Debt, drugs, disloyalty and disaster
I'm a 20 year old student from the UK, diagnosed with bpd when I was 18 (after years in therapy). I started self medicating to sooth my symptoms when I was 17, I'm now a final year student and my impulsivity has led me to have quite the (edit) dependency. I need some advice as to what to do, I have stupidly spent every last pence of my money (all the money I get from January to April) on (edit) and didn't pay my rent, I also spent some of my partners money and he can't afford rent either. In panic I lied to my partner and told him I had enough money for both parts of our rent. Now I'm in a serious hole, I'm scared, and my bpd brain is telling me there's only one way out. Please, someone tell me there's more than just that option?
Edited by Eunoia to remove Drug names
@Cycosis
Hello,
I am so sorry to hear you're facing this situation.
I need you to know that everything will be okay. I know that things seem very desperate and tough to get through right now, but , you can get through this. I can see from your post, how strong you are to keep fighting bpd till now. You can get through this. Everyone makes mistakes, it's ok.
Before you take any sort of decision, I hope you will look through this. I found it really helpful and it helped me not loose hope.
If you want to talk with me, please leave me a message. I want to help you through this situation.
