Eating me alive
Idk what’s going on anymore I’ve had bpd for years and recently I’ve been going through what seems like the worst episode of all time I cry daily which never has happened before I’m scared when everyone leave and I genuinely am just starting to feel like I bother people , idk I don’t see anything in my future anymore really and it kinda sucks I’m really just tired of being wrapped in my own head and constantly feeling like I’m on fight or flight mode , I just want someone to remind me I do care ya know but without me telling them to tell me idk. I just ramble.
@Lilcrazy1423 Sounds like you have been going through a terrible time. I can see that you're feeling stuck and overwhelmed and all of it is valid, especially considering you are having your worst episode. When things suddenly start going wrong, it feels scary and drains our coping power. At times like these, needing someone to tell you that they care makes a lot of difference, that is very true. Please feel free to reach out to a listener whenever you need support, we're here for you 