break for good. if ykwim.
you know, there’s this quote. idk how you’ll feel about it, i’m not sure if i should share it. it might be a mistake. or maybe you’ve seen it. anyway, i’ll type it down. you don’t have to read it, that’s fine.
tw
“ending your life doesn’t stop the pain, it just passes it on to someone else.”
there is a point, isn’t there?
@justmeeva
mhm. thank you friend… 💖 *huggies*