I'm Sorry Mother....

I'm sorry Mom that I'm going to ***.

I'm sorry dad that loving is a sin.

I can't control it so why am I blamed?

Is it my fault that her eyes are prettier than a paint .

Please don't hate me, I'm sorry

I will marry a nice man at the end.

I will choose to die while I'm living because loving someone is apparently a disgusting sin.

I was stupid I know.

I thought people would be "wow okay", I knew it was like a kill.

Will they believe I'm no sinner? Mother .

Do I date a guy to shove em away?

Do I go insane till they beg me to stay?

Why is loving a sin?

I genuinely don't know.

Why is it so hated? I'm horrified, you know. Terrified.... .........

My nervous system is *** scared.

Why can people hate you or be disgusted when you love someone only, and not by choice too?

Am I going to *** Mother?

But what if my heaven was on Earth?

What if *** was what I deserved??