"Blamed"
(This is about how toxic relationships can affect you mentally)
I met a girl, I still don’t remember her name
She always told me things, and that I was to blame
I told her that I’d change, but then she left me alone
I guess I should’ve seen the signs but now I am a stone
A hard stone, that does rarely nothing.
I met a new girl, and I know someday she’ll leave me too
My laziness, my talk, even the dumb old moon
Nothing I’ve said has ever made sense
My words jumbled together like a game of chess
Only one move will save me, or else I’ll tumble
I never meant to be so humbled.
I told her that she should change, and that she is to blame.
I wish I knew she’d leave right after the rain.
I think I know now, my previous lover..
That being with you made me leave another.
And now today is my final rest,
As I’ve never been above the rest.
Goodbye my lovers, and goodbye to the previous.
For all you did is to blame for this casket.
@Aubreyssneakers
Aww thank you for sharing this, Aubrey 💜 This is quite relatable and beautifully written :'3
@LoveMyMoonflowers Np^^ It's been stuck in my head for like 2 days so I finally decided to write it- Idek where the idea came from really... I was jst walking home from school lol-
@Aubreyssneakers
hehe, i get that, yeah! :3
@Aubreyssneakers
"Nothing I’ve said has ever made sense
My words jumbled together like a game of chess
Only one move will save me, or else I’ll tumble"
this part hit me.
@Lillypad176 Actually fun fact: The whole "move" was actually intended to be the words "I love you" since, well, yk... Most toxic relationships either don't say that or only say that when it's supposedly manipulative- So basically they jst want a genuine one instead of some fake words-
@Aubreyssneakers
I was in a toxic relationship too, freshman year, so I hear you on that...
@Lillypad176
in mine, he didn't say it, got angry with me when I had said it, but then made made me think that it made sense as to why I shouldn't.
@Lillypad176 Yeah... I'm glad ur out of it, tho^^
@Aubreyssneakers
me too!^^
better yet, I'm now with someone extremally loving and supportive<3