BPD
My plan for this or next week is to speak to a professional about this but I have so much on my mind and would like someone’s input. I believe I have BPD. I have extreme emotions, anger outbreaks, paranoia, the list goes on. I feel like someone is always out to get me. I convince myself that my friends and others hate me every single day. I am also extremely impulsive, indulging in unsafe sex, spending money I do not have. I feel as if every single symptom of BPD is lining up. It is so hard to live like this. One night I will be crying about wanting to d!3 and the next I feel okay but only as long as I am not alone. Please if you have BPD or know about it let me know what you think.
@indigoShip3417
I can't advise as to whether you have or don't have BP and/or BPD. The "ques" can certainly fit either condition, but for now I'd say treat them as warning flags, which you have done in seeking professional help and that is an extremely important first step.
I have Bipolar and I don't know as much about Borderline, though as I understand it, the two do share some similarities and your current course of action is definately the right one in either case.