My thoughts and depressive/ passive aggresive side
Sometimes i will randomly just have a these thoughts out of no where and it will be ranging from calling myself names and no girl would love a ugly person like me all the way up to murder and sometimes my thoughts scare the s*** out of me sometimes thoughts on my thoughts i guess
@AntonioS20 Thanks for logging onto 7 Cups today; what you shared with us may not have been easy to do. I want you to know that it's okay to feel whatever you feel. You can get through this, I know it, but if you ever feel like you may be suicidal, please log onto suicide.org or call a hotline to help you - if you're feeling like you may hurt someone else, call the police before anyone gets into a situation they don't want to be in, but the most important thing I want you to know is that you matter and you deserve to be loved; you'll find your loved ones in time <3
I have had similar experiences, I think they are referred to as intrusive thoughts. Its like almost out of your control all these thoughts pop into your head when you don't even want to be thinking about them. Sometimes when I'm driving I'll imagine the car crashing over and over again and then I'll start thinking I'm going to die. Other times I'll randomly start swearing at myself and call myself names, sometimes I'll be with someone I like and I'll think "I hate you" or something when I don't even feel that way.