New and confused. Sounds fitting

There’s been a *** of allot of downs for my life, I’m really hoping there’s a better around the corner cause I’m tired, and overwhelmed. I feel as thought I shut off my emotions at some point and never properly turned them back on. I don’t know how to cope. And I feel numb. I’m not looking for sympathy i guess maybe proof that it does somewhere get better. No matter how dark and overwhelming it feels.