not sure???
its been really hard on me, ive read so a lot of things but i dont wanna self diagnose but it all leads to bpd. ive been having severe emotions that i cant control, ive been way to dependent on someone in my life that the thought of them hanging with somebody else makes me cry, and im constantly doubting my worth to them and doubting our friendship and just doing dumb stuff and saying dumb stuff and i feel like im ruining it, i know its toxic and i know im just doing damage to myself and them, i hate it so much and i can never stop it. ive been zoning out a lot recently and having too many panic attacks and i sometimes burst out crying out of nowhere
@jouryry Sounds like you have been feeling out of control with your emotions and relationships. I imagine it's quite unpleasant feeling that way, and as you described, it's been hard on you. If you're not sure, you can always consult a professional to know more about it. We as listeners are also here to support you so feel free to reach out to one of us too if you need someone to listen. :)
yes exactly. also thank you i would really like that to understand what i’m feeling more
