Bad relationship or bad thinking?
I've been in a relationship for the past 7 months, at the start everything was amazing as it usually is but everytime something changes slightly I feel like it's over - like everything is completely ruined and will never be okay again, that we will never last. I've never felt what I once felt for this guy before, and now I'm just feeling empty as hell. Things have mellowed out for sure which is stressful for me because I don't know how to handle it one bit, because that constant fear that I've messed everything up is there. We're always fighting, I'm always upset, and I don't know how I'm feeling anymore. He hasn't been as loving as usual (atleast, that's how I think things are), I'm not sure if he's been treating me different or if it's just me. Like... I know I split a lot, but I've never doubted my feelings until today and it's terrifying and I just want it to stop. :( Right now, I can't even think of the future, I can't control my emotions at all and I just don't know what to do. I don't know if it's all in my head or if I actually don't feel anything. I feel empty, alone, depressed and constantly hurt. I want it to just be a rough stage, but I'm not sure anymore.
@Orborus Hi , it sounds like you have a lot going on and so many emotions too. Don't always blam yourself firstly because if you feel you are being treated differently you most likely are ( talking from experience ) . You can always pop in and see your doctor ask for some support with your depression, or not sure if your in any kind of therapy? It may help clear your head and arrange thoughts. Lastly never stay in a relationship that is making you unhappy, for any reason. You deserve to be loved, cared for, appreciated and respected. Your a strong person with a kind heart, so keep your body smiling and happy! We all go through bad times in relationships but if your loved it is very very short lived, if your bad times lasting weeks upon weeks then maybe you need to think about you and if your willing to feel so low because of it. We always blame ourselves because we have no other obviously reason why things are going wrong, 99% of the time it's never us. I wish you all the best and hope your ok :)
