All of me

All of Me

by Minamira

Who is all of me?

There is too much of me in my head.

My emotions fluctuate so much,

and they carry all of me with them.

Some days, I am too much.

Other days, I am nothing at all.

The day I have yet to experience

is the day I finally find happiness.

A day where my emotions have no power over me.

A day where all of me

is someone I love.

A day where all of me

is who I truly want to be.

All of me...

There are too many versions of me in my head.

I find relief there,

so I created another version of all of me.

A version where we never lose.

A version where we never had to survive

the *** of my reality.

A version where I actually love all of me.

We are many,

and we grow every day.

Then I wake up,

and I am left with only the version of me

I am afraid to look at in the mirror.