Ideate

Insomniac with Disciplined persistence

Debating on different planes of existence

A mental note to travel the distance

A pain free place seems nonexistent

Hold on tight to the rides indifference

Chaos’s never wavering coexistence

A place to play when *** hits different

Where rage and shame have no limits

Making close friends with pessimistic

Beating down fear while they bare witness

Silence and solitude amongst the thickest

Where patience is thin but full of stitches

Then guilt felt bad and begged forgiveness

With steady hands they part with vengeance

Whose blistered palms dug up ditches

drowned out noise of bipolars insistence

To then give way to numbness that fidgets

Screams and breaks *** like it’s a *** wishlist

When all feels lost is when hope solicits

A place in your mind that’s left unfinished

Where feelings are far beyond diminished

Categorized in some *** up business

Brought back to service a broken district

Depressions better half is trying, it listens

Buried down deep throwing its *** fits

Creating a place no better then this is

Emotional carnage from a bunch of misfits