How my life ended
I was in an accident 2 years ago, I had been drinking and I flipped my car twice. I was arrested, then tried to hurt myself 3 times while waiting for my court date. The 3rd time I almost succeeded. I ended up in the hospital for awhile, been out for just over a year now and I feel alot better (on a lot of medication). But I still can't seem to even think about what I did. Now I have to turn myself in to get another court date and go from there. I can't seem to take that first step. It literally kills me. And I can't go back to that dark place I was in. Someone listen?
@rdunn6659 Those sound like quite awful experiences. Processing these can be difficult and take some time. Experiences like these sometimes become too difficult to express and we avoid even thinking about it, as you mentioned so that's understandable. I can't even imagine what you might be feeling right now with all you have been through. I hope you figure stuff out gradually and get all the support you need in the process. Refer to this link to connect with a verified listener. Best wishes to you! :)
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