Fallen into Self Pity (Poem)

I just fell back into my own h*ll.

It's deep and dark, and nobody cares.

It doesn't matter if I think it isn't fair.

There is no way out,

Doesn't matter if I yell or shout.

This place is full of worry and doubt.

But here I am,

At least I'm home.

This is the only place I belong.

It always welcomes me into my pain.

I know down here there is nothing to gain.

But I'm alive, and always ready to take the deep dive,

Down farther I go, down to my own h*ll.