Ni and Eva Safes Talkie Corner 💕
@justmeeva
hi evabuddybeanie 💕 hehe. i hope you get this tag 🥺 me realised our conversations are sort of all over forum-land xD and if eva friend is comfy ^-^ we can have our own talkie corner? only if your okie with it 🤗💜 sometimes i think rooms not always comfy to talk about things :') sometimes forum-land is a bit comfier 💙 or idk - maybe i'm wrong xD that's just a thought. 💜 hehe.
for hooman beans other than evabuddybeanie, please don't post here, unless your me or eva 💙 and please don't read or lurky lurk here because it's our talkie space. 💜 thank you for understanding ^-^
🌙 ni friend 🌸
@justmeeva
i appreciate Evabuddybean for understanding and for being there :') 💖
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i always will, nibuddy. 🩷
*hugs tight*
@justmeeva
*hugssssss* love you friend 💖 is you okie :’) 💖
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk, i’m not really here atm but uh.. think so. love you so much 💕
@justmeeva
not really here…? :o mmm me kinda confused friend 😅
love you more friend 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm, i’m confused too. i’m trying really hard to keep my mind or soul or whatever here, in the moment, but it’s not working. i’m emotionless and thoughtless rn. hence the common usage of dots in my messages. it sounds and feels really stupid hehe. “losing touch with reality”. i’m probably talking nonsense quite a lot rn. i’ll probably shut up soon anyway.
@justmeeva
no buddy your not talking nonsense at all 💙 is it like… idk - dissociating? or would it be something else friend? :o 💜 *hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i really have no idea. i don’t know. i wish i did. sorry i seem careless rn. i dont mean to. 🩷
@justmeeva
it’s ok friend i understand 💜 your not seeming careless at all - it’s okay. sometimes i get a bit non-verbal at nighttime or when i’m not okay, or idk - sometimes we just talk differently when things are not ok and that’s okay… 💙
me understand buddy <3 *hugs* does evabuddybean know what might have triggered this…? like - feeling nothing? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk.. it just seems to happen randomly. or maybe i just haven’t connected the dots yet. it does happen daily tho, so uh.. i appreciate you trying to understand this 🩷
@justmeeva
maybe 💙 it’s ok to take your time with figuring it all out. i’m proud of eva friend 💙 i’m sorry it must be tough though having to deal with this every day 😞 that not fun friend :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it’s fine. thank you nibuddy 🩷
@justmeeva
i’m sorry friend 😞 is there anything i can do to help? 💙 anything…? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
more than listening? i don’t think. but, it’s helpful you’re here. more than you know. 🩷 you’re awesome for trying to understand this with me. i really really appreciate it. although.. i might leave for some time (as in hours or so, not days hehe), to try to figure something out.
@justmeeva
i’ll be here for as long as me can 💙 might leave in an hour or so though :’) and then come back a while later… 💙 we will see. 💙
awwe… okay… take care if your leaving buddy :’) be safe ok? me loves evabuddybeanie lots 💖
@justmeeva
sending more big comfy hugs if ok 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs tight for a longgg time* 🫂🩷
@justmeeva
*hugssssssss friend* 💖
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m here for you (well, as much as possible at least) 🩷
@justmeeva
likewise <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
heyy nibuddy :D i haven’t really been on today, it’s been sort of a busy day hehe. how’s you? :0 i missed you 🩷
@justmeeva
that’s okay hehe <3 i haven’t been on either, me woke up late today and i’ve been studying T^T i’m taking a rather long break now lmao. my motivation is just…… poof…… gone lol. T^T must have run away somewhere :’) smh motivation :’)
i’m… idk. okay i think but idk. how’s evabuddybeanie? 💙 awe me missed you too that’s so sweet 🥺 me saw eva friend’s posts in your diary forum :’) been thinking of you and been hoping your feeling better (?) 💙 how is evabuddy feeling? :o 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*gives you all my motivation (although it’s very little D:)* i’m glad you got some sleep at least :0
i’m happy there’s a chance you’re okay yippee :D eva is.. kind of the same hehe. i hoped it would go away by today morning but apparently not D: i did get to ice skate for like an hour today, that was nice. me likes ice skating hehe ⛸️⛸️. idk what to do with me tbh but is fine. *gives you many many hugssss* 🫂🩷
@justmeeva
for some reason i literally can’t bring myself to study anymore. T^T oof. hopefully… soon… mmm. :') idk. 💙
ouh ice skating ⛸️ that does sound really fun ^-^ i’m glad you got to do that today friend 💙
it’s okay not to be okay too. :') *keeps hugging* 💙 me here if you need anything, just a tag away okie (?) 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i understand how hard it can sometimes be to bring ourselves to study :0 there’s this thing tho, since starting is the hardest part, that you take a task, set a timer for 5 minutes, and do it for 5 minutes. then, you can decide whether to continue (people usually do :p) or move to a different task. it might not always work but maybe it’s worth a try :0
i know you’re here, and i’m so so thankful for that 🩷. i’m here too oke? loves you ni fren 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hope you’re doing okie 🩷
@justmeeva
hi im sorry i disappeared something happened at home :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its okay, don’t worry about it 🩷 are you okay now? D: 💕
@justmeeva
yea just real anxious
you?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm i’m okay. anything i can do for you? 💕
@justmeeva
*hugs eva if okie* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwee of course nibuddy 🥺 *hugss tight* hru now? 🩷
@justmeeva
mmm better i think. you?
(i might disappear 🥲)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs you as long as i can* i’m glad to hear that 🩷 i’m fine, thanks fren 💕
@justmeeva
mmm :’) what kind of fine…? 🥺 /nfta 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
the kind of fine i’ll probably manage. 🩷 i hope your night will be okay 💕
@justmeeva
okay buddy… <3 me just a tag away if you need okie (?) 💙 me probably won’t be on tonight sadly, me has school tomorrow :’) mmm, but still just a tag away 💙 *hugssss*
i hope your night will be okiee/bearable too.🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*keeps hugging*
🩷🩷🩷
*hides in our wonderland*
@justmeeva
*surprise hugs for you if okay* 💖
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*surprised* *hugsss* 🩷
@justmeeva
hugsssssss
how is evaaa today :0 💖
@LoveMyMoonflowers
eva’s class will end in about 30min, then me can come online for a longer time :D me’s oke rn 🩷 how’s da ni fren? :0 💕
@justmeeva
ouh okie, what class? :0 if it’s okie to ask ^-^ 💙
i’m glad your okay right now friend 💙 here for you if you need anything okie (?) 💙 i’m ok rn thank you
@LoveMyMoonflowers
art-ish class, we’re making some posters that we’ve been doing for weeks lmao. I’ll come back here in like 15min okie? see you soon 💕
@justmeeva
hehe okay 💕 see you buddy ^-^ 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
class is over althoughh i might go eat which would take about another 10 minutes.. 😬
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okieee i’m finally back :D
@justmeeva
yaayyy wb buddy! 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
heyheyy nibuddyy 💕
@justmeeva
helloooooooooo 💙 hehe
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how’d the night go for nibuddy if okie to ask? /nf 🩷
@justmeeva
mmm not great :’) but not horrible either. but yeah i did somethin stupid.
was the night okie/bearable for evabuddy?🥺 if comfy sharing 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwe me’s so sorry to hear that 😔 i’m listening if you want to talk about anything okie? 💕 *hugsss*
hehee it was a bit scary for eva, my mind kept telling me something bad was gonna happen all the time and that wasn’t fun :’) but nothing did and me’s okie rn. 🩷
@justmeeva
mmm no it’s okay i don’t wanna trigger evabuddybean 💙 thank you though, friend 💙 me appreciate you loads. 💙 *huggles tight*
awwe i’m sorry it’s scary when our brains tell us such things ☹️ brainie can be such a meanie especially at nighttime 😞💙 that doesn’t sound fun at all friend :') is there anything that helps when you have those thoughts? 💙 maybe journaling to - idk - sort them out, process them? or maybe listening to music to distract…? 💙 i’m sorry i’m just asking 😅
