Disconnected
Over the years I find I’m becoming more and more disconnected from everything and everyone. I’ve been described by my family as a distant person. I don’t even make an effort to talk to anyone or make small talk because it seems so pointless and I have nothing to say, and also talking for the most part is unenjoyable now. Everything seems meaningless, and the things that made life enjoyable years ago are uninteresting. For the most part my days are spent laying in bed alone.Even trying to watch a show is difficult because I can’t get into it. I don’t even feel human any more, I feel like I’m going through the motions until life will one day end. I’m not sure if this is borderline or not, or if it’s my antidepressant, but seems to be getting worse.
Thanks, Bubble for sharing this with us here. It can be tough to feel disconnect and distant from everyone with everything that is going on in the world currently. What do you think you can do not be distant from the people that live in the house?
With people I live with it’s difficult because of past experiences I’ve had with them which has eroded trust and connection.
It sounds like really deep depression, I hope you find relief soon.